hey allshadowphoenix here again with my latest chapter hope you enjoy it and the first part is alittlesad well i think it is anyway
chapter 4
home, 5:00 pm my room
i looked at the cool hard sharp and shiney metal of the knife that was in my hand i smiled and slowly brought the knife down to the exposed skin of my wrist i drew the blade across my skin slowely cutting into it i hissed at the pain that i felt but soon relaxed as it made the pain in my heart go away i sliced at my wrist 5 more times i looked at my wrist pouring with blood i stared transfixed until i hurd a knock at my door i looked up sharply and felt a wave of dizzyness overpower me i felt the knife slip from my grasp i didnt even feel myself hitting the ground as everything went black.
My eyes fluttered open slowly winced when bright light hit my eyes i quickly shut them ' is this heaven? am i dead?' i wonderd i slowly opened my eyes daring to brave the bright light i looked around confused everything was white the walls the curtains the chairs i looked down at myself to see i white gown on me i was under white sheets aswell
i hurd a rhythmic beeping i turned my head to see a machine with jagged lines floating across it there were wirse leading from the machine to a closepeg type thing on my finger i also noticed to my great horror that there was a needle sticking out of my hand there was a tube leading from it to a bag with a water like substance in it i could see it slowly dripping one drop at a time into the little tube i looked towards the door as it opened my five brothers walked in each carrying something "where am i?" i said softly startling them trey was the first to speak "you're in the hospital" he said quietly as he placed a vase of yellow roses on the beside table it was then that i noticed the bandage wrapped tightly around my left wrist the twins jared and eli sat on either side of me on the bed i couldnt look at any of them i felt too ashamed i feel all of them looking at me the silence was deafining "how long have i been out for?" i asked "six hours bubz we were so worried when braden ohined us and told us, he was the one that found you" istared at my hands trying not to cry " you scared us so much CC" jared said "i'm sorry" i said starting to cry "hey shhhhh dont cry look what eli brought you" i stared as a giant teddy bear was shoved into my face i smiled and hugged the bear to me "thanx eli" he smiled and ruffled my hair "anything to see you smile" i looked up and for the first time since i had awoken looked at my brothers i looked towards braden and bryan they hadnt said a word to me either of them i hugged the bear tighter to me and closed my eyes within minutes i was asleep.
Hospital, 9am 1 week later
i stretched my arms up to the sky and twirled around a smile on my face i closed my eyes as i felt the heat of the sun streaming down i continued walking like that for a few paces until i suddenly found myself flat on my face i groaned and put my hands underneath me to push myself up when i felt a strong pair of arms wrap around my waist and lift me to my feet i turned around still in his grip my eyes widened in shock when i saw who it was
"what are you doing here?" he just shrugged and looked over my shoulder i stepped closer
"kai?" he looked at me startled i moved closer to him never taking my eyes off his then without warning i was in his arms his lips came crashing onto mine i was too startled at first to respond but after a few seconds i responded i wraped my arms around his neck and he had his hands on my hips pulling my closer to him he nibbeled on my bottom lip begging for access i opened my mouth his tongue slithered in our tongues danced against each others we broke apart breathing heavily i looked up at him i could see lust in his eyes i looked around to see that we were the only ones by the lake i returned my gaze to kai before pushing him back towards one of the trees he stopped when he hit the trunk in a blink of an eye he had me pinned up against the tree instead his lips came crashing down onto mine yet again and our tongues waged war against each other we broke apart both needing oxygen he looked into my eyes and i into his
"what are you doing here?" i asked softly
"i told you that i wanted you so im here to claim you before anything else happens to you" he averted his gaze from mine i placed my hand on his cheek and gently rubbed my thumb against his cheek he placed his hand over mine and brought it to his lips and kissed my fingertips
"ahem" i turned my head to see trey standing there glaring at kai i bit my lip and turned my head away kai kissed me and then left i watched him go and then turned to my brother
"yes?" he chuckled "nothing bubz its just your growning up so fast" he pretended to cry i rolled my eyes and smacked him on the arm he smiled at me and drapped his arm across my shoulders and we started walking back towards the hospital he once again smiled at me i looked up at him suspiciously "where are we going?" i asked starting to get nervous he just smiled at me and continued on walking i dug my heals into the ground getting a bad feeling about where i was going trey just chuckled and picked my up and chucked my over his shoulder "trey what the hell are you doing put me down" i got no reply so i had no choice but to just hang there
when i was let back on my feet i found myself ouotside a plain brown door with a plain brown door handle i just stared at the door dreading what was on the other side trey nudged my back "go on CC go in" i reluctantly opened the door
please be nice and R&R
the first part about her ending up in hospital actually happened to me before i got really depressed over a boy and now i realise that he wasnt worth any of the tears i cried or the blood i shed.
i will get the next chapter up ASAP probly next week or if i get it written before then it will be sometime later in the week but dont hold ya breath
shadowphoenix101