"Well I do Abby, I love you and it's not your fault. You had no idea that Susan's sister and brother-in-law had died. Besides if anyone is to blame it's me."
"Why Carter? Huh? Because you dared to keep the devastating truth about Susan a secret when you knew it would hurt her if you told me. No it's not your fault."
"Well because it's not yours either. Let's go back inside finish our shifts and then go back to my place and talk this all out."
"Fine Carter, We will go to your place after work and talk."
Then they headed back into the hospital and real life. As if things could not get any worse Luka was on today too.
"Hey Abby"
"Oh Luka, It's you."
"Yeah who did you think it was? The Easter bunny?"
"I wish, with the morning I've had."
"Why what happened?"
"I'd rather not talk about it seeing as you hate Carter and want nothing more than for us to break up."
"Oh that's not true. Sure I still love you and I think Carter's not good enough for you, but so what?"
"These are the days I wish I could have a drink and a cigarette."
"Why can't you?"
"I can't that's all"
"Why because he said so Abby?"
"No"
"I would never force you to stop doing those things because I wanted to fix you. He should just be grateful he has you the way you are right now."
"You know I think this conversation is over"