A/N: First things first. Last time I uploaded a chapter, I mentioned a decision that you would have to wait on. Well, here it is. If you didn't notice, I changed the rating. Here's the necessary disclaimer. If you're not 16 or older, please stop reading now.
Now that that's out of the way, thank you, as always, for your overly kind reviews. I'm sorry for being away a little longer than planned. Real life jumped up and repeatedly kept trying to bite me in the ass. It turns out that my mom will need a hip replacement. Luckily, that is going to happen after Christmas and New Year's. Work has also been rough with trying to juggle multiple projects at the same time and a last minute 3 day training class thrown in for good measure.
On top of all of that above, this chapter definitely took some time to write. I realized I was quickly coming to a crossroads in my story. Go there, have the girls take the next logical step and actually write it or dance around it only hinting at it or mentioning it in passing. I decided I put too much into this to do the latter and needed to be true to the story so I needed to screw my courage up and go for it. Having never written anything remotely like this made this pretty damn hard to do, and I have done the best that I could.
To that end, I would like to send a great big thank you to Fantasinner. Your encouragement and advice are greatly appreciated! Thank you again!
That's enough from me for now. Here's the latest chapter. I hope you like it.
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Bianca stood outside the door to her mother's home. Erica was home to make a brief appearance at tomorrow's fundraiser for the center. When she heard from Kendall that their mother was home a day early, she decided to take this opportunity to talk with her about the change in her relationship with Marissa. The redhead had offered to come with her, but Bianca thought this particular conversation was best had just between mother and daughter. As she stood there, she recalled the discussion she had with her girlfriend last night on the matter.
"Are you sure you don't want me there? I can easily move my meeting."
"I'm sure. I just think I need to talk to her alone."
"In other words, that's code for 'I don't know how she's going to take my girlfriend being the daughter of Krystal and David'."
Bianca smiled at the smirk on Marissa's face and noted the fact that the redhead knew her so well. "I won't lie that she has issues with them."
Marissa rolled her eyes. "Issues? If that's not the understatement of the year, I don't know what is."
"She also hasn't really approved of any of my former partners."
"Great. Couple that with my being the 'spawn' of two of her biggest enemies, and I'm a shoo-in with her."
"I don't know if I'd say enemies, and really, 'spawn'?"
"Just trying to get myself in an 'Erica' frame of mind, and Bianca, please. I know how she feels about them, and I honestly can't blame her. God knows, I have my own issues with them because of my past with them, but you, you're one of the kindest, most loving, caring and selfless people I've ever known. When I think of what they put you through, it makes me ashamed, angry..."
"Please don't go there, Marissa. Miranda and I are okay. That's all that matters to me. I've put it behind me and have forgiven them." Bianca took Marissa's hands in her own. "Your relationship with them is complicated enough without my past with them coming into play. You're their daughter. They should've done better by you. I just wish I could…"
"Forgive them for what they've done to me?"
"You're reading my mind again."
"Sorry, but I knew where you were going. You amaze me. You can forgive them for the unspeakable things they've done to you but have a problem with what they've done to me."
"Well, it sounds like you have a bigger problem with what they've done to me. What does that say about us?"
Marissa shook her head. "I'm not exactly sure. Maybe we should try and get on Dr. Phil and have him sort it all out for us."
The remark eased some of Bianca's anxiety and made her smile. "How do you do that?"
"Do what?"
"Somehow know what to say to make me feel better."
"It's a gift! Plus, I'll do whatever I can to see one of your smiles." Marissa stole a quick kiss from her girlfriend's smiling lips. "You do the same for me too, you know."
"I try my best. About Krystal…"
"Look, I know she has been nothing but supportive of me in regards to my relationship with you and all of the changes involved with it. I appreciate it. I really do. I mean, she helped me see what was literally right in front of me for months, and she has accepted us. It's just when I think about …"
"Then don't think about it. Please, for me, try and forgive her for what she's done to me. I know I'm asking a lot, but will you try for me?"
Marissa sighed as she saw how much the request meant to Bianca. She couldn't refuse her anything. "For you, I'll try."
Bianca gave her a loving kiss. "Thank you."
"You're welcome. Now, back to the subject of your mom. I can't say I blame her for not approving of your choices in former partners. They weren't very smart. Of course, I can't really talk. Look at my last partner! He was somewhat lacking."
"Yeah, it's kind of like the pot calling the kettle black."
"I am serious though. I'll be there tomorrow, just say the word."
"I know, but I really need to do this one on my own. I'll just let her know that you're nothing like them, and you're not responsible for anything they've done. You could never do anything like that, hurt anyone like that. It's not who you are. It's not how you were raised."
Marissa's eyes glistened as she thought about the couple who had raised her, the ones she would always think of as her parents. "Thank you."
"Are you okay? I didn't mean to upset you."
"You didn't. You're right. My mom and dad couldn't have done anything like that. I really wish they could've met you. They would have loved you and would have been thrilled that I found someone as amazing as you."
"I think you're pretty amazing too. I guess we're lucky we finally found each other." Bianca smiled as she leaned forward placing a lingering kiss on Marissa's amazing lips.
Bianca jerked back to the present when she heard the notification from her cell phone that she had a new text. She grinned as she read the message from Marissa. 'Good luck. Remember that I love you, and I'm here for you – The Spawn'. The brunette laughed when she saw how her girlfriend 'signed' the message. Again, Marissa knew exactly the right words that would help ease her anxiety. Bianca took a deep breath and knocked.
Erica answered the door. "Bianca! It's good to see you." Bianca walked past her mother and entered.
"Mom, we need to talk."
"Could it wait? I was just on my way out."
"No, mom, it can't wait."
"Well, okay, then. What is it? Are the girls okay? Are you okay?"
"The girls are fine, and I'm fine. They've missed you. I've missed you."
"I've missed them and you as well. If you and the girls are fine, what do you need to talk to me about?"
Bianca looked down at her phone and saw the text from Marissa again giving her the encouragement she needed to proceed. "I have news, big news."
"You do? What is it?"
"I'm in love."
Erica was somewhat stunned by her daughter's admission. "That's wonderful, sweetheart, but I didn't know you were seeing anyone."
Bianca thought wryly, Until recently, neither did I. "Well…"
"Who is it?"
"It's Marissa."
"Marissa? As in Marissa Chandler?"
"She's going by Tasker again now, and yes, that Marissa." Bianca held her breath as she waited for her mother to respond.
"Well, I have to say I'm a little surprised. I thought the two of you were just friends, and the last I heard, there was a chance she might get back together with JR."
"We still are friends, best friends. Somewhere along the line though, things changed between us. Our relationship became so much more, and Marissa and I fell in love. As for getting back together with JR, that was never going to happen. I'm not sure who told you that, but they were wrong or maybe misinformed by either him or someone else. Marissa has had more than enough of JR and his lies and his cheating. She's been trying to keep things civil between the two of them for AJ's sake, but he's not making that easy for her. You know better than anyone else how he can be when things don't go his way."
"You're right, I do know how he can get. Does he know about the two of you?"
"Not yet. He's been out of town for a while. That's a discussion we will have to have with him soon though."
"We? You plan on being there?"
"Of course, I am. I'm not going to let her go through that by herself. I don't trust him."
Erica glanced around and raised an eyebrow.
Her daughter knew what she was thinking. "Marissa wanted to be here with me to talk with you, but I wanted to do this on my own."
"You were worried about what I might think or say."
"To be honest, yes. I know full well how you feel about Krystal and David. I didn't, and don't, want you to confuse them with her. Marissa isn't like them. They didn't raise her. The Taskers did. She still sees them as her parents first. She isn't capable of doing anything remotely like what Krystal and David have. I know you are aware of her past with regards to them, and she's still working through those issues. Marissa knows all about my past with them and what they've done and is pretty horrified by it. It's made her building a relationship with them even more difficult."
"She's a smart woman."
Bianca smiled. "Yes, she is very smart. She's also incredible, mom. You don't know everything that she's done for me and the girls."
"Well, I guess you should tell me then."
"You know she handled my divorce and Reese's attempt to get custody of the girls. What you don't know is that Reese sent her lawyer over here again, and he tried to take the girls."
"What? When did this happen, and why didn't I know?"
"It was a few months ago. You were on tour, and I thought it was best not to tell you. I didn't want to upset you, and there wasn't anything you could do at the time considering where you were. Besides, Marissa took care of it, all of it. I was in a meeting when everything happened, but Kendall was there and told me everything. According to her, Marissa was pretty damn impressive. She not only took care of him, but she gave Reese more than a piece of her mind. Her lawyer threatened to report her to the bar association for that, but Marissa stood her ground and fired back with the promise to have both of them brought up on charges. The most important thing of all is that she took care of Miranda and Gabby. They were scared, and she calmed them down and kept them safe. They love her, and they trust her. I wasn't sure if they would be able to trust someone else like that ever again, but they do. I do."
"That is quite impressive." Erica thought for several moments. "Do I wish she was someone else's daughter other than their's? Yes, but it sounds like she hasn't inherited their bad traits. I suppose that speaks more to her upbringing than anything else. Let's just hope it stays that way. If she has done everything that you say she has, then, I think the two of you being together is just wonderful, sweetheart! I just want you to be happy."
Bianca released a huge sigh of relief and smiled as she hugged her mother. "I know, mom, and I am. I've never been this happy before."
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Marissa was deep in thought over her latest case when she heard someone call her name. She froze for one brief second recognizing the voice immediately. She quickly glanced up and saw Erica standing in her office. "Erica, it's nice to see you. Please, have a seat." Holy shit! I was not expecting her. Bianca's text said that it went okay, and she'd tell me more tonight. What in the hell is she doing here then? Like it or not, she's here, and you just have to do deal with it, Tasker. Don't show fear. She can sense it. I can do this. Remember, this is for Bianca.
"I'm not interrupting anything, am I?"
"No, not at all. What can I do for you?"
"Let's not beat around the bush, shall we, Marissa?"
"Alright. I'm guessing you've talked to Bianca and know about us."
"I do. What exactly do you intend to do regarding my daughter?"
Marissa looked down and saw the picture of her and Bianca that she now kept on her desk, and a small smile crept across her face. She looked back up to face Erica head on. "I'm in love with Bianca. I intend to spend the rest of my life with her. I intend to make a family with her, Miranda, Gabby and AJ. I intend to make her as happy as I possibly can, to let her know that she is loved, cherished and not taken for granted."
Erica eyed the redhead. "That's quite a list. You know that she's been hurt deeply by her other partners?"
"I do, but there's a difference between them and me."
"Oh really, and what is that?"
"They didn't know what they had when they had her and her love. I do. I know that Bianca is the most loving, giving and selfless person that I have ever known or ever will know. She loves with her whole heart and gives with her whole heart. She never thinks about herself. She's always putting everyone else first. She is, she is simply amazing. I know that to have her love is one of the most precious gifts that I can ever hope to receive. I will spend every minute of the rest of my life proving that I am deserving of her love. As for Miranda and Gabby, I love them as much as I love AJ. I will protect them with every fiber of my being and will never choose a job before them or their happiness. The same goes for Bianca."
"What about your parents?" Erica remembered what Bianca had told her earlier about Marissa's feelings for the Taskers and quickly added, "Krystal and David?"
"What would you like to know? Do you want to know what I think about them and what they've done?"
"I would."
"I'm sure you are well aware of my own past with them. We'll put that aside for now. I know what they've done to Bianca. When I think about it, it makes me sick. I can't even begin to fathom how they could do what they did to anyone but particularly Bianca. It's indefensible in my mind."
"But I see you working on building a relationship with them, Krystal in particular."
"I'm trying to. It's what Bianca wants. She wants me to have a relationship with her, to not let her past interfere with it. Your daughter has somehow managed to forgive her and would like me to do the same. She knows that it's hard for me to do that, but for her, I'm trying my best. There's nothing I wouldn't do for Bianca."
"What about JR?"
"He doesn't know about us yet. He's been out of town for a while and isn't aware that things have changed between Bianca and myself. He's going to have to be told because he is AJ's father, and because of AJ, he will always be in our lives. I will try to keep things civil between us, but given my past experience with him, I think it could get ugly. I've already spoken with Caleb about my rights when it comes to AJ, and he assures me the custody agreement is solid. If JR thinks he's going to walk all over me or do anything that might harm my family in any way, however, he is sorely mistaken. He will have the fight of his life."
Erica studied Marissa for what seemed like an eternity. Over the years, she had developed a keen ability to detect when someone was lying to her in regards to her youngest daughter. Bianca was special and was definitely the best of them. She had always reminded Erica of her mother. She was kind and forgiving to a fault, and as her mother, Erica often felt the need to protect her from herself. The woman in front of her now was standing her ground and did not seem to be intimidated by her like others had. There was a quiet confidence about this woman when it came to Bianca. She seemed to truly love her daughter and recognize just how special she was. Erica didn't like the fact that she was related to Krystal and David, but the redhead wasn't raised by them and seemed to have risen above the fact that she shared their DNA. She was fiercely protective of Bianca, Miranda and Gabby and had shown that on numerous occasions from what both of her daughters had told her. Given all of that, I suppose I should give them my support. "Thank you for your honesty. We'll talk again soon. I look forward to getting to know you better. If there's anything I can do to help you with JR, don't hesitate to ask."
"Uh, thank you. I appreciate that."
With that, Erica was gone, and Marissa was left to try and make sense of what had just happened. I'm not sure, but did I just get her blessing? I really need to talk to Bianca about what just happened, and a text isn't going to cut it. I guess I know what we'll be talking about tonight.
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Marissa was headed downstairs when she heard a knock at the front door. She smiled as she saw Bianca standing on the other side smiling back and holding two bags of take out. "There's definitely been an upgrade in the delivery drivers."
Bianca laughed as she entered and handed her girlfriend the take out while she removed her coat. Marissa deposited the bags on the coffee table and returned to give the brunette a lingering kiss.
"Do you tip all the delivery drivers like that?"
"Nope, just the ones I'm desperately and hopelessly in love with!"
Bianca leaned in and stole a quick kiss. "Lucky for me then, huh?"
"Lucky for us both. You want to take care of the food while I get us something to drink?"
"Deal."
Marissa returned a minute later and joined Bianca on the sofa. "The kids are all safe and sound at Kendall's. It's really great of her and Zach to watch them overnight."
"There's a lot to do tomorrow, and we'll need to get an early start. Staying all night, the kids won't have to get up early just to have us drop them off with her and Zach. Now, I can just swing by and pick you up so we can head over to the Yacht Club without making an extra stop."
"You're always thinking! I had the chance to talk to Tad when I was picking up AJ there earlier."
"How did it go?"
"Actually, it was better than I could have hoped. He knows about everything that's gone on between JR and me obviously, and he knew that we weren't going to get back together despite everything JR's been saying. I told him about the two of us and how things changed. I mean, he was surprised, but he listened. He couldn't have been more supportive. He wished us both all the best, and has promised to help if JR gives us any problems."
"That's really great. I'm glad we have his support regarding JR."
"So, you want to tell me about your conversation with your mom?"
"It actually went pretty well. She was happy for me, for us, and said she thought it was wonderful."
"Those are the highlights, Bianca. I need details, please."
"Yes, counselor. She was on her way out but stopped when I told her I needed to talk. I told her I was in love. She was a little surprised since she didn't know I was seeing anyone. I didn't tell her that, until recently, I didn't know that I was either."
Marissa laughed. "That makes two of us! How long do you suppose we've actually been 'seeing' each other? I'm guessing maybe five months."
"I think that sounds about right." Bianca shook her head in amazement. "I still can't believe we were that slow in realizing what was going on."
"That makes two of us again. We've both been burned so badly before though that we were a little gun shy." Marissa added with a smirk, "Plus, there's the whole straight/not so straight thing. That probably had a little something to do with it too." Marissa leaned in to steal a quick kiss from the brunette.
Bianca laughed. "Oh yeah, that. Maybe a little bit."
"Back to your mom."
"Right. She asked who it was, and I told her it was you. That caught her by surprise since she thought we were just friends. I told her that we still are best friends."
"Always."
"She also thought there was a chance that you and JR were…"
"NO! Seriously? She thought I was going to put myself through that hell again? Why would she think that? I hope you set her straight."
"No clue, she didn't say why she thought that, and yes, I did. The topic of Krystal and David came up, like you thought it would, and I set her straight on that as well. I reminded her that they didn't raise you. That Roy and Lydia Tasker did, and you learned from them and the examples they set."
"Hmmm."
"What?"
"I'll tell you when you're done. Keep going."
"Okay. I told her everything you've done for me and the girls, particularly regarding Reese and that whole ugly incident. I let her know that the girls love and trust you and so do I." Bianca leaned in for a lingering kiss. "After she found out exactly how incredible you are, she was happy for us."
"Flattery will get you absolutely everywhere. Would you like to know how my conversation with her went?"
Bianca choked on her drink in surprise. "What do you mean your conversation? You talked with her?"
"I did. When she was done with you, she must have headed straight to my office."
"Marissa, I am so sorry. I did not want you to have to deal with her on your own."
"I know you didn't, but it seems like Erica had other plans."
"Are you okay?"
"I'm fine, I promise. I was pretty surprised. I think she was going for that to catch me off-guard, but I remembered two things to help me deal with her."
"You did? Do tell!"
"First, I remembered a piece of advice that Kendall gave me."
"What was that?"
"She told me not to show any fear, that your mom can sense it." Marissa smirked.
"She kinda can. What was the other thing?"
"It was actually the most important thing. I remembered that it was for you." Marissa added with a bright smile.
Bianca returned the smile and sighed. "Do I want to what happened?"
"She basically asked me what my intentions were towards you."
"What? Your intentions? Wow, I'm sorry. I didn't know that she'd do that. I guess I'm not really surprised when I think about it, but still."
"It's fine. I was more than happy to tell her."
"And what did you tell her exactly?"
"I told her that I was in love you, and that I intended to spend the rest of my life with you. The subject of your exes also came up. I pretty much told her they were complete idiots because they didn't know what they had, but I did. I let her know that I plan on spending the rest of my life proving that I deserved you."
A wide smile broke across Bianca's face, and she leaned in for a loving kiss. "Ditto. What else happened?"
"She asked about JR and whether he knew. She offered to help deal with him. If there was anything she could do, she said to let her know. I've got to say that I really appreciated that. Having Erica Kane in your corner is pretty damn nice."
"Mom's fought the Chandler's before. She knows how they operate. For her to offer to help you, that's big, Marissa. She's never offered support like that to anyone I've been involved with. That's like her pretty much giving us her blessing."
"I kind of got that impression, but I wasn't sure."
"You're leaving something out though, aren't you? She brought up Krystal and David."
"I was getting to that. Something interesting happened though when that subject came up. At first, she asked me about my parents, but then she made a point of asking specifically about Krystal and David. It was like she was purposefully making a distinction between my mom and dad and them. I don't think she knows that I caught it, but I did. It makes sense to me now. That was because of you and what you told her."
"She really listened to me. I was hoping she would but wasn't sure."
"Well, she really did. We talked about what they did. I told her how I felt. I didn't hold anything back on the subject. She asked about my relationship with them, particularly Krystal, in light of my feelings."
"I knew she would do that, but she shouldn't have. Are you okay?"
Marissa took Bianca's hands in her own. "Bianca, I'm fine. Look, you're her daughter, and she loves you. Frankly, I didn't think it was out of line. I would've been surprised if she didn't ask about it. I told her I was trying to forgive Krystal because it was something you wanted me to do."
"You don't know what it means to me that you are trying."
Marissa gently cupped her girlfriend's face. "Bianca, I would do anything for you."
The intensity of that simple and honest statement caused her voice to lower to almost a whisper sending a shiver through her girlfriend. Bianca saw the love in Marissa's eyes, and she was overwhelmed by the need to feel her girlfriend's lips against her's.
A chain reaction occurred the instant their lips met. Arms wound tightly around each other as each strove to pull the other even closer. Rational thought became impossible as bodies melded together and minds were sent reeling as they became lost in each other. Hands began to roam as the kiss deepened. The need to be even closer to Marissa soon had Bianca gently pushing her back against the sofa until she was lying on top of her. As Bianca's hand slowly crept underneath her girlfriend's shirt, she felt Marissa tense and inhale sharply, and she was jolted back to reality. "We, we need to stop."
"Why? Don't you want me?"
Bianca saw the nervousness in Marissa's eyes as she slowly pulled away. "Let's slow down." They both sat up and struggled to catch their breath. The brunette gently cupped her girlfriend's face. "Not want you? Of course, I want you, but maybe, this is happening too fast. It's all right if we don't do this now. I know this is all new for you, and if you're not ready, we'll stop. I'll understand."
Marissa released a shaky breath and tried to find the right words to assure Bianca. "I know. It's just…"
"What is it? Talk to me, please."
"It's just that I've never felt so much all at one time. It's a little overwhelming. I've never been with a woman before, and..."
"You're scared."
Marissa struggled to swallow the lump that had formed in throat so that she could continue. "It's not that. I trust you completely. I know you would never hurt me or do anything I wasn't comfortable with. I've never known anyone quite like you. You give so much of yourself to others and never ask for anything in return. You've been to hell and back, and yet somehow, you haven't let it change you, who you are. You're amazing, and you don't even realize it. You want this to be perfect for me. Well, I want the same for you. I've never loved anyone as much as I love you. I've never wanted anyone as much as I want you. I just, I just don't want to disappoint you."
Bianca's eyes glistened as she gazed into Marissa's eyes. She lovingly brushed away a lock of silky hair from her girlfriend's face. "You're incredible. You're worried about me. Marissa, I love you. You could never disappoint me. We can wait for as long as you need. I'm not going anywhere."
Marissa saw the love in Bianca's eyes and knew down to the depths of her soul that this was the right moment. "I don't want to stop. I want you, all of you. Will you show me?"
"Are you sure?"
"I've never been more sure of anything in my life." Marissa leaned forward to capture Bianca's lips in a loving kiss. She stood and pulled the brunette with her and led her upstairs and into her bedroom.
Bianca carefully removed Marissa's shirt exposing the soft, creamy skin of the redhead. Marissa shivered slightly as her girlfriend's fingers gently caressed the sensitive skin along her neckline. The redhead's hands made their way to the rid Bianca of her shirt, the desire to see more of Bianca suddenly pushing her forward through scattered nerves, and it soon joined her own on the floor.
Marissa's hands trembled as they made their way to the buttons of Bianca's jeans. Her girlfriend tenderly took her hands in her own instantly calming the redhead's frazzled nerves. The slightest of nods answered the question that resided in the ever darkening eyes of Bianca. Yes, I'm sure I want this. A small gasp escaped from her as Bianca released her hands, and the brunette's own hands moved down to Marissa's jeans slowly unfastening the buttons and then gently tugging her pants downward.
Soon both women stood before each other in nothing but their undergarments. Marissa shivered again under the loving gaze of Bianca as it raked over her entire body. She had never seen such love before in the eyes of a partner, and it had the redhead launching herself forward grasping the silky brown locks and crashing her lips against those of her girlfriend for a fervent kiss that soon deepened as tongues were willingly granted entrance and collided.
Bianca's hands slowly crept around Marissa's waist, traveling up from the small of her back and to her bra, deftly removing the garment. They slowly pulled apart in need of air, and Marissa blushed as her girlfriend's eyes wandered over her exposed breasts, seemingly captivated by the sight. Want, like she had never felt before, pushed the redhead forward as she fumbled with the hooks of her girlfriend's bra. Bianca started to move to help her, but she stopped upon seeing the look in Marissa's eyes, knowing instinctively the importance to her girlfriend of performing this task herself. She was finally able to release the last hook, removing it and throwing it aside. The awestruck look and love that was evident in the redhead's eyes sent a shudder through Bianca as she gave in to the need to capture Marissa's lips again. A loud moan escaped from both women as their exposed skin made first contact and bodies melded together.
The brunette pulled back long enough to guide them back to Marissa's bed. The redhead sat when the backs of her calves felt the press of the mattress. Her hands glided down Bianca's sides marveling at the feel of her and rested on her waist. Marissa pulled her closer as she began to place kisses along her girlfriend's stomach causing muscles to tense and her to inhale sharply. The brunette struggled to maintain some semblance of control wanting to take things slowly for Marissa, to make this as perfect as possible for her. She wrapped her hands in the soft red hair of her girlfriend and gently pulled her back. Bianca knelt down to look in those beautiful hazel eyes making sure Marissa was still okay with everything. She was greeted with a look of desire she had not seen before and a knowing smile formed across the face of the redhead. I'm still okay. No freaking out or going back. As if to prove her point, Marissa's hands crept downward sliding the brunette's panties down. Bianca shivered at the loving touch of her girlfriend and moved her own hands to slowly remove Marissa's panties. Bianca finally gave into the need of feeling her girlfriend's lips against her's yet again, leaning in for a searing kiss. Marissa drifted backward and pulled Bianca with her as the brunette rested on top of her, the full body contact causing both women to moan. They slowly made their way to the top of the bed, the effort causing their desire to heighten even more as their entire bodies rubbed against each other.
Bianca reluctantly pulled away from Marissa's lips to leave a trail of kisses along her neckline slowly making her way to Marissa's breasts. The brunette stopped and raised her head, locking eyes with her girlfriend to again make sure she wasn't pushing too fast or asking for too much. Hazel eyes began to glisten as she saw the love in Bianca's eyes. Never before had a partner taken so much care with every part of her being during lovemaking. Marissa swallowed hard as she was filled with love, desire and awe for her girlfriend. A shaky breath followed by another slight nod let the brunette it was more than safe to proceed. Bianca lowered her head again to her girlfriend's breasts. Marissa moaned as the tortured pleasure derived by Bianca's tongue pushed her closer and closer to the edge. "Oh my God!"
The brunette continued her torturous path over her stomach and slowly downward as hands continue to caress. Marissa was becoming incapable of rational thought as the growing ache in between her legs screamed in need and want of Bianca and began to overwhelm her. A deep moan escaped from her throat along with the plea, "Oh dear God! Please, Bianca!"
Bianca reached her final destination as she heard Marissa's plea. She slowly slid her tongue past her girlfriend's outer folds and into her aching center. Marissa's head jerked back as hands grasped lush brown hair, pulling her closer as her back arched. She began to unravel under the ecstasy being brought on by Bianca's seemingly magical tongue as her girlfriend drank in all of her. Marissa convulsed wildly when Bianca slowly moved her tongue upward to her throbbing hub and worked its magic there. There was an explosion of sight and sound as Marissa's orgasm rocked her to the core. "Oh God, Bianca!" The redhead's entire body went limp moments later, and Bianca slowly made her way back up Marissa's body kissing every inch of it along the way. The brunette watched as her girlfriend slowly recovered. Bianca saw a brilliant smile form along Marissa's face as she opened her eyes and they fastened on Bianca's.
"You're staring."
Bianca returned the smile. "I can't help it. You are absolutely beautiful."
"I think you're a little biased."
"I speak only the truth, especially when it comes to you. Are you okay?"
"I'm more than okay, if I didn't make myself clear about that fact a few minutes ago."
Bianca chuckled. "Now, that you mention it. You did seem like you were enjoying yourself."
"That was. I never. I can't find."
"What?"
"You manage to leave me speechless sometimes."
"I do?" An amused smile crossed Bianca's face.
"Yeah, you really do, but I think I finally can form a coherent sentence or two. I've never experienced anything like that before, and the only reason for that is the simple fact that it's you. You make me feel so loved, so wanted. I've never felt anything close to that before. It was incredible. You are incredible. I love you so much."
Marissa pulled Bianca closer and tenderly kissed her. As she did, a wave of desire swept over her. The need to show Bianca exactly how much she loved her became a necessity. Marissa rolled on top of her girlfriend and deepened the kiss. Her hands began to explore the wondrous soft curves of Bianca causing her to shiver. Marissa marveled at the feel of Bianca and how natural this all seemed to her. The brunette moaned as Marissa's hands found their way to her breasts and thumbs began to slowly tease hardened nipples. The redhead's lips soon followed the trail her hands had laid and her tongue soon replaced thumbs in the torturous teasing causing Bianca to moan again. "Oh my God!"
Marissa soon resumed her exploration, and slowly, her lips traveled lower as instinct took over. Bianca was driven closer to the edge, the heat between her legs intensifying and slowly becoming unbearable causing her to moan. "Please, Marissa!" The redhead plunged forward into her girlfriend's soaked center, becoming lost in the taste and sensation of being this close to the woman she loved so much. Bianca arched backwards as she grasped Marissa, pulling her closer. Bianca soon caved and convulsed in exquisite ecstasy as Marissa's tongue made its way to her throbbing nub. "Oh dear, God, Marissa!"
Bianca's body went limp moments later, and Marissa slowly made her way up to rest her head next to the brunette's, trailing kisses the entire way. She watched in silent awe as Bianca slowly recovered. Marissa had never seen anyone as beautiful as Bianca was at that moment She had never felt so connected to anyone as she did to Bianca in that moment. Marissa felt so much love for her girlfriend that she was afraid her heart would burst. A radiant smile began to cross Bianca's face as she opened her eyes and gazed into Marissa's. "Who's staring now?"
Marissa sighed contently. "Can't help it. I love the view."
Bianca's breath hitched as she saw the love that was reflected in Marissa's eyes, and in those loving hazel eyes, she could clearly see their future together. Never before had she felt so loved. It was absolute, and there were no doubts, no hesitation and no fear. Want and need for this beautiful woman again became overwhelming, and she pulled the redhead into her for an achingly tender kiss. Marissa moaned as she felt every ounce of the love Bianca felt for her. The kiss soon deepened as their shared desire and passion escalated. Another moan escaped from Marissa as her girlfriend soon rolled back on top of her. Every inch of their bodies melded together perfectly. Bianca slowly pulled away as a hand drifted lower, caressing each magnificent curve of Marissa until it gently eased between her legs. As Bianca slid two fingers easily inside Marissa, the redhead moaned loudly and captured her girlfriend's lips for a searing kiss as a rhythm was soon set between them. Each thrust drove Marissa to a height of sheer ecstasy that she had never known before. "Bianca, oh God!" A wave of euphoria soon enveloped her as she became completely undone, clutching the brunette closer.
As Marissa's breathing slowed and her heartbeat returned to normal, she was completely awestruck by the depth of the love she felt for and from Bianca. She knew beyond all doubt that their future lie together, and time would only strengthen their love and connection. The real world may intervene and test them, but no matter what might come their way, they would handle it together. Marissa beamed as her eyes met Bianca's, and she gently caressed the brunette's face. She became lost in the warm brown eyes of Bianca and the love she saw there as she pulled her closer for a slow, sensual kiss. As their tongues collided, the redhead felt the need for more of Bianca build again. The brunette moaned in surprised delight as Marissa moved on top of her, deepening the kiss even more. Her fingers traced the velvety soft skin of the brunette, memorizing each line and each reaction her touch caused the brunette. Her hand paused as it made its way between Bianca's thighs. Marissa gazed up into the darkening eyes of her girlfriend. A question was evident in the redhead's eyes. Am I doing, Is this right? Bianca took a ragged breath and nodded. Oh God, yes! You're doing great. Marissa marveled at the sensation she experienced as she slid two fingers inside Bianca. It was a feeling she had never experienced before and one that she knew, in that instant, that she would never grow tired of with Bianca. She had never felt so close to anyone before. Her trance was broken by the moan that escaped from the brunette. The two set a steady pace, and Bianca pulled the redhead to her crashing their lips together as it began to increase and intensify. Marissa could feel Bianca tighten around her and instinctively applied more pressure. Bianca cried out, "Marissa!" as she was driven over the edge and completely unraveled.
The two lay entwined and gasping for air. Neither was able to speak for several minutes as they basked in the love they shared. Bianca slowly pulled the redhead closer giving her a loving kiss. "I love you."
"I love you too." Marissa nestled closer as Bianca held her, and both women drifted off to a blissful slumber.