A/N-Sorry about this My beta was half asleep when she uploaded it and put a new chapter up. She put the same chapter up for chapter 6.

"she moved on. She doesn't want me anymore." He said to himself letting tears fall from his eyes.

Chapter Six

Two months passed and Olivia was happy as ever. Chris the guy she was seeing proposed to her and she said yes. Abby and Crystal were Five months old today. Chris wanted to get married in two months and they set the date. Everyone was happy for except Elliot. Elliot Stabler, the man who she use to love.

It did not matter Chris was always playful and made Abby and Chrissy laugh and that is all she wanted a happy family, that is what they called Crystal. Chris wanted to get started on their family as soon as possible and she did too, but things scared her every time he to went to take her shirt or pants off she jump back afraid of something but she would always make an excuse and he did except that. Elliot had been distant, but she had too. Their work did not change at all.

Elliot had fallen to the complete side he was afraid of. He started drinking every night. Kathy tried to help him but he would not stop. She said he could not see Maureen and Kathleen till he stopped drinking, but it did not work. Kathy tried calling Olivia but she would not pick up. Elliot lost the love of his life and messed it up.

Cargen started to worry about him and put him on desk duty till he was all better. Olivia noticed his change but she said always to herself. "He just wants me to pay attention to him." and ignored him. Thought she was pretty good at that since she did been doing since she could remember. "Hey Olivia should we call you Benson or O'Boyle?" John asked.

"What ever you want john!" She said. He had been bugging her for three weeks now. She was tried taking care of the twins, work, cleaning the house, making dinner, and planning the wedding. It was in less than five weeks and she was a wreck.

And she finally let Chris make love to her, but when he was done in the middle of the night she threw up and he found her she just said she had the flu or something and he believed her. He was a doctor and he was good. He was in charge of the ER.

"Oh O'Boyle!" he said in a teasing voice

"John I Am not O'Boyle yet! I am still Benon!" she yelled.

"And what about Abby and Crystal are they still going to be Stabler when you get married to that slug?" he asked.

"Wait how did you-?" she asked.

"I know because I looked up the birth certificate and you should tell Elliot they have his last name after all he is the father Olivia." He said.

"Ok first of all yes he is the father but do not tell him they have his last name and no it wont change after I get married and never ever call Chris a slug!" She said as she got her coat and left.

Fin came in and said; "Why is Olivia so mad?"

"We will never know fin. We will never know." He said shaking his head.

Elliot Stabler's apartment(Elliot'sPOV)

Everything was doing good till I became my fear that I tried year to year to avoid but I ended up becoming it and drowning in my sorrow.

I sat there across from her and watched her become happier with this Chris guy, but if you really looked into her eyes you could see the pain and sadness in her eyes. My phone started ringing.

"Stabler." I could hear breathing on the other line but no one answered so I hung up. I am such a stupid person!

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