Disclaimer: Disney owns Bonnie Rockwaller. I'm using her for this fic. I'm sorry for the way I'm going to treat her in this story. But remember that she has a happy ending. This is a prequel to my VAPT stories. Enough talk, now on with the story.

If he loves me? Then why does he hurt me?

Chapter 1.

Bonnie was having another nightmare. "Kim please don't do this. Please!" Bonnie screamed as the redhead beat her senseless.

"You deserve it! You took away my Ron. You used him. You hurt him!" Screamed Kim as she continued to beat Bonnie.

Bonnie awoke with a start to the sound of her two year old daughter crying. "Shhh Ronnie. It's OK. Mommy's here." Bonnie said softly to her daughter as the crying died down.

"Ma ma. Play me." Said the two year old. Veronica was just grasping the concept of the English language.

"I'm sorry honey. But it's sleep time. Not play time." Said Bonnie as she started to sing a soft lullaby to make her daughter fall asleep again. After about three minuets the tiny child fell back into a deep sleep.

Bonnie crawled back into bed.

In the morning. Bonnie's mom came over to watch the baby. "So, You'll be back at two right?" Said her mom as she held the baby.

"Yeah mom. I'm just glad that Ronnie's old enough for me to be able to do this." Bonnie had decided to volunteer at a soup kitchen for three days of the week. She had matured a lot since moving to LA. When she first found out that she was pregnant, she was terrified. The fact that she was pregnant didn't bother her. It was who the father was. She wasn't sure. When she told her boyfriend Josh, he ran off. And the only other person was Ron Stoppable. She was never going to tell him about it. Because she felt like that she ruined his life after having sex with him at a party. They were both drunk. And she thought that he was her boyfriend. One thing lead to another and she started to have sex with him. Only after calling her Kim, did she realize who she was having sex with. She said the worst things to him. And a week later he broke up with Kim. Kim was so angry at Bonnie, that she shattered her jaw. After the surgery was when she found out that she was with child.

Bonnie still has the feeling that Ron's the father, but she'll never tell him. I just don't want to ruin his life any further. She thought. Snapping out of her thoughts, she told her mom. "Thank you again for watching Ronnie. I'll try to hurry home as fast as I can."

"No Problem Bon-Bon. Just be careful. You're going to a dangerous part of town." Said her paranoid mother.

"I will mom." Said Bonnie

When Bonnie got to the soup kitchen she already noticed a line of poor people forming at the door.

Getting inside, she went to the director of the kitchen. "Good morning Mrs. Henderson. What do you need me to do?" Said Bonnie as she tied an apron around her waist.

"Morning Bonnie. Well I guess you can be on ladle duty." Said the motherly figure.

For about an hour Bonnie served soup to the various homeless people. Each one greeted her in kind as she served the next one. She felt like a pair of eyes were on her the whole time.

Jason Wilcox had just started volunteering at about the same time that Bonnie did. They had a great friendship going. That and the constant flirting that they did. But today seemed like the day for him to take it one step further. "Bonnie? Can I ask you something?" Said Jason with a bit of a nervous air.

"Sure Jason." Said Bonnie after handing out the last bowl of soup.

"Will you go out with me on Friday?" Said Jason in a rapid clip.

"Sure. There's no harm in going out with a friend." Said Bonnie.

"I mean on a date." He said.

"Oh!"

Author's note: This is going to be a very angsty fic. As soon as I get the first couple of fluffy chapters out of the way. Also I'm going to jump time a lot in this story. So the next chapter is probably going to be about a month into their relationship. Hope y'all like this one as much as my others. Thanks for reading.

Erik