Summary: Rei has been hiding a secret all his life but when an airport is blown up not long before he is supposed to leave to go to China someone will discover his secret. Now the secrets out and everyone is turning against him. Will this break him or make him stronger? OOC. Couples Kai x OC, Tala x Bryan, Kai x Rei

UNDERLINED- VISIONS

BOLD UNDERLINE- FLASHBACKPHONE CALL

BOLD ITALICS- PHONE CALL

BOLD- FLASHBACKS

ITALICS- LETTER

Rei POV

"Ok where the hell am I? Phoenix Ward? What on Earth is that? Oooooh it's a hospital, that must be why there are all those wires attached to my arms and stuff.' Rei tried to sit up but the cords held her down effectively.

"Hello, my name is Catalinia Death and I will be your doctor during your stay at Hiwatari Private." She turned around to look at a fairly tall woman with flaming red hair and ice blue eyes. "Now before I leave I have to ask you a few questions. I will start with simple and get harder also I want you to know that this is kept strictly confidential and there are no cameras or microphones recording you…. Now, who are you?" Rei started to panic. Even a question as simple as this brought up so many lies. What would happen when she got to the difficult ones? As though the doctor sensed her hesitation said "how about I ask you a question and you answer and then I will give my answer to the same question?" still unsure Rei said,

"Ok," her voice shaking slightly.

"As I said we will start off simple so what is your real name?" Catalinia repeated as she sat down in one of the big, black leather chairs beside her bed.

"My name is… (Gulp)… Rei Siberia Kon," Rei closed her eyes tightly and opened her eyes slowly when she suddenly heard Catalinia jump off the chair and start dancing around the room singing "I knew it, I knew it!" when she had once again calmed down she sat back down next to Rei.

"I kind of did a DNA and finger print on you while you were unconscious," the young doctor confessed guiltily. "Anyway my real name is Catalinia Genevieve Ivanov. When I was four my parents died when someone poisoned their food. As it turns out the only reason I am still alive was because I had a tummy bug and I couldn't keep anything down so I had decided not to eat dinner. Two months later the Ivanov's were looking to adopt a daughter and they came to the adoption centre I was staying at. As soon as Tala and I met we became friends instantly and have been really close ever since. Question two you will be able to ask me another question but how did you turn into a girl?" Rei swallowed, she had got this far already she may as well tell her.

"Before I was born the former Drigger wielder foretold that I would be the one to wield Drigger but I was born a girl. Five months after a Tiger Priest came into the village proclaiming that he could change me into a boy but the spell would last for nine years. My father was thrilled but he was told that if I ever turned back into a girl the spell would become useless. So I had to have it recast an hour before I changed to my original form and because I stayed back to look after someone I didn't make it in time. I called my dad after the airport blew up and he was furious! He said he didn't care what would happen to me and said I was disowned me. I was such an awful stain on the family name that he never wanted anything to do with me again," realization dawned across her delicate features as tears began to well up in her eyes and Catalinia pulled her in a hug. "My family… my village… they all hate me now and I have nowhere to go." Tears were now streaming down her cheeks soaking the doctor's shirt. "And my friends will all hate me since I have been lying to them all these years and so I'm all on my own." Catalinia tightened her grip on the weeping girl. Her sobs were hard to control as she continued to cry harder and harder into Catalina's shoulder, weeping over the horrible feeling of knowing that her friends may never wish to talk to her again.

"Don't worry, you will always have me, Tala, Kai and…" Catalinia started to giggle softly. "I can't wait to see Bryans face when he finds out he was beaten by a girl." Rei started giggling nervously as she watched Catalina laugh. With a sudden boost of confidence Rei pressed her hand against her forehead and struck a horribly dramatic pose.

"Oh no! What ever shall I do? You have to help me doctor… My very life is in your hands," she cried dramatically but the mood was ruined when they resumed laughing.

"Don't worry; I can always make my brother dump him if he does anything to you!" Catalinia said in a cheeky mock serious voice a mischievous smirk placed firmly on her face but Rei looked plain shocked.

"WHAT? Bryan and Tala are together?" she asked blinking quickly.

"Yeah, their three year anniversary in next week. Don't tell me Kai didn't tell you?" she replied confused.

"Obviously, but then again he doesn't really tell me anything anyway," Rei answered shrugging although she was inwardly annoyed about that fact.

"Yeah well they are the cutest couple EVER!" Catalinia exclaimed happily.

"Well in the village I came from being gay was considered a terrible shame on the family. but I can't talk since until not long ago I would have been called gay too but now I am straight." Rei admitted blushing heavily as she spoke.

"Well your village was the weird ones, no offense." Catalinia stated in a matter-of-factly voice.

"None taken since it is no longer my village," Rei answered sadly as she tried to hold back the tears that once again glittered her eyes.

"I'm sorry, anyway who is the lucky guy?" she asked sounding interested and leant forward to lean on the bed.

"You promise you won't laugh or tell?" Rei asked blushing madly now. Rei couldn't believe that she was even considering telling one of her major secrets that she had, had for years.

"I vow never to reveal you secret," Catalinia replied solemnly holding up her left hand while her right hand was placed across her heart. Rei blush deepened as she said one word…

"…Kai!" Rei looked down and began to fiddle with her sheets.

"Are you serious? I know Kai can be a great guy and I love him like a brother but he can be unemotional at the worst of times and has a terrible temper. How could you possibly like HIM?" Catalinia said yelled, her eyes had hardened looking like chunks of ice that would have scared a weaker person but not this neko-jin.

"Yeah I know I have known him for over six years and most of the time we have been sharing a room so I think I know a fair bit about what he is like," Rei snapped back.

"Yeah, well be careful and you better have a sleep now so you can regain your strength," Catalinia said her voice going back to normal now that the shock had worn off and walked to the door before tuning around to look at Rei but she was fast asleep.

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