"Hahahahahahah! Loudly, my voice echoes in the great hall shocking and disturbing many as I can't help but cackle, my laughter void of emotion as I feel tears beginning to form in my eyes, trying to empty out the feelings of bloodlust, disgust and anger towards the whore before me, standing so stoically, so calmly, so composed no, no, no! I want her on her knees! I want her to be upset, I want her to cry I want her to suffer like I did but no…her green blues gaze composedly into my dilated shaking, glassy turquoise as I continue emptily laughing at the indifferent abomination before me.
"Um…Fen…?" Nervously, I hear Eve's voice squeak nevertheless my boiling blood easily cuts her out.
"Is this…wow Dorian I knew you Vints were good at sick jokes but this Maker this…this is a whole new extreme?" Emptily, I cackle as Dorian blinks so lost, so shocked at the hurt in my desolate tone.
"What do you?" Dorian begins confused only then to hear the soft sound of footsteps.
"Oh Shit." Varric whispers, equipping his crossbow aiming it at the frowning redhead.
"Varric?" Eve gasps shocked at his sharp glare.
"Why the hell is she here?" Varric demands.
"Fuck if I know," I snicker unable to stop my giggling holding myself as I feel my eye twitch.
"Huh what is going on?" Bull questions lost to it all and unsettled by my hooting.
"I'd love to know that too. Tell us Varania why the fuck are you here? I thought Fenris and I made it clear to you when we spared you," I bring up smiling crookedly as I circle around her, my fists shaking, my eyes narrowing feeling a wave of disgust at her sheer existence.
"Spared you?" Eve blinks confused.
"Oh stop being so dramatic," Tiredly, she sighs bowing her head making my eye twitch, no, no, she isn't being the adult here, she has no fucking right to be here, all I know is she brings trouble…
"Stop? Oh don't use that tone you dirty disgusting abomination, you make it sound as though you were the victim!" Spitefully, I sneer at her disgusted by her approach, turning away I can't even look at her without wanting her dead.
"I was thanks to you," Coldly, she remarks making me flinch, seething at it.
"Thanks to me thanks to fucking me oh I'm sorry I bought you your fucking freedom, I'm sorry I thought of my family before me I'm sorry-"
"Our life was hell thank to you!" She scoffs.
"Thanks to me!? Thanks to me!?" Enraged, I charge at it, feeling my marks glow ready to end what I started.
"I think its best you leave," Quickly, Solas intervenes as I scream as he holds me back, bringing me into his arms as I try to reach out to her, trying to get to her to kill her, to end her, to get her out of my life once and for all only for Solas' iron grip on me to tighten, softly lowering his head as I scream.
"You need to calm down, this isn't looking into your favour," Softly, he whispers to me as I seethe.
"She's the one, she…she…" Trembling, I feel my body shake as Solas' grip on me while he holds me.
"I know…just calm down," Gently, he whispers to me as I nod, attempting to, biting my lip, clinging to him, my hands balled into his shirt as he stoically turns, his narrowed eyes glaring at my stoic sister.
"I suggest that you leave immediately before I call the guards," Stoically, Solas warns her only to meet her arched brow unimpressed.
"I would if I could trust me on that but it is up to sir Dorian for he is the one who summoned me…" Snidely, she remarks posture straight making Solas frown at the nervous Dorian.
"Fen I didn't…I didn't know," Dorian reaches out to her only to falter from Solas' sharp glare and my shrill glare as I push myself off of Solas seething as Solas keeps a watchful gaze, intervening when necessary, when watching me fume at the cause of all this.
"Oh like you didn't know how you lot enslaved my people, how you abused my people how your people ruined my entire life…hahahaahah!" Chortling, I continue laughing at the moron.
"Fen…I…I just wanted to help you, you helped me reconnect with my father surely I thought I could-"
"Reconnect with that abomination!? Just knowing the fact that I have magic in my veins disgusts me why on this fucking place would I want to reconnect with my bitch of a traitorous whore of a sister!?" I scream at him shocking many as Solas sighs, head down shaking his head.
"Still as refined with your vocabulary as ever," Deprecatingly, she remarks making me scream at her.
"Oh fuck off you Fasta vass!" Loudly, I curse earning a surprised look from Dorian while Varania remains bored.
"Colourful…" Sardonically, she comments further infuriating me as I feel my blood boil and my marks glow.
"Fuck off!" Loudly, I scream at her.
"Solas do something you're her partner stop her!" Eve reasons.
"Fennic enough please!" Solas pleads to me as I scream feeling him hold me to his chest as I screech, thrashing in his arms, feeling tears threating to fall, no, no, no!
"Tch, look at you as soon as something doesn't go your way you act out selfishly again, not taking other people's thoughts into your consideration…" My body goes lax from her words as I feel a burst of adrenaline pushing myself out of Solas' arms.
"What did you say!?" Screeching, I roar as I reel my hand back snatching hold of her throat, smirking, sneering down at her as my grips begins tightening on her small, soft delicate throat, smirking as I begin applying pressure, smirking as she begins struggling coughing, desperate for air, flailing about yes, suffer…suffer like you deserve!
"Fennic stop!" Screaming, I am pulled off as I screech clawing as Solas holds me, holding me back from finishing off the traitor, the bitch, the selfish…the disgusting-
"No she deserves it…you want to know why I spared you my darling sister? Because I wanted you to feel hurt, feel the grief, the pain, the suffering, I wanted you to continue living this so called miserable life of freedom you so detested. I bestowed upon you both. Death would be a too sweet of a release for lowly scum like you, we, no when Fenris wanted to stop you I stopped because I wanted you to suffer like you deserve…" Sneering, I lean in, enjoying, savouring, relishing her pained expression, her teeth her desperation from what she said she hated…freedom.
"Fennic stop!"
"No! What has magic touched that it hasn't spoiled!?" Screaming, I demand from them, stunning them into silence as I blink back the falling tears, head down as I storm off into my room, failing to hear the echoing voice of Solas' response.
"You."