Okay, back to rock by male bands...heh heh. This song's called Let You Down by Three Days Grace
Hope you enjoy,
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(Oh, by the way I realized that I made it rain and then snow so it was freezing cold rain. Then it snowed. It's cause I'm an idiot)
Kurama pulled away, breathing heavily. His whole chest was moving up and down on the rhythm of his beating heart. Hiei's eyes seemed to come back to focus, though he still looked like he wasn't fully back to his original self.
"Kurama," Hiei moaned and collapsed. Kurama held him up, cradling him.
"Hiei, how could you think I forgot you? How could you think I ever stopped loving you?" Kurama sobbed.
"How could you think I ever stopped?" Hiei mumbled, slowly running his fingers through Kurama's hair. "I promised you."
"I thought that was just a joke."
"It's too serious to be a joke."
"Hiei," he purred as Hiei began to slowly move his hands down Kurama's back. Yusuke banged on the door, completely ruining their moment. Kurama helped Hiei balance on the floor.
"You realize that this can never work, though," Kurama murmured and Hiei nodded, tears brimming in his eyes. "Don't cry," Kurama embraced the fire demon, tears coming to his own eyes.
"Don't be hypocritical," Hiei snapped and Kurama smiled, holding him tighter. "I promise you that someday, when that ningen is dead, I'll be waiting for you."
Kurama pulled away from Hiei, staring deeply into his eyes. He planted his lips one last time on Hiei's and pulled away, pushing the living room door opened. They both walked in and everyone immediately started to ask questions.
"Hiei," Yukina took her brother's hand. "Are you okay?" Hiei nodded and looked up at the kitsune, who was wiping a trickle of water running from his eyes.
"Where's Kyo?" Kurama asked, sniffing.
"Don't worry, she's sleeping soundly on the couch," Yusuke smirked. "Did I ever tell you I don't like her?" Kurama glared at Yusuke and stole a glance at Hiei, who was now hugging his sister.
Trust me
There's no need to fear
Everyone's here
waiting for you to finally be one of us
Hiei still felt empty. Knowing Kurama still loved him wasn't enough. He had to be with Kurama, his fox, not the ningen's fox. She didn't even know about Kurama's secret. Now, because of her, he'd have to wait even longer for his kitsune. Someday, though, he knew he'd get him back, even if that ningen didn't die for another 80, Hiei promised himself he'd wait.
He loved Kurama enough to wait.
"Hiei," Yukina kissed her brothers cheek and hugged him tighter. "I was so scared!" she exclaimed, still holding him tight.
"Hn," Hiei muttered and Yukina laughed. A tear slowly crept down her cheek.
Hiei glanced at Kurama and looked away. His kitsune was stroking the ningen's hair. That's when Hiei realized something. She was exactly Hiei's height, they both had black hair and her brown eyes had a hint of red in them. Not to mention, she was wearing a bandage on her forehead where Yusuke punched her. She looked just like a female version of himself! Kurama had picked out a girl who would remind him of his real precious lover; Hiei.
Excited by his discovery, he started to smile. Yukina looked a little confused and pulled away from her brother. Yusuke raised an eyebrow as Hiei started to laugh.
"Well, we lost him," Yusuke flew toward Hiei and threw him over his shoulder. "I think it's time we throw this old, broken demon out," Yusuke snickered.
Hiei stopped laughing and kicked Yusuke hard in his gut. Yusuke dropped him and grabbed his stomach.
"Ow, what's your problem?" Yusuke moaned. Kuwabara and Kurama burst out in laughter as a huge, smug grin formed on Hiei's face.
Come down,
Maybe for a fear,
You'll be safe here,
When you finally trust me,
Finally believe in me.
'He's back,' Kurama chuckled to himself and turned back to Kyo, ignoring Hiei's dirty glances at Kyo. Kyo lightly kissed the fox, wrapped her arms around him and kissed him even more passionately. Jealousy burned into Hiei's heart and his grin fell. Kyo's eyes opened and she gave Hiei a look as if she knew he loathed her and she felt the same way.
"Shuuichi," she purred, pulling her lips off Kurama's. Kurama's great, emerald eyes stared at Kyo and smiled.
"Yes?" he replied.
"When are we going to get married?"
The entire room fell silent as everyone stared at the two. Kurama's face turned so many different shades at once, he collapsed in faint. Kyo gasped and rushed to his side.
"Shuuichi-chan. Hunny?" she shook him and Kurama immediately sat up, his green eyes were wide and he almost looked in awe at her. "You okay, sweetie?"
"Di-did you just ask me when we're going to get married?" Kurama gaped at the ningen. When he said married, he dragged it out and his mouth dangled open.
"Yes. Shuuichi, we've been together for a long time and we even live together. There's no point in waiting anymore," she stood up, and started to ramble on about the arrangements, invitations and more. Kurama only caught one thing; "And we can NOT have the wedding outdoors. We'll have to have it in a church."
A church. It almost burned to hear that word. Of course, he was a good boy.
When he was human.
But, he was a demon and so were Yukina, Hiei and Yusuke. The church pledged against demons and the priests were intensely aware of spirit energies. All he needed was to have his secret revealed the night of his wedding.
Which wasn't going to happen,
Kyo kept talking, not paying attention to anyone in the room. She was almost thinking allowed. "And we'll need to invite my par-"
"KYO!" Kurama finally got her attention. Kyo's mouth immediately shut and he sighed in relief. "Could we maybe talk about this another time?"
"What do you mean?"
"When there aren't people here," Kurama glanced around the room. Everyone was staring at him, including the little fire demon. Hiei's eyes met Kurama's and their gaze locked until Kyo rudely shouted at Kurama.
"EXCUSE ME! What do you mean! Why!" she glared at Kurama and tapped her foot impatiently. Kurama felt very small and wanted to shrink away, but he had to tell her sometime and incase she got a little too angry, he had witnesses.
"Be-because. I want to discuss it alone." He wanted to tell her the truth, but she really did love him and he didn't want to hurt her weak, human heart. Kyo's eyes remained on Kurama and she was refusing that answer. "Kyo, please."
"Now," she growled, glaring at her boyfriend. Kurama sighed, his entire body was shaking. If he told her he couldn't marry her, she'd need an explanation and he couldn't tell his secret in front of everyone. He glanced back at Hiei, who's back was turned to Kurama. Obviously he was upset about Kyo's request.
Kurama was upset about her request.
"I can't marry you," he blurted out. Keiko gasped and clutched Yusuke. Yusuke patted her shaking arm, but he had known that this would happen. You see, he knew Kurama and Hiei were in love, he just never said anything. And now, Hiei was back.
It was Kyo's turn to change different shades of pink and white in her face. She clutched her heart and backed into the wall, grabbing the couch arm. Her breathing got heavier and heavier as tears poured down her cheek.
"W-what?" She sputtered, shaking violently.
"It's hard to explain," Kurama murmured. "So I'm not going to bother."
"I thought you loved me." No sound came from Kurama as he stared at his twiddling thumbs. He stood up and took a few steps toward Kyo, who pushed herself against the wall as hard as she could. Tears were still running down her cheeks as he came closer. "SHUUICHI YOU LIAR!" she screamed and slapped Kurama as hard as she could.
Kurama clutched his stinging, pink cheek and sat on the arm of the couch. Kyo buried her face into her shaking hands and ran out of the room. Everyone could hear her sobbing as she ran down the hallway to the bathroom. She slammed the door and her sobs were muffled until they could hear nothing at all. Yukina and Keiko glared at Kurama and ran after Kyo.
"What was that about?" Kuwabara asked. Kurama didn't respond. Instead, he walked over to Hiei, his lover. He touched Hiei's shoulder and received a glare from Hiei's intense, rouge eyes.
I will,
Let you down,
I'll let you down,
When you finally trust me,
Finally believe in me.
"Hiei," Kurama whispered and Hiei turned his head from Kurama. Of course Hiei knew that Kurama didn't want to get married to Kyo, but what else was he going to do? He was never the best at expressing his feelings to anyone.
Especially Kurama.
"You should get married to her," Hiei muttered, wanting to kill himself for saying that. Kurama wasn't his, though. In the past, he was. In the past, Hiei and Kurama would spend hours together, doing everything they could. They both knew something would cut off their relationship, but the never talked about it. Kyo was the interference. Mukuro was the interference. Life was the interference.
"What?" Kurama asked, yanking Hiei's body so he could look into the little fire demon's eyes. Hiei wouldn't lift his eyes too look into Kurama's bright emerald ones. "Hiei, what did you just say?"
Hiei's heart started to beat faster as Kurama's hand shook on his shoulder. Neither of them could think straight, neither of them could feel anything except the others touch. Hiei hated this feeling. Besides, Kurama left him mark on Kyo and soon, it would turn into the same thing on his chest. A rose.
It would sting when she longed for Kurama or when he longed for her. Or when Kurama was in danger. But, Kurama would never feel her feelings because she wasn't a demon. She would never feel the fox's true passion, no matter how many marks he left on her body.
"I said marry her," Hiei snapped. "You love her and she loves you." Hiei knew it was a lie, Kurama didn't love that ningen, Kurama loved him. But, Hiei was scared of love, he always had been. Ever since he was thrown off the glacier village, he was afraid that he would never be truly loved. He was scared whoever loved him would push him away again. Just like the Koorime.
"Hiei, you know that's not true!" Kurama hissed and looked back at Yusuke as if to tell him to leave. Yusuke got the message and pushed Kuwabara out of the room. Kurama knew that Yusuke knew because he knew Yusuke was smart, even though he didn't act like it. "I love you Hiei, and only you."
"Hn," Hiei replied and swiftly pushed passed Kurama and sprawled his body on the couch. Kurama stared at the tiny demon laying on the couch. Hiei's black beater showed off his perfect, fit body and he had his head thrown back with his lips parted. He was frustrated and he needed to be alone. But, Kurama wouldn't allow this and sat besides Hiei.
Sitting sideways, the two marks brushed against one another and immediately burned the skin they were implanted in. Hiei cringed and Kurama groaned in agony. It didn't hurt too much, but it reminded them of what used to be. It hurt their hearts more than their bodies.
"Kurama," Hiei moaned and the fox looked down to the fire demon. Hiei had a sudden passion lighting in his eyes. Kurama smirked as he started into the rouge ovals. He found himself leaning closer to Hiei until their lips were barely touching. Then, he waited.
Hiei shook, wishing he could kiss Kurama again. He knew it was wrong, though. Both him and Kurama knew it was wrong. But, they were too in love to care. Hiei threw his arms around Kurama and pushed his lips onto the others.
They lay there, feverishly kissing and clinging each other. Hiei moved his hands down Kurama's back and stroked it as softly as he could. His fingers twisted and drew across Kurama's soft, baby skin. Kurama shuddered, but only kissed Hiei harder.
Passion and heat rose into the air as Kurama pushed his hips hard against Hiei's. Hiei groaned as Kurama's erect penis pushed against Hiei's. Kurama began to move down, kissing Hiei's neck. Hiei groaned louder and immediately Kurama kissed his lips, muffling up the groan.
"Sh," Kurama whispered and kissed Hiei's cheek. Hiei just stared at him, wide eyed and confused. He had almost forgotten that everyone was by the bathroom with the ningen girl.
Yusuke ran into the room and turned beet red at the awkward scene he walked into. Kurama threw his head up and smirked at Yusuke. He just blushed more and put both his hands behind his head.
"O-kay then. Um, I was just going to tell you two that they were coming but I didn't actually think you'd be on top of each other yet," Yusuke chuckled and rocked back and forth on his heels. Kurama immediately got off the panting fire demon and fixed his hair. Hiei sat up, trying his best not to shake, but he couldn't help it. Kurama grabbed his hand and kissed it lightly, but then turned his back immediately and leaned on the window sill. Hiei plopped his head right back down and sighed heavily.
"I love you, Hiei," Kurama said, still staring out the window.
"I love you, too, fox," Hiei looked away from Kurama and to Yusuke, who was beaming.
"Well, now that we're all happy, here they come!" Yusuke exclaimed and clapped his hands loudly. As soon as he did, everyone filed in. Yukina had her arm around Kyo, who's eyes were now puffy and red. Keiko was right on their trail
Never want to come down,
Never want to come down,
Never want to come down,
Down,
Let you Down.
More to Come...