A.N Ok well it's 4am so you're just going to have to blame exhaustion for this chapter. Think I may have temporarily lost control of my mental faculties or some of you may say I finally gained control. Anyway rambling. This chapter carries a very real warning that it contains scenes of a sexual nature and if you thought what I had wrote before was full on then you may want to forget this chapter completely. Anyway it is what it is and hopefully you will all enjoy it. This one's for Cathy who has been waiting so anxiously for it to be posted. Has been bugging me about it constantly as a matter of fact. LOL. As well as for Jess who helped come up with the idea of what would take place in this chapter and well for one other person who shall remain nameless but who definitely inspired some of what I wrote in this chapter. Looking forward to the reviews on this one. But remember read at your own peril you have been warned.

Chapter Forty-five

Haley stood to the side watching Lucas as he fed Cory his bottle. He had propped the baby in his lap with a pillow and was using his good arm to feed him the bottle. Haley could see the look of pure happiness on his face at finally getting the opportunity to participate in such a simple task and felt her own heart swell with contentment. She looked over to where Nathan sat hunched over his laptop at the table behind where Lucas sat and once again felt a smile play across her lips. This smile though was one more of a hunter who had spotted their prey and her eyes took on a predatory gleam.

He had been steadfastly avoiding her all day never venturing far from Lucas' side as if he hoped his brother would offer some sort of shield against her advances. Haley had found this amusing and had bided her time knowing that the moment would come when she would get him alone and her fun would begin. But now she was getting impatient. It was obvious that Lucas' attention was completely focused on Cory so she could see no reason not to make her move.

Walking nonchalantly to stand behind him she allowed her hands to rest on his shoulders. She felt him tense immediately and knew that he was anything but immune to her touch. Slowly she began to knead his shoulders leaning in so that her breasts pressed against his back. Her lips at his ear she whispered "Nathan you're so tense. I think you need to relax. Want some help?" she asked sweetly. He was rigid by this stage staring straight ahead the laptop ceasing to exist in his mind. "So Nate," she said once again in a low voice allowing her lips to graze his earlobe. "Do you have any plans for tonight?" She asked him and her words seemed to reverberate in his ear as he felt her hot breath against his neck. The scent of her perfume was all around him and he felt as if the room were closing in on him till there was nothing else but the two of them. The world outside had ceased to exist. He tried to fight through the haze her words were creating but all he was aware of were her hands on him, kneading at his flesh.

"Um," he said his mind a fog "I uh think the Lakers are playing Lucas and I are probably going to watch them."

"Really," she said her hand sliding down his chest, pausing briefly to play with the buttons on his shirt. His breathing became ragged as she undid one and then another and slipped her hand beneath the material playing gently with his nipple. His hand came up to cover hers stilling its movement against his chest. "What's wrong Nate I'm just trying to help you relax?"

"Haley trust me the last thing you're doing to me right now is relaxing me." He grunted as her hand continued its unbidden exploration over the ridges of muscle in his chest. "Haley," he groaned knowing that he could not continue to idly sit by as she touched him in that way. He was nearing the end of his tether and knew that it would take very little from her for him to completely lose what little restraint he still maintained over his libido. If she continued the way she was he was going to lose control. He pictured himself sweeping the laptop from the table and laying her back onto it as he pounded into her, her legs would hook around his waist as he wrenched her skirt up and out of the way. There would be no gentle initiation, the way he was feeling right now all he wanted was to be buried deep inside of her and he wanted it right then at that very second. Still holding her hand in his he tugged on it pulling her down so that her chin rested on his shoulder. He turned his head slightly so he could speak huskily into her ear. "Do you have any idea what I want to do to you right now?"

"Why don't you tell me?" she breathed flirtatiously in his ear allowing her teeth to graze his lobe.

"Well to start with," he said in that same husky tone "I would have you on this table bent over backwards. Your legs would wrap around my waist and then I'd be inside of you Haley, there would be no need for foreplay because you're already getting wet just thinking about this aren't you?"

She nodded mutely as she felt her control of the situation slipping away from her. He had turned her into a puddle of longing with just a few words and she was at a loss to know what to do. This whole thing worked at the moment because she was the one doing all the playing. He had put her through so much in recent times and she felt it was time to remind him exactly why they had always had such a strong connection. She didn't consider their relationship to be all about sex but with Nathan she knew that it made up a big part of it. If she couldn't get him to want her again physically then she had no way of ever possibly reconstructing their relationship. At least that's the way that it seemed to her. The emotional connection she would worry about later right now she just needed to know that he still wanted her. Not to mention the fact that lately her hormones had been driving her crazy and having Nathan in that house was almost too much for her to bear.

He felt her movement and chuckled deep in his throat. "You know I'm right don't you Haley?" When she still failed to speak he raised his voice slightly. "I want to hear you admit it." His fingertips were tracing lazy circles on the back of her hand and it was all she could do to remain in a standing position.

She was brought crashing back to earth by Lucas' nervous cough coming from in front of them as he remained staring steadfastly ahead. Haley felt her face flush with embarrassment. She had barely even been aware of his presence in the room. When she was with Nathan she lost any awareness of the world around them sometimes to her detriment. Pulling her hand from Nathan's grasp she straightened from where she had been practically draped over his back and walked around to where Lucas sat.

"Uh I think Cory is finished," he told her with an almost apologetic tone making Haley realise that he had been at least partially aware of what had been occurring behind him. She was mortified but tried her best to smile as if nothing were out of the ordinary.

"Ok well did you want me to burp him or do you think you can manage?"

"I think that's something you might have to do Haley it's a bit hard with only one arm."

Nathan listened to the two of them talking and tried to focus on what was being said but his mind was racing. Haley could turn him on like no-one ever had before and he doubted anyone else would in the future but he also knew that it went both ways. She was anything but immune to him. He didn't know what had gotten into her recently but she was acting so differently to anything that she had ever done before. Maybe it was something to do with her pregnancy after all the last time she had been pregnant he had not been there. He resolved to ask Lucas about it later. After all he had some experience living with a pregnant woman maybe he would know what this was all about. It could be just some weird hormonal thing he surmised and for a moment wondered who she had expelled those urges with the last time but immediately banished those thoughts. From what he knew of the last time she had been far too depressed to even consider sex and he had to believe that she had not been with another man during that time. This was definitely a different Haley to the one he was used to. His mind wandered back to the only other time he could remember her acting like this and a smile crossed his face at the thought.

Flashback

He lounged around in front of the TV bored out of his mind. Haley had gone out with Brooke and Peyton for the night and had called him half an hour ago telling him to meet her at the beach house. He could tell that she had been drinking her words were slurred together but there was no mistaking the meaning behind them. She had told him to wait for her and she would make it worth his while. He had been surprised to say the least Haley had never been one to initiate things between them but hell he wasn't complaining. Standing up he paced nervously in front of the window looking for any sign of her arrival but so far she had not turned up.

Turning away from the window he walked to the kitchen scanning the contents of the fridge but turned away moments later knowing that food was not going to appease the hunger growing inside of him. There was only one thing that was going to do that and her name was Haley James he thought to himself with a smirk. He heard a pounding on the door and made his way quickly to the door hoping that at last she had arrived. Opening it up he found her on the doorstep smiling at him.

"Bedroom now," she told him forcefully placing a hand on his chest and guiding him back towards the room.

"Haley, what…" but she didn't allow him to speak her hand moving from his chest to cover his mouth.

They entered the room and he reached for her wanting to feel her close to him but she shook her head drunkenly. "Uh-uh," she told him "We're doing this my way."

Looking at her quizzically he waited for her to elaborate but she made no attempt to, instead her hands went to the front of his shirt and she began to undo the buttons one by one agonisingly slowly. He brought his own hands up to help but she brushed them away. "No Nathan, let me," she purred. His hands dropped limply back to his sides as he waited to see what she would do next. As each button popped open her mouth was at his chest sucking and biting at the skin exposed, slowly moving lower and lower until she reached his belt buckle. Impatiently she pulled on it tugging at the buttons until his jeans hung precariously on his hips. Sliding her hands inside she stroked his balls before teasingly allowing her fingers to flutter against his length.

He moaned at the contact and brought his hands to the hem of her shirt wanting to see her and touch her the way she was touching him. Laughing she shook her head at him. "Not yet," she told him "but soon very soon." He made another attempt to lift her shirt and she laughed at his eagerness. Taking on a stern tone she told him firmly "No Nathan, we are doing this my way." Bringing her hands back to his hips she slowly slid his jeans down taking his boxers down with them. He stood in front of her completely naked and she smiled. "There, that's so much better don't you think?" He merely grunted in response not entirely sure he was capable of coherent speech at this point.

She brought her hands back to his chest and pushed him back onto the bed standing above him as he raised himself back up onto his elbows not wanting to have her out of his sight for a moment. Smiling at him she slid a hand underneath her top stroking her fingers across her stomach and watching as his eyes instantly darkened with anticipation. Slowly she moved her hand up lifting her shirt with her until she removed it completely. She stood before him dressed only in high heels, her skirt and a black lacy bra. He actually felt his groin tighten even more and wondered how it was possible for him to be anymore turned on at that moment. She slid her hands up over her ribcage and his eyes followed as if hypnotised. Her fingers found the buds of her nipples through her bra and as he watched she began to play with them, her eyes never leaving his face. He knew she could see the effect that she was having on him it must have been plainly written across his face. He was losing his mind watching her not knowing just what she would do next and hardly able to contain his excitement as he waited his anticipation growing with every second. Undoing the clasp on her bra she allowed her breasts to spill free. She moved closer allowing them to dangle closer to his face and smiling slightly as his tongue snaked out to lick one of her nipples. Placing her hands against his chest she pushed him back down onto the bed stepping out of her panties as she did so. She straddled one of his legs grinding down against it and he felt the pace of his breathing increase as he tried desperately to suck in some much needed air.

Taking his hands in hers she brought them to her hips helping him to find the zipper at the side of her skirt and shimmying out of it as he dragged it down. He didn't think he'd ever been this hard in his life as she once again pushed him back down onto the bed kissing her way up his inner thigh until she finally took him into her mouth. Unable to refrain any longer he brought his hands to the back of her head holding her in place as she sucked and nibbled at his length. Just when he was sure he couldn't take this torture any longer she raised her head and smiled at him. A smile that showed she was well aware of the power she held over him at that moment.

"Lay back," she instructed and as soon as he obeyed she reached over pulling a foil package from the bedside table and ripping it open with her teeth before smoothing it down over him. Satisfied she moved to straddle him encasing him almost instantly in her tight, wet warmth. A moan spilled forth from his lips as she began to rock her hips encouraging his thrusts and he captured her ass in his hands loving the way she fit so perfectly in his grasp. He couldn't ever remember being this out of control in his life even as a horny virgin he had managed to hold out a bit longer than this but before he knew what was happening he could feel his release building inside of him and knew from one look at her face that she was very close herself.

"Come on," he urged her "I want you to come with me."

"Almost there," she gritted out rocking her hips faster and faster against him. He knew he was about to explode and then she opened her eyes for just a moment and looked at him and he knew the time had come. Groaning his release he felt her shudder in his hands as waves of pleasure overtook her. Finally she collapsed down onto his chest temporarily spent and panting heavily. His hands rubbed at her back as he tried to regain control of his own breathing.

"Wow," he said a few minutes later finally capable of speech, "that was…, I don't know what that was," he admitted a touch of awe in his voice. He and Haley had been sexually active now for over a year and in all that time he had never known her to be so free with him. For the first time ever she had really let go and he had most definitely reaped the rewards.

Looking down at where she lay against his chest he had to ask. "Where did that come from?" This was not the behaviour of the Haley James he knew not that he had a problem with it in any way. It was just the Haley he knew had always taken some coaxing from him to loosen up and enjoy things but tonight she had been wild. She hadn't even cared that the lights were on whereas normally she would refuse to even begin to take her clothes off until the room was dark. He knew that this behaviour was due in part to the fact that she had never slept with anyone but him and so lacked the experience and confidence to try anything new. But tonight's activities had definitely been new and he was keen to know where exactly it had come from.

He looked at her waiting for her response, looking up at him she shrugged "Brooke gave me a few pointers," she said innocently.

Pulling her back down to his chest he felt her fighting the sleep that was overtaking her body. He rubbed his hands over her back in a soothing motion lulling her into sleep certain that after that effort she probably needed her rest. Falling asleep that night he had wondered if perhaps this was the beginning of a whole different side to Haley but in the morning she had woken up back to the same shy, awkward girl she had always been. He doubted that she even remembered what had taken place between them. She had obviously had far too much to drink, not that he was complaining mind you.

End Flashback

Gradually coming back into the present Nathan for a moment lingered on that memory from their past. She had never again been like that with him, even in Barbados there had always seemed to be something holding her back but now he wasn't so sure. It seemed as if that Haley from that one special night was making a reappearance and if that was the case well he didn't know what to think. He had been telling himself for months that things were over between them and that was the way they had to be. He had hardened his heart against her that day that she had finally come clean with all the secrets from her past but sometimes it was hard to remember that this was the way things were between them now.

Looking up he caught her watching him and wondered what she was thinking as she looked at him like that, but then decided he was probably better off not knowing.

"Well," she said brightly standing up from where she had been perched on the sofa beside Lucas. "I'm going to go put this little Munchkin to bed. Nathan I think Lucas needs your help to have a shower."

"Oh right," Nathan said trying to focus his attention on his brother but unable to drag his eyes away from her. "Um sure ok," he said watching after her as she left the room. He heard Lucas chuckle and turned to look at him. "What's your problem?" he asked testily.

"Nothing man," Lucas said holding his hands up in a picture of innocence. "Nothing at all."

"Alright well let's go get this over with. I can't believe I'm going to do this for you Luke," he said shaking his head.

"Yeah well I'm not exactly thrilled with the idea either," he replied "but I'm sure as hell not going to let Haley do it."

Nathan grimaced as the image of Haley with a naked Lucas sprung into his mind. "Let's go," he said gruffly helping Lucas back into his wheelchair and heading towards the downstairs bathroom.

Half an hour later he had an exhausted Lucas settled in his bedroom and could finally head to his own room. He hadn't seen Haley since she had disappeared upstairs with Cory and figured she had probably gone to her own room possibly asleep already as she had been up several times during the night with Cory to feed him.

Stepping into his room, he didn't notice her at first. It was only as he looked at the bed that he became aware of her presence. Sprawled across his bed she lay there completely naked wearing nothing more than an inviting smile.

"Haley," he groaned at the sight of her "what the hell are you doing?"

"Well obviously I'm waiting for you. So what do you say do you want to join me?"

He looked at her stunned for a moment before taking a deliberate step towards the bed.