Author's Notes: As to question of Aoshi's ice. Some prefer to call them green...I prefer to say they're blue...ahem 'Ice Blue Eyes'. For anyone who wants to join Shinobi Love, just go to and sign up and I'll approve your AM loving selves.

Other than that let's see..yes...dacrayZblaze1 seems to have lost her account. ::sighs:: I'm waiting for Shin to get fucked over, tho hoping she won't!

So as I said before, if you want lemons, join Shinobi Love.

Damn the man! Save the Empire!!!

AH! AND HAPPY NEWS FOR ME!! You all know how I hate my cashier job at a grocery store right? Well, since one of my friends in Floral is going away to college...I'm taking over for her! Hello floral, goodbye front end!!!! YES!! Though I got pissed about something.

Jan the nice floral manager talked to the store manager and the front end assistant manager and the store manager thought me going to floral was a good idea...so Jan talks the front end assistant manager....who had one concern.

That I wouldn't have constant supervision....Bitch!

Cuz I get bored up front and I'll talk to co-workers and my managers think I don't do a good job. Yea, cuz I HATE THE FRONT! HATE HATE HATE!!!!!! I looooooooooooooooooooooooooove floral! Floral is awesome and non-stressful and pretty so front end can kiss my ass.

Ahem...anyway.

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Entry 3: Jan 21st

Been so busy at work listening to my nagging boss Megumi who wanted me to ACTUALLY re-interview Broody Boy. Uh..no. Not happening! So the article went as was....something akin to pouring salt on a papercut. Or lemon. Left a sour taste in my mouth.

Here's an example.

'Upon asking Shinomori-san about why he has such a negative view of the female species he repsonded in an evasive way. Not answering but giving another set of his views. Without a clear reasoning behind his seeming harsh words, Shinomori Aoshi remains as elusive to understand as his answers.'

And that was being disgustingly polite. Ew.

I ran into someone from high school who commented on how much I seemed to have changed. In high school I was sort of a gothic punk, wearing dark eyeshadow and just enough black eyeliner to be dramatic, crimson shimmering lipstick and black clothes. I was an outsider writing drabbled of poetry. Ah, for example!

Oh twisted pale tree relenting to the wind

harbinger of sorrow screaming pain of decay

a bleeding heart colored scarlet devotion

pool beneath my bare feet as falling

the earth beneath my back chills

See what I mean, so very gothique!!! Ah, but then in college I discovered Aeropostale and Old Navy and fell in loveeee with the look. So I save my gothic wardrobe for the occasional club outing. And occasionally I contribute new item of make up for the hot buys portion of the magazine. It was really interesting how I began working at 'Venus'. One minute I was contributing in the college paper's opinion column, next I was offered a job as resaercher then moved up to writer within two years. Megumi seems to favor me...even if she tortures me. And that is constantly.

I got a slight headache forming from my last encounter with His Royal Broodiness.

Ah..yes.. The Aoiya party. That's for another day.