The forever pain

I'm the girl with forever pain..

Slaughtered inside, forever slain...

My father is yelling...

Please stop I keep telling...

I run to my room...

I punch the wall I hear aloud boom...

He's killing me...

The marks on my arms, can't you see?...

I grit my teeth and clench my fist...

wishing I would die with the mist...

Blood drips down my lips...

Pain shoots though my hand...

The clenching is to hard for me to stand...

I grab my razor, the sharp blade I hold...

The shiver that runs down my spine is to cold...

I pull the knife to my arm...

I laugh I can feel no harm...

The razor is tearing the skin...

I feel the wounderful sin...

I see the red of blood I smirking to my self...

I can't stop this habit even if it's not good for my health ...

How can I stop, I feel so great

It's like I was born for this It's my fate

Because...

I'm the girl with forever pain..

Slaughtered inside, forever slain...