Lost In Love and Betrayal
I shouldn't have done this,
Yet I did it and regret.
I let you do this,
And because of this I wept.
I let you into my life,
Let you squirm into my thoughts.
I opened up to you,
But was blind to what you sought.
I don't know how you could do this,
Sit in front of me and jeer.
I let in, and for what?
So you could spill my tears?
How could you? I still don't know,
I'm still searching for you.
Don't know where you are,
Or corrupt me, would you do.
I'm lost in a maze of questions,
Running around, I was so wrong.
None but one answer is coming to me,
You never loved me all along.
I'm watching you in my mind,
You're smirking at my beaten frame.
Watching me lost in love and betrayal,
And secretly your thoughts are the same.
Fin