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Chapter 5

As he walked of once again to the barn, he wondered what was going on inside her head, why she one second could be all wrapped up in his arms, seeming like she never wanted to let him go and then the next push him away.

As he paced around the barn he couldn't get the events of the evening out of his head, he couldn't forget the look of determination in her eyes as she ordered him to stop the car... the look of regret when she walked away and the look of insecurity he'd seen just moments ago when she once again pulled away from him. She was a confusing person, Lois Lane, from the moment she'd set foot i Smallville she'd turned his world upside-down with her constant bashing and the ego of God knows what...but never as much as she'd done the past hours, if his life was twisted before there were now no words for it...never in a million years would he have thought they, Clark Kent and Lois Lane- the most unlikly couple of all time, to have sex in the front seat of his dads truck...and what's worse, he wanted to do it again, but not for the sex, but just to be close to her, to feel her skin against his own, to feel her shiver at his touch and taste her sweet lips with his own

He sighed, wondering if he'd ever feel like that again as he decided to do some chores, since he wasn't gonna be able to sleep anyways, who could after a night like that?

He'd hardly even started when he was interuppted by a quiet voice

-Hi...,Lois said avoiding eyecontact

He looked up and saw one of the most beautiful sights he'd ever seen. She was standing there wearing the plaid shirt he'd offered her earlier that evening, her slightly wet hair hanging from her shoulders in light curls, eyes insecure and hands trying to find somewhere to go.

Reagaining control of his eyes he looked away remembering her words earlier that evening:

It was sex Clark! Get over it!

-Hey, he said reluctantly as he kept working with the hay he'd started piling up a moment ago. If she could ignore him, he could ignore her.

That was a fair reaction she thought, she'd not exactly been gentle with him earlier, she regretted the words she'd said the same second they'd left her lips, but at that moment it seemed like the only right thing to do.

Ever since she'd been a little girl she'd always been thaught to look out for herself first and foremost, that was what she'd been doing, but as the evening went on she'd realised that that was not what she wanted, she didn't need to protect herself however scared she was (and she was terrified). She needed to take chances, so that was what she was going to do, she would tell him how she felt, how scared she was, how much she wanted him...she just didn't know where to start...so she just stood there watching him as he piled the hay, watching him move, muscles pumping,God this was not gonna be easy.

She sighed.

-I'm not good at these things, she said slowly

-Good at what? Pushing me away? Cause you seem to be doing fine in my eyes, he said in a colder tone of voice than he ment to.

She winched. Okay, she'd deserved that one, she had to admit that much.

-Guess I deserved that, she whispered turning away from him before continuing

- At relationships...I'm not a commitment kind of person and I need for you to understand that...you think I don't care but I do, more than you know...I push you away becuase that's the only thing I'm good at, that's what i do when something scares me...and what happened tonight terrifeid me, and I 'don't like that feeling...

She sighed as she whiped away the tears running down her cheeks.

-Just wanted you to know...it's not because I don't want to it's because I'm to scared to...

She started to walk away again, not even sure if he was still there, or even if he'd heard her spill her inner feeling on him, she was just so tired, tired of running, tired of hiding from herself and from him.

She'd only taken a few steps before she felt an arm around her waist drawing her close, holding her as her tears fell.

- If it makes you feel any better I'm terrifeid to, he whispered softly in her ear before turning her to face him.

- You have every right to scared, he said softly as he gently whiped away the tears that were still falling lookig straight into her hazel eyes.

- So why does it feel so wrong, she whispered.

- Well, you're not invincible you know, feeling is a part of being human...I think, he said smirking hoping for a little smile, which was just what he got.

- One could wish at least, she whispered.

He pulled her closer, wrapping both arms around her waist, holding her for a while.

- Well...you know, I'm willing to try a non-relationship, if you are...we can take it as slow as you want, I'm not in a hurry, he said playfully

- Well...she said thoughtfully

- I guess I wouldn't hurt to try, would it, she said as she pulled him in for a kiss he was eager to take her up on.

- So...slow then, he aksed between kisses

- Not to slow, she said playfully as she kissed him with more intensity

- Fine by me, he said laughing

- Never would have guessed, she whispered teasingly as her hands found their way to the buttons of his shirt.

She felt his hand run from her waist to her neck pulling her even closer as rtheir tongues danced, her hand impatiently unbuttoning his shirt and pulling it of, running her fingers over his abs down to the buckle of his belt swiftly undoing it.

Her kisses were driving him crazy as he mived his lips from her s to kiss her neck, hearing a slight moan escape her lips he laughed a little

- Like that, he teased

- Shut up Smallville, she answered mockingly as she felt his hands runs up her thighs and under her (well his) shirt and to his suprise noticing that the shirt had been the only thing that she'd been wearing.

He qoickly turned her around and pushed her against the piles of hay as he pulled the shirt of her body, feeling her skin against his own, a feeling of intoxication overwhelming him as she pushed her naked body closer to him as she unbuttoned his jeans pushing them down along with his boxers, feeling how much he wanted her second before he entered her, both moaning with pleasure. It took all the will power he had not to finish right that moment,as he stopped and meet her gaze, he saw the same need he'd seen in her eyes in the elevator, the same need he felt inside.

- Please don't stop, she whispered never wanting this feeling to end as she pulled him in for another passionate kiss felling him starting a stady pace driving them closer to the edge every second.

Pushing her harder againt the piles of hay, she wrapper her legs around his waist letting her take all of him in as the climaxed.

Breathing rugged, faces flushed, drops of sweat resting on their skin, their eyes met.

- I...could..live with this...non-relationship, she whispered still havning trouble breathing from the aftershocks.

- So...could...I, he said between kisses as he pulled her closer, never wanting to let her go.

TBC!

Last chapter up by Wednesday, with mayor ending/cliffhanger for the possible sequel.

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