Entry 8: ::sobs:: Woot...I get to not only write up a Chem lab by next Teus, but I have my first Chem test on friday covering 9 lectures. Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ::crashes into wall of sorrow:
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ENTRY 8 (assssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu wissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssh)
((sorry, watching Princess Bride))
For a man who says so little the bane of existence sure did say a lot on the phone. Regretfully. Not enough fucking aspirin in the world....someone needs to invent super aspirin but then again acetylsalycylic acid is pretty bad for the stomach. According to my old profressor. Anyways!
This is what he had to say to me.
'Your behavior really does prove me right you know. The minute you got what you wanted you left just like a true bitch'
'EXCUSE ME?!!' Yes, being constantly termed a bitch is rather ANNOYING!
'I ment animalistically, Makimachi. Why did you rush off? Embarrassed at having your true nature exposed'
'Oh like you're so hurt by it?! I left because what happened should NOT have happened you moron!!! You're a woman-hating asshole and I hate arrogant, holier-than-thou males! Of COURSE I left! What would you have done in my place'
'...Stayed for seconds'
And THAT is how he rendered me speechless. Me. Makimachi Misao, speaker of mind who always has something to say, completely mute.
God I hate that guy!!! But what did he mean by seconds?! I mean, doesn't he realize it was a mistake too? He couldn't of POSSIBLY wanted to go at it again...that's absurd. Although....the more I think about it, and it does kind of still bug me that I think about it, part of me would do it again. When he's not saying something vulgarly misogynist, he's actually....an attractive person. And for someone who doesn't appear to like women at all...he knows how to make a girl feel g o o d.
Really, I never thought I'd be so hung up on what's going on with my libido. Then again, my libido has been hibernating for a while now.
Getting to back to the conversation.
'You know what Shinomori, you're a dick'
'Really? I thought you liked my'
'SHUT UP! Kami-sama you lousy pervert!! I can't believe I actually slept with you'
'Me neither. That's also why I called'
'Eh'
'Why did you sleep with me'
And I being so witty replied.
'Well why did you sleep with me'
'I asked the question first, Makimachi'
'I...I...Damnit! You started it'
'Very mature'
'You're talking an aweful lot in one conversation than you're rumored to'
'And you're evading the question'
'I don't know okay!! I don't know why! I guess it was just...I mean for some reason you were remotely attractive at the time...I'
'Yes'
'Fuck you.' CLICK!
I hung up on him. Why does this man bring out such weird, child-like behavior in me? Heheh, blaming him for that actually isn't fair. I don't know why I did it. Maybe I've been lonely..but...I especially can't forget looking up at Aoshi and how amazingly wonderful he looked at that moment...with a genuine trace of a smile on his face displayed by the slight tug at the corners of his lips as he murmured my name in a voice that I will admit made me shiver.
I suppose I'm hopeless.
Ugh...and now...for some wierd reason as much as he makes me want to scream...I sort of want to see Aoshi in person. Oh the drama of it all.
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Blah. Tummy ache. Stress.
Later.
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ENTRY 8 (assssssss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu wissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssh)
((sorry, watching Princess Bride))
For a man who says so little the bane of existence sure did say a lot on the phone. Regretfully. Not enough fucking aspirin in the world....someone needs to invent super aspirin but then again acetylsalycylic acid is pretty bad for the stomach. According to my old profressor. Anyways!
This is what he had to say to me.
'Your behavior really does prove me right you know. The minute you got what you wanted you left just like a true bitch'
'EXCUSE ME?!!' Yes, being constantly termed a bitch is rather ANNOYING!
'I ment animalistically, Makimachi. Why did you rush off? Embarrassed at having your true nature exposed'
'Oh like you're so hurt by it?! I left because what happened should NOT have happened you moron!!! You're a woman-hating asshole and I hate arrogant, holier-than-thou males! Of COURSE I left! What would you have done in my place'
'...Stayed for seconds'
And THAT is how he rendered me speechless. Me. Makimachi Misao, speaker of mind who always has something to say, completely mute.
God I hate that guy!!! But what did he mean by seconds?! I mean, doesn't he realize it was a mistake too? He couldn't of POSSIBLY wanted to go at it again...that's absurd. Although....the more I think about it, and it does kind of still bug me that I think about it, part of me would do it again. When he's not saying something vulgarly misogynist, he's actually....an attractive person. And for someone who doesn't appear to like women at all...he knows how to make a girl feel g o o d.
Really, I never thought I'd be so hung up on what's going on with my libido. Then again, my libido has been hibernating for a while now.
Getting to back to the conversation.
'You know what Shinomori, you're a dick'
'Really? I thought you liked my'
'SHUT UP! Kami-sama you lousy pervert!! I can't believe I actually slept with you'
'Me neither. That's also why I called'
'Eh'
'Why did you sleep with me'
And I being so witty replied.
'Well why did you sleep with me'
'I asked the question first, Makimachi'
'I...I...Damnit! You started it'
'Very mature'
'You're talking an aweful lot in one conversation than you're rumored to'
'And you're evading the question'
'I don't know okay!! I don't know why! I guess it was just...I mean for some reason you were remotely attractive at the time...I'
'Yes'
'Fuck you.' CLICK!
I hung up on him. Why does this man bring out such weird, child-like behavior in me? Heheh, blaming him for that actually isn't fair. I don't know why I did it. Maybe I've been lonely..but...I especially can't forget looking up at Aoshi and how amazingly wonderful he looked at that moment...with a genuine trace of a smile on his face displayed by the slight tug at the corners of his lips as he murmured my name in a voice that I will admit made me shiver.
I suppose I'm hopeless.
Ugh...and now...for some wierd reason as much as he makes me want to scream...I sort of want to see Aoshi in person. Oh the drama of it all.
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Blah. Tummy ache. Stress.
Later.