Will it be a new and improved me? Give me a clue from the depths of your mind, you are what I am to become. Tell them what you are, so your conscience will begin anew. A face, so cold, swarming death -- kill me, kill me it drolled. Red death swirled in hair so light, let me touch, I promise it will not be in vain. Your blood runs like water through pipes to heaven, I want to be your clone.
Paint scars my body; will you dance with me tonight? We will dye the sky white with ribbons that transform us. Give me a knife, and I will show the world what I cannot do. Do it for me, for you are obsolete.
Drug me to perfection; operate until I resemble the one with black flowers blooming from the head. Give me the skills required, and I will make red flowers bloom from his arms. I want to make him experience unbearable pain.
Sand, sand swallows my soul, let me scream, this is what I needed. Give me morphine; kill the pain of the sun. Oh, let your spirit seep into mine, hack the life left in me to death. I want to be just like you, let me steal your lips.
Destroy me with your hands; scream at me with your eyes. Don't you know I love you as that bitch loves you? Just look at me once more with your eyes; I want to drown in your tears. Won't you be my Jester? Fool me and take my gold, as long as you give your precious eyes to me.
Such an ego, everything I was supposed to be. Spill out your thoughts to me, I will spin them into fine silk. Only for you. Watch them as they take your starlight away, blame it on me, they will all believe.
I watch as they try to save me from the hands. They are safe; the others want to harm him. Make the thumping noise stop; I want to bleed. Send the blinding light through me, do not close my eyes and tell me that I am dead. Breathe your empty lies through me.
Come back from the darkness dear Dragoon, do not be fooled by the wings, I am the only way. Find your lifeline again in my imperfect body. Make me pure. I want to feel the space He created for us again.
They scream for me, but what have I done for them? Defeated the only piece of rightful existence left to me. Oh, come back King of Darkness, I thrive off your soul. Without you, I am obsolete like the others. Your halo will become my only way to death.
Just wrap me in plastic metal, give me a number to cherish. Let the machines think for me, send me the information to be perfect. Let Him look me over. Tell Him I am complete.
For I only want to be your clone.
Written by: Lufiia.
March 22nd - 23rd, 2006.