A/N:don' t own anything.
Another ABBA songfic for Jackie and Hyde. This one's Happy New Year. This song made me think of what could happen in the finale, obviously because of the title, but the lyrics also seem to fit Jackie and Hyde's situation. Don't worry, my next one won't be an ABBA song ;). I hope...
No
more champagne
And
the fireworks are through
Here
we are, me and you
Feeling
lost and feeling blue
There they stood. Jackie Burkhart and Steven Hyde, former lovers. The clock had just struck midnight and reality was starting to show its face again.
It's
the end of the party
And
the morning seems so grey
Sure the Formans' New Years Eve party had been fun, but as the sun came up on January 1, 1980, they each realized how unhappy they were. They both felt incomplete, like something was missing.
So
unlike yesterday
Now's
the time for us to say
So much had changed since their encounter in Chicago and it seemed as if the gap between them was becoming increasingly larger. And as the gap grew, so did their unhappiness.
Happy
New Year
Happy
New Year
May
we all have a vision now and then
Of
a world where every neighbour is a friend
She
made the first attempt to break the silence, "Happy New Year
Steven", she said in a friendly way.
"Yea,
uh, you too", he replied in his best Zen manner.
They
tried to make friendly conversation.
"So,
it's been quite a year huh?", Jackie attempted to stay in safe
territory, but she was finding it harder to hold back al of the
emotions she had felt since Sam walked through the Formans' front
door.
"Yea,"
he replied.
He
really wanted to tell her what a crappy year it had been since he
lost her, but he was Steven Hyde, master of Zen, Mr. Cool. He
couldn't give in to her. He couldn't admit he loved her. In fact,
that was what drove her away in the first place and started the
downward spiral of their breakup.
Happy
New Year
Happy
New Year
May
we all have our hopes, our will to try
If
we don't we might as well lay down and die
You
and I
She
knew something needed to be done here. She couldn't bare the
thought of never reconciling with him. Even if they were only
friends, they needed to try and fix what had happened between them.
She felt she would die if she didn't get closure.
He
wondered if there was some way to make the best of this situation. He
realized how quickly time goes by. It was the 80s already and what
had he accomplished? One failed marriage and the broken heart of the
only girl he had ever loved. She really was the first person to make
him believe he could be loved. Something needed to be done. But what?
Sometimes
I see
How
the brave new world arrives
And
I see how it thrives
In
the ashes of our lives
No matter the damage they had both done, the world was going on around them. Time just kept on going, but they had not made any progress. Jackie could see that the world was not going to stop for them to pick up the pieces.
Oh
yes, man is a fool
And
he thinks he'll be okay
Dragging
on, feet of clay
Never
knowing he's astray
Keeps
on going anyway...
He hadn't realized how badly he had regressed since they split. Every day his heart got colder and bitterer. He had refused to let her back in, he even made it a point to hurt her every opportunity he got. She had made him a better person when they were together, but since the breakup, he had grown into something colder and meaner than what he had been before her. Up until this moment, he had failed to realize his decay. He didn't want to be that person. That grumpy old man who dies alone because he has hurt everyone who's ever loved him. He had to tell her that he had thought of her every day and how much he had missed her.
Happy
New Year
Happy
New Year
May
we all have a vision now and then
Of
a world where every neighbour is a friend
Happy
New Year
Happy
New Year
May
we all have our hopes, our will to try
If
we don't we might as well lay down and die
You
and I
"Stee—"/
"Jack—", they both spoke at once, as if they were on the same
wavelength.
They
shared an awkward laugh. "You first Steven."
"I
was just gonna ask if you had any New Year's resolutions," he
lied.
"I
don't know, I was thinking maybe I'd take care of some unfinished
business," she tactfully replied.
"Sounds
like a good idea," he said, hoping she sensed his cryptic message;
he wasn't quite ready to pour his heart out to her.
Seems
to me now
That
the dreams we had before
Are
all dead, nothing more
Than
confetti on the floor
Had they lost all their chances of ever being together again? They both refused to believe that. There just had to be something there. Just a sparkle of hope.
It's
the end of a decade
In
another ten years time
Who
can say what we'll find
What
lies waiting down the line
In
the end of eighty-nine
At
that moment, he had had it. He wasn't going to let her slip away
again. Just then, he grabbed her and pulled her in to kiss her. In
that kiss, he released all of the emotions he had refused to feel
since Chicago.
With
this kiss, Jackie knew that her feelings were not in vain. Just the
fact that he had made the first move meant so much to her.
And
as if that wasn't enough, Hyde finally caved and said, "I love
you Jackie."
She
knew they would have a lot of work to do, but at that moment, Jackie
Burkhart knew that, even 10 years from now, when they were ringing in
1990, she would be with Steven Hyde. It was going to take a lot of
trying on both their parts, but Steven's gesture gave her hope that
they would always be "Jackie and Hyde". Just like it was meant to
be.
Happy
New Year
Happy
New Year
May
we all have a vision now and then?
Of
a world where every neighbour is a friend
Happy
New Year
Happy
New Year
May
we all have our hopes, our will to try
If
we don't we might as well lay down and die
You and I
