ok heres chapter 5 sorta boring at the begining but gets abit better ok well hope you like it please R&R all opinions welcome
chapter 5
hospital,random room, 11:00 am
i stepped into the room it was medium sized with a comfy looking couch and a arm chair on one side of the room on the other was a desk and chair a computer and a bookshelve as well as a couple of pot plants there was also alot of diplomas on the walls
when i walked closer i saw that they all had something to do with physcology i groaned ' fuck im seeing a shrink joy to the world' i thought sarcastically i turned as i hurd the door opening a young woman walked in she looked to be in her 30s she smiled at me kindly "you must cecelia" i winced as she called me by my full name no-ones called me that since i was 7 she smiled " im taking it you dont like your name?" she asked kindly i shook my head " no-ones called me that for years"
"alright what shall i call you by then?"
"CC" " ok CC would you like to have a seat so we can get started" i slowely walked over to the couch i sat on the edge starting to get nervous the lady walked over to a filling cabinet and opened one of the drawers with a key she took out a pad of refill and a manilla folder she walked back over to me after locking the cabinet she sat down in the arm chair and smiled at me
" well my name is janet welcome, i'll just tell you abit about how this is going to work, you will be coming to seem me everyday for the next 2 weeks or more until i think your ready and if you are we will reduce it to every 3 days and then once a week and then eventually you will be able to go it alone and i will always be here if you ever need to talk or you just feel bored any questions so far?" i shook my head no " ok, each session will be 1 hour long and i shall be writing everything we talk about down but dont worry no-one else will know of what we talk about in out sessions its just so that i can remember what we talked about ok" i nodded "alright so whats on your mind?"
i talked tentively at first not really sure what to talk about but after a little bit it got easier just a bit tho i still wasnt really comfortable talking about what had happend to make me do what i did hell i didn't even like thinking about it, it made me want to be sick. " i will see you tomorrow CC same time" i looked up surpried 'its over?' i thought i weakly smiled at her and stood up i walked to the door and reached for the door knob "CC" i groaned quietly and turned to face her "if you ever need to talk i will always be here" i forced a smile to my face and quickly walked out the door practically running down the hall to my room.
hospital,my room, 4:45 am
Dreamscape
i am walking down a long hallway that never seems to end millians of doors are on either side of me as i walk i dont know where im going i just know that i have to keep walking i have to reach something or somone i do not know my walking slows as i see an open door curiosity gots the better of me so i slowly walk towards it inch by inch i make it closer i stand in the door way peering in its dark i cant see anything i hear a faint noise like rustling leaves someone or something is walking towards me i feel it getting closer dark mist is starting to come at me like hands reaching out i take a step back but i reaches out further its tentacle like arms grab me wraping tightly around my waist,legs and neck it squezes as i struggle to get out of its tight grip its suffocating me killing me i gasp trying to breath as it crushes my air ways its dragging me deeper into the black abyss tears stream down my eyes as black smoke surrounds me creating a thick frightning fog
im pulled deeper into the room i am getting closer to whatever is in there i can see its glowing red eyes i feel drained of energy my lungs hurt i cant breath my eyes droop low i fight to stay concious but im just too tired i dont wanna fight anymore i just want everything to end i want the hurt and pain to go away i want everything to be back to normal the way it used to be before i was used im so tired of everything i just wanna be free!
My eyes flew open as a bright light erupted into the room the shadow teticles and the black smoke dissappeared in terror as did the creature with the glowing red eyes i fall to the floor and lay there coughing and spluttering as i try to get oxygen into my lungs i blink several times trying to adjust to the bright light i look up slowly as i hear footsteps i look up into crimson eyes kai i smile and he reaches out a hand to pull me up i take it, when i am standing i look into his eyes to find that his eyes are not his they are golden yellow like rei's i hold back a scream as reis face comes into view i quickly pull my hand out of his and turn to run i stop dead in my tracks as i find that the door has dissappeared and im surrounded by white i hear rei laughing it does not sound like him at all i look around frantically for a way out as his footsteps grow closer, i flinch as his arms wrap around my waist and pulls me tight against his chest i scream out as he starts kissing my neck i thrash around trying to break free he only holds tighter i scream again hoping someone will hear me and rescue me "CC" i hear my name faintly being called "CC" there it is again someones rescuing me
"CC wake up" wake up? but im not dreaming am i?"
with a scream i sit up in bed panting slightly eyes wide i look around expecting to see rei i feel i hand gently rubbing small circles on my back i look over frightened to see eli looking at me with concern he smiles and pulls me into a hug as i cry into his shirt he rocks me back and forth like a little child making soothing sounds "shhh your ok now CC im here it was only a dream just a bad dream" he keeps rocking me gently until my eyes start to droop low and everything goes black