1SORRY SORRY SORRY! I am sooooooooo sorry that I haven't updated! I've been grounded and I haven't been on my computer. Well, anyway here's chapter 1!
Disclaimer: ...only in my dreams...sob
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Darkness...despair...pain...loneliness...sadness...
Why..?...where did all this come from...?
Why am I like this...? Was it..something in my past...?
...What happened...?
I am Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western Lands. I shouldn't be lying in bed. I shouldn't be sad. I should be leading armies, conquering and patrolling lands.
Yet, I just want to lay here...and stare at the ceiling...doing...nothing. Absolutely nothing. ...I hate doing nothing. Doing nothing is just...pointless. Although, everything has to have a point. Unless it's pointless. ...Now, I'm just confused. I, Sesshoumaru, do not get 'confused'. Then, why am I? Why am I asking such stupid questions?
"Get out of bed, pup. You shouldn't just lie around when there should be training to be done." was what my Father would say. ...Father...I miss you...
Flashback
"Hurry up, Sesshoumaru. You're falling behind." InuTaisho said. "Yes, Father!", a 5-year-old Sesshoumaru said, as he trotted up to his Father.
InuTaisho looked down at his son, "What took you so long?". Sesshoumaru looked up, with a silly grin on his face, "I was watching some aminals." InuTaisho raised an eyebrow, "Aminals?" Sesshoumaru nodded, "Yeah! There was a fluffmy..uh..fluffrey..eh...fluf-fluff-luffy! One! And it was white and it had flopptiy ears", he said, making hand motions as he talked.
"You mean: Animals, fluffy, and floppy, don't you?", InuTaisho said, trying to fight back laughter, but wasn't prevailing.
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Sorry this chapter is so short. I just broke all of your little hearts cries. Well...anyway...the 1st chapter (Author's note) is misleading. I didn't exactly have a plan for my story at the time (It says that the story's starting from birth, but it's starting with Sesshy depressed) Sorry about that!
-KibaSakurako