Months later. At Olivia Benson's house.

Olivia looked at the babies' room. She knew she would not stay long but it was good for now. She walked back to the living room and sat down. She was having two girls she had names picked out already. Crystal Serna and Abby Rose. She thought of putting Stabler as their last name. "But why should I do that their father cheated on me."

She thought she liked her new job. Mia was always telling jokes and she was easy to get used to. Her captain said she would give Olivia tips on the pregnancy thing. Next week Olivia had to take off until the twins were born. Of course, she was already bored with herself! Olivia soon drifted off to sleep. In just two months, Olivia would be holding her babies.

Chapter 4

Twenty-eight hours of pain and labor. However, she finally had her babies, Crystal and Abby. Now all she had to do was wait until the hospital released them so she could take them home. "Home," she said in her mind with a laugh. She wanted to go back to her real home. Her New York home. She missed the air the lights how they lit at nighttime, but would she really go back?

Two weeks went by and Olivia finally brought them home. Olivia wanted to raise them in the city not here in San Francisco. However, he could hurt her again, and she could not handle that. She just patched her heart up and everything is fine at least that is what she says. Everyone in her squad came to visit her and the twins, but if she looked at them, they had Elliot's and her eye color mixed into a beautiful brownish and bluish color. She wondered if she would ever forgive Elliot. She looked at her daughters sleeping and closed the door. She went to bed hoping she could stop loving Elliot Stabler.

2months later

Olivia looked at the apartment. It was now empty. She decided to move back to New York. She said good-bye to her captain and her partner and her friends. She was ready to go home.

3days later at the 1-6

Elliot stared at the empty desk. His last partner could not take his beds moods so he left. Cragen was pissed with him for going through 17 partners less than one year. He put him on desk duty. It was around noon and everyone was gone for lunch. Don was in his office working on paper work. Elliot got up and went to the roof. Twenty minutes later, a woman carrying a baby in her arms and pushing one in a stroller walked into cragen's office.

"Hello stranger." the woman said. Cargen looked up at the woman.

"Olivia? W- I thought you were-, re you here for good?" He said not sure if he could believe his eyes.

"Yes I am here for good, the commissioner said I will be working here again so I just wanted to stop by." She said smiling.

"And these must be your." he said trailing off.

"Oh yeah. The one I am holding is crystal and the one in the d stroller is Abby, do you want to hold one of them?" she said.

"Sure I would love to," he said as Olivia handed him crystal. "She is so little and tiny." He said looking into the little girl in his arms.

"Yeah well as tiny as they are they took 28 hours." She said sitting down.

"Twenty eight hours? Wow they did not want to come out huh?" He said with a laugh.

"Or they were fighting, but Abby got out first." She said smiling looking down at her daughter. Hey heard two voices that sounded like Munch and Fin. Olivia got up holding Abby. She walked out Cargen following with crystal in his arms. When they got outside the office Munch stopped in the middle of his sentence.

"Olivia and babies? I must be dreaming." John said looking at her in disbelief.

"Well john your not dreaming. I am back for good." She said

"Where did these little girls come from?" Fin said looking at the girls Don and Olivia were holding.

"Oh these are Olivia's you want to hold Crystal." Cargen said handing Crystal over to Fin.

"She is so cute live." He said looking into the little girls eyes."

"Well did you get married?" asked john.

"Not now please just not now." she said in pleading voice. They started talking when they heard a voice from the doorway.

"Olivia?" They all turned around to find Elliot standing there in the doorway.

"Your back?" He said. She could see the tears in his eyes. There was a long silence when Crystal started crying.

"Ok you know how to do this I do not." Fin said with panic in his voice. Olivia laughed.

"It is ok she is just cranky it is there nap time right now. We should go." She said putting Abby in the stroller and taking Crystal from fin and putting her in the stroller next to her sister.

"Ok I will see you tomorrow." She said.

"Wait I need your doctor's report saying you can go back to work Olivia you know that?" Craven said.

"Oh what you think I am laying?" she said with a smirk on her face.

"Bye." she said as she started to push the stroller out the door. About 5blocks away from the station, she heard somebody calling her name, but she did not turn to see who it was. She already knew who its. Elliot. Finally, he caught up to her.

"What Elliot?" she said in a cold voice.

"Liv please just listen to me. Where did you go? It has been 8 months since I saw you!" he said worrying.

"Come up do not want to get the girls sick," she said. They entered her apartment and walked inside. While Olivia put the twins to bed Elliot sat on the couch. Finally, she came out and shut the door quietly behind her.

"Now what do you want?" her voice was cold and harsh.

"Where did you go? We had twins. What are there names?" He asked.

"Ok first of all I had twins and their names are Crystal Serna and Abby Rose Benson. I went to San Francisco," she said, in truth she lied she put Abby and Crystal's last name is Stabler she thought they should have apart of them.

"Olivia please I never meant to hurt you. He said but being cut off.

"Well Elliot you did and I do not want you back! I may be your partner again, but I will not and I repeat will not talk to you about anything but cases and Elliot I do not want you near here and I do not want you calling my cell phone. Now can you please leave."? She said nearly in tears.

"I love you liv and I never meant to hurt you or the girls. I was drunk; I just want us to be a family. Just give me a chance. I will be waiting for you." He said as he left the apartment. Her knees finally gave out as she fell to the floor crying.

Mean while at Elliot Stabler' house

Elliot knew what he did was wrong. Over the time she was gone he remembered a poem:

When I sit alone and all is silent,
Nothing but the sound of quiet.
My mind begins to wander from here to there,
And somehow fixes on you without a minute to spare,
I look for you to see your light
But darkness comes and all I see is night.
You are like a savior I have always longed for,
Come to save my soul I wish forever more.
In my mind I keep you with thoughts,
in my heart you are there and not distraught.
I keep you close so near I can feel you breath,
however to feel that is to deceive.
You are so far away yet so near,
to dare to embrace you I do fear.
You are everything and anything I ever wanted or need,
but in my mind and heart, you will stay without ever being seen.

When Olivia said, "Well Elliot you did and I do not want you back!" he believed her and he still does, but does she mean it?

So? Does Olivia not want Elliot back or what? Please review! Thanks for reading!