Disclaimer: Yuugiou's not mine. Happy?

A/n: Okay, I started on this the second I discovered the serious lack of decent shoujo-ai fics. It is ratedT because nothing actually happens in it (yet...), though there are some implications of sexual tension.

And I'm tired of people demanding that yaoi and yuri be considered in the rating. Come on, people! Stop insisting that it 'isn't natural' and that it should be treated as though it isn't!

Um, right, on a lighter note, enjoy the ficcy!

She's laughing. Her eyes shine when she laughs- those big, beautiful brown eyes...

What happened, Shizuka? Where did the innocent little girl go? I see a striking young woman in her place. Can that possibly be you?

When you smile I can't breath. If you talk to me I blush. When your knee gently brushed against mine I was sweating. What's wrong with me? What is it about you that makes me so nervous?

When you left we were such good friends, and vowed to remember each other as sisters. Now you're back, and suddenly I don't feel very sister-like.

I don't know why your touch makes me quiver. I have to deter my eyes from your lips to concentrate. I wet my own lips when I watched you dance at the club.

I helped you pick out your dress: a strapless, dark red one with a small slit on the right side. You weren't sure if it suited you, but I insisted that you looked incredible. You thought your brother would disapprove of it, but he wasn't going, now, was he?

Your hair was pulled back into an elegant bun; your hair is darker now, isn't it? My mouth had gone dry by the time you were ready. There was nothing in the universe more beautiful.

And when we got there you danced. You danced so dynamically that your hair soon came tumbling down. I laughed, watching you through the entirety of the night. I couldn't keep my eyes away.

What is this longing I feel? I've never felt it before- not for another girl. I can't keep ignoring it.

But if I share it... will I disgust you? Would you ever trust me again? I'm so afraid of the truth- I can't stand it!

I'm in love...

...with a woman- an amazing and beautiful woman, but a woman no less.

I simply have to face the fact that Anzu and Shizuka can never be.

A/n: So, did ya like it? I may just leave it with this, but I'm seriously considering continuing with this little fic. At the moment Anzu's lost all hope, but hey, there could be more to Shizuka then meets the eye...