ITS ALIVE! MY GOD THIS STORY LIVES! .. righty then hides please don't kill me. I'm so sorry. I can't say how sorry I am. I have a plot bunny! I do! I promise! And a new! HUGE HUGE HUGE HUGE twist.. that I don't entirely know where its going but LOOK it's a NEW CHAPTER a whole three pages.. it'll get longer I swear. Please don't' kill me? I'll post in a week I swear. I'll do everything I possibly can to post asap with another chapter after this one. Okay? I'm so sorry. It seemed as if I had written myself into a wall with the last two chapters. And I'm so sorry. But this is a new chapter. A little out of sync with the last two. But just go with this one. I'm going back to change the other two now just a little, changing teeny tiny facts. But please. Review and tell me there is still someone out there still hoping for a new post?
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Sirius has just been reminded of his sisters death, and he just found out that Lily had had.. another child.. on with the new stuff:
Sirius honestly was in shock. He didn't know what to say. His body shook as tears forced their way to his eyes. Why, had he not been told about all of this? Why hadn't any one told him about Lilly's second pregnancy, that there was another Baby that had been Alive? Had she died in the fire? Why did Remus even have to tell him?
"How… how…Harry?... Sister?" Sirius couldn't seem to get out an actual sentence. He sat down heavily at the table in the kitchen of his house. "Told?" He still couldn't get it out. Remus waited patiently as he waited for his friend to come to terms with everything being let down on him at once. Taking a huge breathe Sirius got a hold of himself… "you never told me. No one had EVER told me. Why?"
Remus sat down opposite of Sirius, looking even more hassled then he usually did. What was the right answer to give to his friend? "Now Sirius. Think about this. How would you have reacted then? When you knew they had just been murdered? How do you think you would have reacted to that? Hm? And there was no substantial evidence saying that she had ever had a second pregnant any way. Nothing was ever released." Remus went on. "There was nothing to say Sirius. Think about it! How could any one have told you anything? You were mad crazy at the time. You were wanted for murder. No one was going to tell you anything."
"Why didn't Lilly and James tell me?" Sirius asked through gritted teeth. Remus shook his head.
"I don't know. I really don't. If I did I would tell you. Maybe they wanted her birth to be a surprise. I don't know-"
Sirius interrupted a wild glint in his eyes. "Stop. What do you mean substantial evidence?"
"Nothing never mind."
"Remus…" Sirius got to his feet leaning menacingly across the table at Remus who looked like a trapped rat.
"Nothing never mind. I don't even know it was a long time ago. It was nothing…" He knew he was screwed.
"What do you mean there was no proof!" Sirius yelled.
Remus' eyes shifted in a few different directions any where by at Sirius. "I.. I must have spoken wrong Sirius…"
"Where is she!" Sirius yelled out. His heart thumping wildly against his chest.
"Miscarriage?" Remus tried hopefully. It wasn't working.
"Remus Lupin are you telling me that there is a little girl out there that is related to the little boy upstairs and your saying that she is gone? As in she was never found? That there was no trace of her at Godrics Hollow? That there is a miniscule chance that that girl is alive? Somewhere out there, another child of Lily and James Potter? Remus look me in the eye and tell me where that little girl is!"
Remus shook his head and dropped his head in defeat. "I don't know Sirius."
Sirius flew across the table grabbing Remus by his shirt slamming him against the wall. "Where's the little girl Remus? Where is Jamie?" He whispered. This was unreal. This made no sense. This was improbable. This was impossible. This couldn't be real. There was no such thing as a Jamie Elizabeth Potter. This was NOT really happening.
"Sirius. I don't know." Remus sighed as Sirius pushed himself away from him tears coming to his eyes. "We couldn't find her body. She was at the hospital when they were killed. She wasn't there. She was gone when I went to look for her Sirius. She was gone. We figured that she had died. Or someone had stolen her. After a year and half of searching Sirius we gave up. There wasn't anything to look for. There are cases like this before. Babies have been stolen before. There was no search of finding her…"
"No Remus! There is always a chance of finding her. You just gave up too soon. Where did you look? Did you do anything? Or were you that hung up about Lilly and James?" Sirius growled out.
Remus felt his anger boil. "Better then you Sirius! I didn't try and kill someone. That was your job remember? You were the one that was being sent to jail. Its not like you ever asked how I was doing!"
"Don't give me that Remus! I was going after the killer. Pettigrew was supposed to die. He's a weasel. If not for them all three of them would still be here with Harry. I was at least doing SOMETHING not sitting on my arse feeling sorry. I was doing something to get revenge."
"Well I wasn't like that" Remus cried. "You know that Sirius! If it had been me that went after Pettigrew I wouldn't have been alive. They would have killed me for being a werewolf and you god damn well know it Sirius Black! Put your head together man." Remus yelled back anger coursing through him.
"Remus you should have never given up looking for her. Ever! You should not have given up. You should not have given her up." Sirius shook with anger. "Get away from me Remus." Sirius growled, Remus angrily threw open the door to the kitchen and walked out…. Out of the house… any where but near Sirius, who had every right to be angry at him.
Sirius walked from the kitchen and into the living room he walked over to the fireplace through some flew powder in and waited for the flames to turn green, "Dumbledore's office." He yelled. In a moment the old wizards face came into view.
"Dumbledore where is Jaime Elizabeth Potter?" He asked calmly shaking from head to toe.
"Sirius my boy, alas I do not know. We have never been able to find her. I'm terribly sorry." Dumbledore then took the easy way out and shut the connection away from Sirius who was even more angry then he had been at the beginning. The only question was… was he going to tell Harry?
