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There will be at least one more chapter in this story, with a suprising twist at the end, I'm working out the sequel in my head but it'll be a while 'til I'll be posted cuz I'm going out of town for a month next week, but I promise I'll try and get this story done by then!
Oh and one more thing! I'm gonna change the rating from a T to an M, just so you know!
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-I'm sorry...
Not meaning to Clark used his superhearing to track Lois, the girl who just broke his...heart?
Hearing her words drowned in her sobs and the sound of the water flowing from the shower he felt an aching in his heart to make everything right, he didn't know how he would do that since it wasn't actually he who hurt her but the other way around.
Was she crying because she was hurt, because she wanted to be with him as much as he'd come to wanna be with her the last hours or because she just wanted it to be lost in time, like it never happened...or maybe both...
He sighed
How did life get so messed up in such short amount of time? Just hours ago they we're doing the daily routin fighing and having the kind of love-hate-relationship he'd grown to get so used to for the last year and a half.. but then he saw the first tear of the evening fall and somehow he'd ended up kissing her...loving her...wanting her...never ever wanting to let her go.
To many questions and so little...no, no answers at all, that was the problem, he didn't know what to think, he wasn't even sure the night had been real, maybe it was a dream and he'd wake up any second...and just like that they'd be back to the kind of enjoyable backstabbing and quarreling, but if that was the case...he'd never be able to forget the dream, the best and worst dream of his life...
Slowly slipping into a brood he walked towards the barn, wondering about the words he'd heard escape her lips between sobs...-I'm sorry...
-So am I Lois...so am I...
Tears finally drying out, sobs slowly easing she stumbled out of the shower looking at her broken look in the mirror...
-God Lane, get a grip, forget it and move on...
She sighed as she laid her eyes on the blue-plaid shirt she'd been offered by him, slowly picking it up she can smell him all over the room, feeling the tears fill up once more. She pulls it closer, letting a tear fall down her cheek, before slowly slipping it over her shoulders, wrapping her slim figure in the soft fabric...
Soo sue me then, she told her guilty concious before slipping down between the covers in her...well actually Clarks bed, soon drifting of to sleep soothed by the calming and familiar smell of her favourite farmboy, the same favourite farmboy she'd just hurt deeply.
Her sleep was restless, she tossed and turned feeling lost and confused, she didn't hear Clark as he quietly walked into the room adn sat down beside the bed. He just wanted to look at her, watch her sleep for a while, but he couldn't resist pullinga strand of hair from her face as she slept, gently stroking the lines of her lips with his fingers, remembering how it had felt to kiss them...
He closed his eyes and sighed quietly, but was caught by suprise as a hand had found it's way to his own. He opened his eyes to have them being met by hers, as he looked inte them, he saw what he'd seen just hours ago, desire, want but also uncertainty. Those were the exact feelings displayed in her eyes and he knew she saw them reflected in his own as he leaned in to gently brush her lips, feeling her shiver at his touch but not rejecting his kiss (although not responding either) he deepend it, slowly feeling her responding by letting her hand cup his face pulling him closer. Encouraged by her touch he moved closer letting his hand run from her face to her leg, tracing a line up her thigh as he felt her relax completly. Moving his lips from hers he trailed kisses along her neck, her jawline and back to her lips once more.
Lost in his kiss she slowly relaxed, she felt safe and protected and most of all she never wnated to let go, she knew she had to though...a tear fell down her cheek and a tiny whimper escaped her lips before she pulled away meeting his eyes.
-Clark I..., she mumbled
-Shh..., he answered as he kissed the tear away cupping her face, gently stroking it.
As he did so, she closed her eyes, feeling him trace aline across her lips down to her chin, placing a soft kiss to her lips once again...
- I...I can't do this...Clark..., she whispered as she pulled away and pulled the cover closer to her body avoiding eye contact.
He sighed as she hid under th covers moving away from him.
-I'm sorry..., he said in a sad voice before he left the room.
She heard him leave and let the tears fall down her face, she shouldn't be feeling this way...
TBC.
Tell me what you think, chapter 7 is in the writing as I write this and it should be up by Saturday!
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