Have you ever had those days where you just wish nothing bad would happen? Yea, I'm wishing for one right now but it seems like that's not going to happen anytime soon.
"WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!" Rose's yelling only seems to be getting worse and its starting to give me a headache.
"Rose.." I try to reason with her but she doesn't want to hear any of it.
"Don't tell me to calm down Sophie! This conversation is way past calming down." I wasn't expecting her to snap at me like that. Yes I get she mad but she really needs to take a chill pill.
"Hey this is my fault not hers. Don't take it out on her!"
This is part of the book where Edward has saved Bella from those jerks in the alley. Edward came storming into the house and told Carlisle everything that had happened. Including how she found out he can read people's minds. Apart from hers and mine of course. Of course that was when Rosalie lost it.
"Bella is one step closer to finding out what we are! Are you insane!" Edward looked livid with Rose's nagging.
"If she finds out about us then we will deal with it. But I am sick and tired of you telling me how this is a bad idea. I know this is a bad idea but I can't seem to stay away from her!"
"Yea he already watches her in her sleep." That part I mumbled but with everyone having super hearing they heard it too. Emmett and Jasper were the only two that found it amusing. The rest just looked aggravated.
"Not right now Soph." Carlisle always being the voice of reason. He turned and looked at my brother. "I hope you know what your doing Edward."
"No I don't Carlisle, But I can't stay away from her." Edward immediately snapped his head over to Alice who has been standing near the corner of the room the entire time. "No! That's not going to happen!" Ok, now I'm confused.
"Alice, what did you see?" Alice sighed and looked over at Edward.
"Things change, but I've seen it a couple of times." Edward looked shocked and terrified.
"What have you seen a couple of times Alice?" Carlisle's soft tone always did seem to work whenever he needed an answer.
"I've seen Bella as one of us. As a vampire." You could practically hear a pin drop in the room. It got quiet immediately and the tension in the air only seemed to have gotten thicker.
I knew that Bella would become a vampire because of the books and movies. Yet I just couldn't tell them all of this yet. I didn't know how they would react when I told them that this was all fiction from my world.
"Well isn't this just perfect. Why don't we just tell her ourselves then? Lets just make it a lot easier for all of us." Rose's turn of voice terrified me. She sounded so calm and serene that I knew she was about to blow up.
Edward just sighed as a response. "Rose, I'm not going to tell her unless she figures it out. And I most certainly know that I would never change her into what we are." Yea unless she becomes pregnant with your child and she needs to be turned in order to survive after giving birth to your child.
Rosalie still looked mad and once she was, there was no stopping her. "Honestly, I don't care what happens now. Why not show her what we are. She is a danger to all of us and you have brought this upon all of us! This is entirely your fault! All I know is that humans that know we exist are a danger to us all! They shouldn't know that we exist unless they want to be dead!"
Huh. It was like a sucker punch to the gut. They are a danger to us all. She's right, I am a danger to all of them. I couldn't stop the gasp that escaped from my mouth. It only took a moment for Rosalie to register what she had said.
"I'm human." It came out as a whisper but I knew that they all heard me. Every head was turned in my direction. Rosalie looked like a deer in headlights. Without my consent, tears started to stream down my face. I didn't cry often, so this was foreign to me.
"Sophie. I didn't mean it like that." She sounded so small and tiny now.
An emotionless laugh escaped me. "Yes you did. All humans are a danger to us. I am a danger to us. The Volturi and the werewolves are after us because of me." The tone and volume in my voice kept getting higher and louder. I was so angry and hurt that I didn't stop myself from my own hysterics. I just let out what I have been feeling for the longest time.
"Why did you adopt me anyway! It would have been a lot easier on all of you if you had just left me in that car to DIE!"
Every one of them didn't know what to say. I had let out all my emotions and everything that I've kept bottled up. They knew how hurt I was and didn't know what to say. I just looked at them and turned around. Marching my way up the stairs and slamming my bedroom door behind me.
I flopped onto my bed and cried to myself. Why did this have to happen to me? Why would I be brought to this world only to feel hurt and pain. I ignored all the yelling coming from downstairs and drifted off to sleep.
So I thought that there needed to be a little bit of a break down with Sophie. Kind of show her vulnerability and burden about how she feels being a human living with the Cullen's. Schools been crazy and stressful so hopefully I will update soon. I would like to get to New Moon by January but I'll have to see. New Moon is going to be a big change for Sophie and I'm really excited about writing it. So I hope you all enjoyed this chapter and I'll try and update soon.
