Because Of You

As the girl with soft brown hair walked down steps of the Magic of Ministry she remembered what it was like before HE had broken her heart and gone to far.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

How HE had destroyed Hermione Grangers life by making her learn the hard way of it not getting that far.

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

As Hermione Granger walked through the door of her apartment she realized how afraid of the life and the world she was.

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh

Every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

But now when she goes out with someone the most it has lasted is a month because her heart can never be broken again for that its shall never be whole again or was it to start with in each new relationship.

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

So as Hermione lay on her bed in her hello kitty PJ's she thought about why her life had taken a turn for the worst –oh she remembers how Harry potter and Ronald Weasly were only her "friends" because she was smart! And from there on she was sad and so people took advantage of that.

I watched you die

I heard you cry

Every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry

In the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

But one person acted nice to her because HE liked her. Only the minor fact he never told her the truth. He would always have nightmares but never told what they were about.

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Hermione had realised the only way being able to get to sleep was by mentioning his name.

Because of you

Because of you

Draco Malfoy