Dear Haley,
I just made a huge mistake. I was being stupid and feeling bad for myself. You have to believe me this has nothing to do with the way I feel about you. Well, actually it does. I love you so much. You are my one and only love. Haley, I just can't control my emotions. When you left I was so hurt, I was so afraid of never feeling anything but pain ever again. The only other thing I felt was jealously. Chris Keller kissed you! That ticked me off more then anything else. I was happy for you to have been successful with your music and get to be on a tour. But the thought of you being around that a$$ hole just made me so angry.
I met your sister , Quinn, about a week ago here at High Flyers. She's one of the coaches. Recently I've been talking to her about you and me. About how you left and hurt me. About how you came back, showing up on my doorstep, looking for forgiveness. And about how Chris kissed you. Quinn said that a kiss is just a kiss, it doesn't mean anything unless you feel some thing when your lips touch. She told me you were the one for me and if kissing another person and feeling nothing was what it'd take to prove it to me then so be it. So I leaned in and kissed her. It last only for a few seconds. I felt nothing. No sparks and defiantly none of the passion I felt when ever yours and my lips touched.
I know it was wrong for me to just go and kiss your sister, but you have to believe me, just like your kiss with Chris Keller, my kiss with Quinn meant nothing. The only thing that it shows me is what I've known all along. You're the one for me Haley. It's always been you. Even since the first time I saw you, there's always been something there. You'll always own my heart, always and forever.
If you ever read this letter, please find it in your heart to forgive me.
I Love you,
Nathan
Haley's eyes were wet with tears. Brooke and Peyton were both sitting beside her. After talking to Nathan, Peyton had come back and made Haley read the letter. Peyton had seen what a mess Nathan was and she wanted to do what ever she could to make Nathan and Haley both happy and together again.
Haley began to rip the letter up and sob. Brooke put her arm around Haley and tried to comfort her. Her and Peyton had both been reading over Haley's shoulder.
Brooke: Shhh... Tutor Girl it's ok. He loves you. He made a mistake, just like you did.
Haley: If we both make mistakes all the time, then maybe we aren't meant to be together.
Peyton: Haley James-Scott, don't you dare say that. Don't ever say that. You and Nathan are soul mates. Neither of you will ever be happy with each other.
Haley: Relationships are based on trust and honesty , which is something me and Nathan obviously lack.
Brooke: What about forgiveness Haley. Don't relationships need that too. Maybe all you need to do is forgive and everything else will work it's self out.
Haley: Neither of us are able to trust each other though! It just won't work.
Peyton: Hold on, Nathan does trust you Haley. You earned back his trust. Let him earn back yours.
Haley: Why should I?
Peyton opened her mouth to speak when there was a knock at the door. Brooke went to get the door and Nathan was standing in the door way. He had someone else with him too.