Jen
woke with a scream.
Orli yelped, a sound akin to that which a
small puppy might make upon being kicked, as he sat upright in bed,
and winced as the blood rushed from his head and the room spun. He
looked around wildly for a moment before locating the source of the
noise. "Jen, what's wrong?" he asked frantically.
Jen
didn't appear to hear him. "Not yet… it's too soon, what are
you doing? You call yourself a doctor? I want a lawyer!"
Orli's
eyebrows knitted together. "Jen?"
She started.
"What?"
He stared at her. "What do you need a
lawyer for?"
Jen looked puzzled for a moment. Then, shaking
her head, she recollected herself and wondered, still half to
herself, "Did I say that aloud?" She shrugged when Orli
gave her a look in response, and explained. "I had this dream…
I don't remember all of it, but I was having my baby, and it was
months too early. I tried to get the doctor to squish it back inside
me…" Seeing Orli's face, she added, "That didn't sound
quite so bad in my head," before continuing. "And I wanted
a lawyer, because I was going to sue the stupid doctor…" Jen
gave up trying to voice the dream as Orli gave up trying not to
laugh. She shrugged, and they both went back to sleep.
New
Year's Eve: In Josh, Orli and Michelle's opinion, one of the best
holidays of the year.
Jen did not agree with them on this
particular point, as she was vehemently opposed to the practice of
racing around looking like a slut all night and was self-conscious
about showing more skin than was absolutely necessary to begin with,
but they had threatened to leave her behind, whereupon Jen attempted
the "I-don't-have-anything-to-wear" excuse. Michelle
offered to let Jen raid her somewhat more… daring… closet, and
since they were the same size, only different heights, that was the
end of the argument, and Jen tromped off to find something of
Michelle's to wear.
Twenty minutes later, around eight o'clock,
Jen had chosen an outfit from Michelle's closet that Michelle assured
her looked fabulous: a sequined red tank top that crisscrossed across
her back and ended about an inch above her belly button, along with a
short denim skirt and two-inch wooden platforms with red straps,
customized for the top. She borrowed Michelle's choker, a long-ago
Christmas present that Jen had never been able to find an exact copy
of for herself, and wore it along with her own crystal bracelet and
drop earrings set with similar crystals, arranged to form flowers
that shimmered every color of the rainbow when they caught the light.
Michelle had opted for a sparkly green V-neck halter and a similar
denim skirt with very little material, and paired it with backless,
three-inch black platforms with green straps. She wore a silver heart
necklace, much like Reese Witherspoon's in Legally Blonde,
with a matching bracelet and huge hoop earrings in the shape of
hearts.
"We look very Christmas-y," was Michelle's first
dry remark, in reference to the red and green tops.
"We're
beautiful," Jen asserted. "Now for makeup."
Michelle
grinned, looking slightly evil, Jen thought, and immediately wished
she had said nothing about makeup. However, even she had to admit
that Michelle had a great makeup collection, and they spent the next
half hour mixing and matching eye shadows and blushes and lipsticks.
In the end Jen was wearing black eyeliner with silver shadow, reddish
blush and flesh tone lip gloss; Michelle chose the same black
eyeliner and used eye shadow in chunky, glittery green, along with
pink blush and red lipstick.
"Finally," Josh grumbled
when they arrived downstairs.
Jen laughed. "I happen to
believe all that time was very much worth it."
Josh gave her
a big impulsive hug. "You look stunning. Dazzling. Very
attractive. Aren't you glad we talked you into coming with us?"
Jen
mumbled something and walked away, not wishing to admit that she felt
gorgeous and self-confident, and also not wanting to say she was
already beginning to believe she'd been wrong about New Year's
Eve.
"What about me?" she heard Michelle ask behind her.
"Aren't I attractive too?"
Jen didn't hear the
reply, but she did have the misfortune of hearing Michelle laugh and
was left to wonder just what Josh had said. She shook it off and
walked into the kitchen to find Orli, wanting him to tell her how
beautiful ("sexy" would have been a nice word to hear) she
looked.
After having heard Orli's reassurance that she looked
absolutely fabulous, Jen refused to leave before pulling on a tan,
woolen coat, and Michelle had to conduct an extensive search for her
form-fitting black leather jacket, as it was more than slightly cold
outside. Finally, the four of them set out to go "clubbing,"
as Orli called it. It made Jen slightly nervous, as she preferred to
stay home and watch movies on New Year's Eve, but Orli told her
firmly that there was nothing to it. All she needed was the outfit,
and she would be right at home.
Half an hour later the quartet
arrived at a new club that had opened downtown. They knew they were
getting close about three city blocks away when they heard music
blaring. But when they got closer Jen, once her ears adjusted to the
volume, had to admit that it looked like a good time.
"So?"
Orli asked once they were inside.
"So?" Jen echoed.
"Nothing's happened yet. I don't have an opinion already."
Orli
smiled. "You'll love it. You're a great dancer. You look
gorgeous. You have nothing to worry about."
He was right. Jen
was getting down on that dance floor with at least four guys she
didn't know (one of them, she reflected, reminded her very much of
Owen Wilson, who she'd run into in Hollywood early in the summer and
had fallen in love with, in her it's-not-happening alternate
universe, a fact which she had chosen never to divulge to her
husband, though Josh knew), and Orli looked as though he was already
regretting his urging her to go out with them. Josh was nowhere to be
seen, and Michelle had disappeared a long time ago, though Orli
assumed they'd gone off together and were being naughty in some
relatively quiet corner.
Orli heaved a dramatic sigh, causing the
drunken man next to him to glance over at him before toppling
backwards off his barstool, and cut through the sea of people on the
dance floor to reach his wife. It wasn't easy to shove his way
past Jen's admirers, but he managed it and yelled to Jen over the
music, "Mind if I cut in?"
Jen flashed him a grin, the
huge disco ball above them sending patterns of light dancing across
her face and illuminating her carefully (and extravagantly) applied
makeup. "I'd be glad if you did," she half-screamed,
straining to be heard.
"So wasn't I right about this?"
Orli called, as though they were a block away from each other.
Jen
looked away. "I can't hear you!" she shouted.
"Wasn't
I right?" Orli screamed, not understanding.
"What?"
Jen yelled.
"Don't you think I was right about this?" he
shouted.
"The music's too loud!" Jen yelled by way of
explanation.
Orli finally understood that Jen would refuse to
admit she'd been wrong. He laughed and changed his tactics. "So
let's see some of those dance moves I've been watching you pull off
on complete strangers… if you can hear me!" he cried
mockingly.
"Loud and clear," Jen shot back with a
devilish grin.
Two
hours later Jen found herself fighting off a migraine and asked if
Orli was ready to leave. His response: "Where'd Josh and
Michelle go? I haven't seen them since we got here."
By luck
Michelle ran up as soon as the words had passed his lips. Jen
pointed. "There's one of them!"
Breathless, Michelle
asked, "Do you have any idea where Josh is?"
Orli looked
surprised. "I assumed you two were off in some corner, being
very bad together."
Michelle made a face. "On any other
occasion I would laugh, except that I haven't seen him in half an
hour. He said he was going to the restroom, and I told him I'd wait
for him, but he didn't come back, and then I saw you…" Her
voice trailed off.
Jen frowned, puzzled but not yet alarmed. "He
probably just forgot where he said he'd meet you. Or maybe he's
drunk."
Michelle snorted. "He had a sip of beer. Even
you and I don't get drunk on that."
Orli couldn't suppress a
snicker. Jen and Michelle simply refused to drink, even on "special
occasions." Michelle had a sip of wine each Sunday at church,
and that was enough for her.
Josh wandered up just then. "Sorry,
Michelle. I ran into an old friend; I haven't seen her in years and I
had a beer and I completely forgot to meet you again."
Michelle
glared. "I might not care some other time, but right now I'm
going to be suspicious. Her?"
A surprised Josh
explained, "I went to school with her, and we dated in the tenth
grade. There isn't anything more to it than that."
Michelle
shrugged and dropped it. "Are you ready to go?"
"Go?"
Josh repeated. "It's not even midnight yet."
"Jen's
getting a headache," Orli interjected. "And I think I know
someplace else I'd rather be at midnight." His three friends
looked at him, confused, but he just waved their questions away with
a smile and headed for the door.
It
took some time to just force his way out of the parking lot, but
eventually Orli maneuvered into traffic and drove for some thirty
minutes, down to what he later explained was ten acres of his own
riverfront property along the Hudson River. His family, he said,
often visited when they were in the United States, which was often
enough to make the purchase worth it. He and Jen separated from Josh
and Michelle in a large garden perched almost on the river. A
gurgling fountain graced the center of the round garden, and
rosebushes surrounded the white marble bench on which Jen and Orli
sat. Lights twinkled out of the bushes, similar to the garden from
The Princess Diaries, or so Jen thought.
They sat in
silence for a few minutes, waiting for midnight, not saying anything,
just holding each other close and enjoying the quiet. After a while
they heard Michelle, not too far away, shout a warning: "One
minute till midnight!" and then fall silent again.
Orli
shifted, and Jen with him. She gazed into his warm brown eyes and
lost herself in their infinite depths, and she felt very aware of one
arm across her shoulders, and the other wrapped around her back, and
she suddenly realized that it was finally midnight, and somehow, Yes
I Will, by the Backstreet Boys, was playing softly in the
background. "Here's to the best year of our lives," Orli
whispered before leaning in to kiss her. Jen's response was passion,
and a fiery hunger for this kind of romance that she had kept pent up
for months without even realizing it.
The kiss lasted forever, or
at least the only part of forever that mattered to Jen. When they
broke apart, both slightly breathless, Jen murmured, "Why do you
say this will be the best year of our lives?"
"Because
we're together, and we're going to be parents- wonderful parents, and
we're going to have our best friends with us, and all our troubles
are behind us now," he answered, sounding so certain that Jen,
too, felt convinced. She smiled and leaned her head against his
shoulder with a happy sigh, feeling anticipation for the new year
that began right there and right then.
Orli
insisted that he didn't want anything big for his twenty-sixth
birthday; Jen, Michelle and Josh insisted on giving him something
huge. So on the evening of January thirteenth, Jen hopped behind the
wheel of her Mustang, with Orli beside her despite his protests, and
they headed off to a private downtown club they had booked for the
night (Josh and Michelle, having been appointed to set everything up,
had driven separately and left much earlier). Orli, of course, didn't
know what was going on, except that he was sure it was something he
didn't want to happen.
Jen led the way inside the club, which was
surprisingly quiet considering that it was, after all, a club. Orli
barely had time to wonder at that before his eyes adjusted to the
fluorescent lights and he realized that somehow or another, his best
friends had brought together the entire Lord of the Rings
cast, his whole extended family (excluding the few who were deceased)
and some of his old school friends who he immediately recognized
despite not having seen in years, along with Heath Ledger from Ned
Kelly, which, after long hours of Orli and Heath having to
reshoot scenes the directors of the movie didn't approve of, a
time-consuming process that was still in the works, would be coming
out later that year (Orli wasn't looking forward to Jen dragging him
to the movies to watch himself act, as he knew would happen). Orli
blinked a few times, trying to convince himself that he wasn't
hallucinating. He hadn't expected to ever see the whole Lord of
the Rings cast in the same place at the same time again, except
for possible reshoots for the last movie. In a cheesy rendition of
every surprise party, they had all jumped out and yelled "Surprise!"
when the door opened to admit Jen and Orli, and he had consequently
jumped approximately six inches higher than he knew he was capable
of. Later, when everyone had finished laughing and he had realized
who was there and just what was happening, he berated himself for not
expecting it.
In the meantime, Jen was behind him, smiling,
obviously pleased with herself. "You like?" she asked,
borrowing one of Michelle's favorite phrases.
"I love,"
he responded enthusiastically, "but you really didn't have to go
to all this trouble."
Jen's brow furrowed. "And if I did
have to, I wouldn't have wanted to." She gave him a small shove.
"Go mingle; look for me later. I think I'm going to go talk to
your friend Dominic… if you'd like to introduce us." The smile
she sent Orli's way was just a little too sweet and innocent.
Orli
laughed. "I guess I'll just have to trust that you won't be
cheating on me on my birthday," he emphasized, a smile
dancing its way across his lips.
"Never," Jen assured
him, linking her arm through his and marching deliberately in Dominic
Monaghan's general direction. Orli shook his head, amused, and lagged
behind her.
With Jen and Dominic chatting away (Jen, having
conquered her adolescent shyness, was doing quite a bit of the
talking, although Dominic definitely looked interested), Orli walked
over to talk to Elijah Wood and Billy Boyd, who were currently
engaged in conversation with Michelle.
Orli looked around, noting
the huge box behind the counter at the bar and absently wondering if
there was a big birthday cake inside. He observed a large case of
beers and very much hoped they were there for the party. He also saw
streamers hanging from the ceilings and banisters of the staircase to
the second floor, which was usually reserved for small private
parties. Never having reserved an upstairs room in such a club, Orli
wondered just what was up there that was so special. He'd heard that
they often had expensive, velvety loveseats, private rooms and
soundproof walls for a quiet atmosphere, and were supposedly romantic
getaways for lovesick couples that grew tired of loud music and
perverted people pursuing them on the dance floor. Relaxing a little,
he admitted, only to himself, that he was glad his friends had given
him this party.
All in all the party was Orli's idea of a good
time. Eventually music blared out of unseen speakers, and most of
those present being actors to some degree at least, nobody had a
problem getting out on the dance floor. The huge box behind the
counter at the bar did indeed contain Orli's birthday cake, one of
Michelle's most extravagant creations, and it tasted delicious, as
everyone agreed, and the beer was, as Orli had so hoped, for the
occasion. Orli spent nearly four hours catching up with his friends
from former movies and had to confess to Jen that he enjoyed himself
immensely, upon which she gave him a smug "I-told-you-so"
sort of look. Orli didn't even mind.
Finally the party ended. Orli
regretfully said good-bye to everyone, and with many promises of
keeping in touch and in a flurry of hugs and handshakes, the guests
left.
Michelle bent over to pick up an empty beer bottle,
muttered something about "uncivilized… ungrateful…"
people, and winced as she stood up. Michelle had mild back problems,
the permanent consequence of toting around too much weight in her
backpack when she was still in high school. Orli moved to help, but
she shook her head. "What kind of a horrible person would I be
if I let you clean up after your own birthday party?" she
argued, so Orli shrugged and went to help Josh and Jen, who gave him
similar variations of the same response. With a resigned sigh he sat
down and watched his friends clean up, and after a while he even
began to enjoy the luxury of not working and felt slightly smug.
At
last Michelle stood and stretched. "I think this place is clean
now."
"Why didn't you just hire someone to do that for
you?" Orli asked.
Michelle shrugged. "We can do it. Why
pay some slick lady with a broom and ammonia two hundred bucks so we
don't have to?"
Orli nodded wisely, as though they commonly
spared expense whenever possibly.
"Michelle, we're leaving!"
Josh called from across the club.
Orli stood up and gave Michelle
a hug and a quick peck on the cheek. She returned the friendly kiss.
"Happy birthday," she said with a smile. "Tell me, are
you glad we did something for you?"
Orli deliberately looked
away, but gave up the façade after a moment and broke into a
genuine grin. "Thank you," he said simply.
"Michelle!"
Josh cried, impatient.
Michelle blinked, looking amused. "I
think I should go."
"Are you leaving without us?"
Orli questioned.
Michelle smiled strangely. "Your party's not
over yet." She turned quickly and walked away before Orli could
ask what she meant. Orli watched her exit with Josh, both of them
laughing and Josh sending a furtive look over his shoulder as they
went.
Only Jen and Orli remained. Orli sent a glance her way,
puzzled. "What did Michelle mean, my party's not over yet?"
he asked, even as he was beginning to understand.
Jen smiled.
"We're going to find out what's upstairs."
Orli was
still mildly confused. "Are we allowed to do that?"
"Not
exactly," Jen explained, "but we have the club booked until
one in the morning, and it's barely eleven. The door up there isn't
locked, so we're going to assume it's fine."
They ascended
the stairs, tiptoeing exaggeratedly to be sure they weren't heard,
just in case they were breaking the law after all. It was quiet
upstairs, and dark until, after a moment of fumbling, Jen located the
light switch on the sidewall.
It wasn't a private room, but it was
obviously, for the time being, empty. Orli allowed himself to sit
down on the red velvet couch, but jumped up suddenly as music began
to play and the lights dimmed to offer very little illumination. Jen
looked just as puzzled as he felt, but smiled as she recognized the
song and immediately understood that someone, or perhaps two
someones, had prepared this for them.
Dancin' in the dark,
middle of the night
Takin' your heart, and holdin' it
tight
Emotional touch, touchin' my skin
And askin' you to do,
what you've been doin' all over again
Oh, it's a beautiful
thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you
know
What it is that won't let me go
Orli bowed
formally to Jen and offered his hand. "May I have this
dance?"
Jen smiled in sweet submission and nodded her assent.
Orli took her hand, brought it to his lips and kissed it softly,
gazing into her eyes. Then he pulled her into the middle of the room;
the furniture had previously been swept against the walls to make
room for this very purpose.
His right hand interlaced with her
left, his other hand on her waist and hers resting lightly on his
shoulder, they danced. The danced in the dark, at that magical hour
called midnight, and held each other tight, and it was
beautiful.
It's your love
It just does somethin' to
me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And
if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love
"Orli,"
Jen whispered, and he looked down. She brought her mouth to his and
kissed him. "Happy birthday," she finished.
He looked at
her and smiled. "You're the best gift anyone could ever give
me."
She smiled too, white teeth flashing in the dark, and
her only response was to step a little closer to him, hold his hand a
little more tightly, wrap her arm a little further around his neck,
and she felt him pull her nearer, and the pressure on her own hand
increased, and his arm further encircled her waist.
Better
than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened, by takin'
your hand
And who I am now, is who I wanted to be
And now that
we're together
I'm stronger than ever, I'm happy and free
Oh,
it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in, no
And
if you asked me why I changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet
name
Jen sighed, lost in the moment. A minute or a
thousand passed; it made no difference. She wasn't seeing the room
around her anymore, but remembering the first time she had heard this
song, before she ever met Orlando, when she was still dreaming about
him and imagining herself singing to him and asking him for a dance,
singing to him this very song and asking him for this very
dance.
Orli's eyes looked inwards also; he saw himself first
meeting Jen, saw her when they celebrated his birthday together for
the first time, just two years ago, and she had bought him a box of
chocolates and a balloon with a teddy bear holding a sign that said
"Happy Birthday" (Orli loved teddies) and she had started
crying for no reason (it was that time of the month), and he had
laughed and told her he loved her for the first time. And he hadn't
meant to say the words; they had just slipped out, but they rang
true, because he did love her and suddenly knew that was one of the
only things in his life he was sure of.
It's your love
It
just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I
can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm
under
It's your love
They both shook themselves back to
the present and grinned foolishly at each other in the dark. Jen
found herself singing softly with the music: "If you wonder…
about the spell I'm under… It's your love." She looked up.
"This is a perfect song."
And Orli had to agree. It sang
of his love for his wife better than his bumbling words ever could.
He tried singing with her, but they both were hard pressed not to
laugh at his scratchy voice, especially as he wasn't sure of the
words. Jen suppressed a snicker and leaned her head against his
chest. "Don't sing," she murmured, unable to stop herself
saying it. "Talk to me."
"What do you want me to
say?" he asked.
"All I want is to hear your voice."
Oh,
baby
Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all
in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me
go
So Orli talked. He told her how wonderful she was, and what a beautiful, perfect, God-sent creation he thought her to be, and he spoke of her many talents and that sweet inner beauty that so many others he'd met were in want of, and how fast he'd fallen for her, and how afraid he was of love at first, before he learned he didn't have to be scared when he was with her.
It's your
love
It just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right
through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the
spell I'm under
It's your love
It's your love
It's your
love
As the song ended they held each other still, held
each other tight and wouldn't let go. Because they were under a
spell, a spell called Love, and neither had any desire to break
it.
They fell back onto the loveseat, hands still laced together.
Jen leaned her head on his shoulder, and they talked.
They talked
about Orli's party, and his old friends and how much he had enjoyed
seeing them again. He thanked her for going all out for him even as
he protested that she shouldn't have once again; she laughed and put
a finger to his lips. "I won't apologize for trying to do
something special unless you didn't enjoy yourself," she told
him firmly, and he grinned and assured her there was no need to
request forgiveness.
Orli, in a sudden change of mood, reached
over and placed a hand on Jen's stomach. She was finally beginning to
display the fact that she was pregnant after nearly four months
(exercise had prevented immediate signs of this but could no longer
hide it) and had reluctantly gone shopping for maternity clothes the
week before. She'd come home with a frilly pink top, which displeased
her greatly, and elastic-waisted denim jeans that she complained were
"huge." At least she was beginning to accept the fact that
her dancing career would have to be put on hold until after the baby
was born, and in the meantime she could still sing. Thinking all of
this, Orlando smiled, a genuine, delighted smile, and told her, as
though in the middle of a conversation they'd been carrying on all
along, "Plus, we're going to be parents… Life can't get any
better."
And for the first time, thinking about this, Jen
felt no nervousness, and beamed happily.
"Valentine's
Day is next week," Jen commented over lunch at La Maria one day
a few weeks later, trying to sound nonchalant and disinterested. She
was wearing the "huge" denim jeans and frilly pink top that
she had so despised upon their purchase but was growing accustomed
to.
Orli glanced up from his taco and cheese puff. "I'm
aware," he responded, face impassive. "Rabbit food,"
he added in a mutter, glancing at her low-fat salad with its low-fat
dressing.
Jen chose to ignore the last comment and instead
acknowledged the first, her face brightening visibly. "Did you
get me something?"
Orli looked puzzled. "Was I supposed
to?" He gave her his best pout. "I thought I was enough for
you."
"Only on my best days," Jen laughed.
Orli
looked hurt. She reached out and covered his hand with her smaller
one. "I'm just kidding."
"I know," he smiled.
After a brief silence, he asked, "So does this mean I'm
enough?"
Jen sighed melodramatically. "You'll do."
They
both laughed (actually, Jen giggled while Orli laughed, a somewhat
deeper sound).
"So I'm going to the doctor's next week,"
Jen decided to mention just then.
"What for?" Orli
asked, interested.
"Just to check up, and probably do an
ultrasound," Jen answered. "It's on Thursday."
Orli
looked disappointed. "I can't be there! Look at how I'm starting
my career as a parent!"
Jen looked upset too. "Why
not?"
"They're making us do something or another with
Ned Kelly," Orli explained. "Nobody's told me what,
and that's the only day they can do it."
Jen pulled a sad
face. "I'm so sorry," he told her, and he was. So Jen tried
to smile for him, and said, "Don't worry, I'll go with Josh and
Michelle, and we'll buy a tape of the ultrasound and get a big huge
television to watch it on so it'll be just like you were there."
Orli
didn't look convinced. "I can't believe that the one day I have
something to do is the one day I also have something so much more
important to do, and I can't reschedule."
"I promise I
will tell you all about it," Jen swore. Then, trying to lighten
the mood, she added, "So, about Valentine's Day…" and
Orli had to laugh.
Jen
made Josh and Michelle go with her to the hospital downtown, although
they were more than willing. The doctor explained the procedure and
spread some cold gel over Jen's stomach, then ran a metal instrument
over the area as they watched the images unfold in black and white on
a small television screen.
The doctor (her name tag read Neelson)
was chatty. She told Jen about her first child, when she was a
teenager, and how she'd given the baby away because her boyfriend
transferred schools and refused to have anything to do with her, and
how much it hurt, and how glad she was for Jen, and how she'd since
married and had a four-year-old girl named Alexis, who called herself
"Lexi," sucked her thumb and constantly talked in third
person. Jen smiled and, in turn, confided in Dr. Neelson about her
fears and uncertainties, and how loving and supportive her husband
had been for her, and how glad she was that she was finally going to
be a mother, and how long she'd waited for this to happen.
Dr.
Neelson glanced up at Josh and Michelle, who were standing silently,
holding hands and watching the screen. "Do you have kids
yet?"
Michelle looked sad. "Not yet." She glanced
at Josh, and there was meaning in that brief look, but Jen couldn't
decipher it. Josh obviously knew what Michelle was getting at and
gave her his own pointed look. Michelle sighed and looked back at the
screen. "Actually," Josh contributed, "we're not sure
we want kids just yet." He smiled, though it didn't quite reach
his eyes. "We're going to let Jen be our guinea pig," he
laughed. Jen made a face but took it in stride and found herself
grinning too. She returned her attention to the television.
The
good doctor did likewise, casually. Then she suddenly did a double
take, looking puzzled. She stared hard at the screen; Jen felt her
heart skip a beat in dreadful anticipation. "What's wrong?"
she asked anxiously as Michelle tightened her grip on Josh's
hand.
"Nothing!" Dr. Neelson cried. "I'm sorry,
nothing's wrong. We just… we usually notice this before the fourth
month of pregnancy."
Jen frowned, more confused than not.
"Notice what?" she questioned, still not convinced that she
shouldn't be worrying.
"Well," Dr. Neelson began,
pointing out some blurred images on the television. "Right here,
that tells us…"
Jen
fell into bed, exhausted. She'd spent nearly an hour more at the
hospital, talking to the doctor and purchasing a copy of the
ultrasound on DVD, to give to Orli tomorrow, which had been a bit of
a problem since most normal people had to order the tape and wait
several weeks. However, Josh, determined that Jen not be considered
normal, had pulled a few strings and given a few autographs, so Jen
walked out with the DVD, gift wrapped specially in pink paper with
red hearts and a big, poufy ribbon on top, for her to present to her
husband. Afterwards Josh and Michelle had insisted on taking her out
for dinner at Le Cirque. She couldn't help asking them why they had
been so awkward when Dr. Neelson asked if they had kids, and
reluctantly they told her something they had planned to keep to
themselves for as long as possible ("You're supposed to be an
actor, Josh," Michelle scolded, as though she were completely
blameless in the matter. "Couldn't you pretend nothing was
wrong?")
"I'm… not sure I'm really ready for kids,"
Josh confessed, "but that's only part of the problem."
Jen
waited. When he saw that she wasn't going to comment, he continued.
"We're also having some… problems."
That peaked Jen's
interest. "What kind of problems?"
Josh looked at
Michelle. They argued with their eyes for a moment, and then Michelle
spoke. "Problems of the fertility nature," she stated,
rather matter-of-factly.
Jen's eyes widened. "What?"
Josh
looked faintly embarrassed as he once again took over the narrative.
"We decided, awhile back, that we were ready to start a family,
but after some time we realized something was wrong, so we went to
see a doctor about it. And…" His voice trailed off; he didn't
have to finish.
Jen looked puzzled. "So whose fault is that,
yours or Michelle's?"
Neither of them answered. "It
doesn't matter," Michelle said at last. "The fact
remains."
Jen sighed, but knew better than to push such a
delicate issue. She tactfully, or so she thought, changed the
subject. "So can you believe what Dr. Neelson said?" she
exclaimed. Though it wasn't appropriate for the moment, as Jen
realized later, it had turned the tide of the conversation, and it
had effectively driven Josh and Michelle's problems from her mind,
whatever it had done for them.
It was possibly the last thing Jen
had expected, but as Michelle had said, it was some kind of a
miracle, and Jen would gladly accept this one. Dr. Neelson's report
had driven Michelle to declare that it was a cause for celebration,
so they had tromped off to dinner, even though Orli was working late
and couldn't be there. ("I'll tell him all about it tomorrow,"
Jen had decided. "It'll probably be the best Valentine's Day
gift I can give him," and her friends had agreed.)
Jen was
reflecting upon all this as she tried to close her eyes and fall
asleep that night. She was physically worn out, but her mind was
buzzing and would not allow her rest. She couldn't help wishing Orli
were there, so she could talk to him; at that moment she hated being
alone more than anything. But Orli had called with an apology, saying
he would be home hours later than he'd originally thought, due to his
having to shoot several nighttime scenes, and that there was no need
to worry. As an afterthought, he'd asked how the ultrasound had
gone.
"Great," Jen had begun, "and you'll never
guess what the doctor said." She'd planned to wait until
tomorrow to tell him, of course, but she found that she was just too
excited and was afraid she would explode if she kept her news to
herself any longer.
Orli turned away from the phone. "Give me
a minute!" he called to someone over his shoulder. "What
did you say?" he'd asked, returning his attention to
Jen.
"You'll never guess what Dr. Neelson said," Jen
repeated, heart beating wildly as she wondered at his reaction.
"Dr.
Neelson?" Orli repeated, puzzled and, in his confusion,
completely skimming over the more important message in Jen's words.
"Who's Dr. Neelson?"
"The doctor who did my
ultrasound!" Jen cried, slightly exasperated. "And you
won't believe…"
"I'm coming!" he yelled,
trying to cover the phone, but Jen still heard him, and he sounded as
though he was in a hurry. "Jen, I'm so sorry. I really have to
go. Glad things went well. They want us to shoot some night scenes,
so I won't be home till maybe two or three. I know, I said I'd be
home by eleven, and I really wish they'd let us off. I love you!
Bye."
"Bye-" Jen had started to say, and then heard
that final click as Orli hung up. She'd stared at the phone in
bewilderment for a moment before slowly hanging up. She stood frozen
with her hand on the phone for a full minute, wishing her husband
could be around more, and have more time for her. Coming to her
senses, she'd shaken her practical head and told herself it was just
as well; she'd planned to tell him all about her trip to the hospital
when they exchanged Valentine's Day gifts.
She tossed and turned
for a while, alone in the king-size bed, until she at last fell into
a deep, dreamless sleep.
Valentine's
Day was bitterly cold, and to everyone's mild surprise it had snowed
overnight, something the weather forecaster had not previously
informed them of. Jen shrugged into a pink sweater, a color she
despised because she thought it did nothing for her skin (a fraction
of the reason why she hated her frilly pink maternity wear), and
shoved her feet into the deep red slippers she'd received from Orli
for Christmas, smiling as the velvety material made contact with her
skin. She walked over to the window and gazed outside, admiring the
picturesque view. Though Jen grew cold easily, she found it more than
worth the slight discomfort to see the glittering white snow covering
the pine trees, and admire the way it lay, yet untrodden, on the
ground.
She felt a hand on her shoulder and turned around to find
Orli smiling at her. "Beautiful, isn't it?" he asked by way
of a good morning, and gave her a kiss.
She stood up taller to
receive the kiss. "Happy Valentine's Day!"
"So,
about that present you were asking me about…" Orli began.
Jen
immediately lost interest in further kissing. "Where is it?"
she demanded playfully.
"Well," he started. "Some
of it's outside in the kitchen…"
Jen trotted off to see
without waiting for any further explanation, and Orli was left with
no choice but to follow, shaking his head in exasperated
amusement.
Jen walked outside the room and was greeted with dozens
of dark red roses, set upon each and every table, counter and various
end tables. She blinked in surprise even as she inhaled the sweet
scent. "A dozen for every year we've been together, and a dozen
for our baby, and a few dozen more just for fun," Orli
explained.
Jen laughed. "I had no idea you were capable of
artfully arranging roses, any more than I knew we had so many vases
to put them in."
Orli looked sheepish. "I bought half of
those vases, actually, and I enlisted some help in the arrangement,"
he admitted, apparently providing Jen with further reason to
laugh.
When she'd regained control of herself, Jen rushed over to
the table and proudly pointed out Orli's spot, where she'd laid the
tape of the ultrasound. "This is for you," she declared
happily, and Orli, puzzled, tore away the paper. He grinned when he
saw the tape. "Is this what I think it is?"
"I
couldn't say," Jen responded, attempting to be mysterious. "What
do you think it is?"
"Did you get a tape of your
ultrasound?" he asked, sounding excited.
"I sure did,"
Jen replied, still determined to keep her tone casual and trying not
to betray the little bubble of happiness rising inside her.
"Let's
watch it!" Orli cried, his eyes lighting up as though he were a
six-year-old at the candy store. He raced towards the television, and
then suddenly stopped, did an about-face, and ran into the bedroom.
Jen stared after him.
He sprinted out a minute later, carrying a
department store bag. From the bag he produced a fairly small,
hastily wrapped parcel and a very small, thin one. Jen reached slowly
for the thin, neatly wrapped one, wondering what could possibly be
inside.
She tore away the paper, a true chore since there was too
much tape over it, and immediately knew who had wrapped it. From
within the paper she produced a folder with yellow rubber duckies all
over it and gave over a moment for admiration of the design. Upon
opening it, she discovered lyrics for four different songs,
co-written by all three of her friends (she'd had no idea Josh and
Orli could write). She gazed at the words for a moment and decided
they were definitely worth writing music for.
After she'd given
her approval to the song lyrics, she turned her attention to the
other package. Studying it for a moment, she first noted that it
looked like jewelry, and then realized that the wrapping job was
messy and used little tape, so she knew this one was only from Orli.
Jen pulled away the wrapping paper easily to reveal a small gold box.
Holding her breath for some incomprehensible reason, she slowly
opened the box and found, nestled on a cushion of cotton, a gold
ring.
But it wasn't just any gold ring. A diamond heart sparkled
in the middle of the band, and on either side of it were engraved the
names "ORLI" and "JENN." A plus sign in ruby red
glittered in the middle of the heart, such that, in effect, the ring
read, "ORLI PLUS JENN," much as teenagers might carve on a
tree with soft bark. Jen slowly rotated the ring, admiring it from
every angle, and noticed that written on the back were the words,
"JUNE 21, 2002"- their wedding date.
Jen smiled up at
Orli and decided he deserved a big kiss, so she gave him several
before turning back to the ring to slide it onto her middle finger,
next to her wedding band. It didn't surprise her that it fit
perfectly.
"I have one more surprise," Orli announced
when she stopped gazing at her new ring.
Jen started. "There's
more?"
Orli explained, "I didn't want to tell you
then, but I stayed on the set so late last night because we were
almost finished filming, and I begged them to just get the rest over
with while we were there. I also nearly had to get down on bended
knee to ask for an uncut tape for you, for today." He held up a
DVD case. "Here it is, bloopers and deleted scenes and all."
Jen
gasped with delight. "We can watch it tonight!"
Orli's
eyes widened. "We? You're going to make me watch myself attempt
to act?"
"Oh, get over it," Jen ordered. "You
know you're a great actor."
Orli frowned.
Jen clapped her
hands together. "Now for my surprises! We'll get to the
ultrasound later. But there's something else I want to give you
first. I didn't get you near as much as you got me," she added,
sounding slightly upset. "But I hope you like it anyway."
After
his reassurance that he would love anything if it came from her, Jen
left and came back carrying a thin, square package. Orli took one
look at it and was convinced that it was a CD, or possibly two. He
wondered absently if she'd bought him The Two Towers
soundtrack, something he'd been begging her for, having a passion for
any music that helped make his movies successful.
Orli tore into
the paper, just as Jen had with his gifts, and discovered on top the
soundtrack he'd asked for, complete with a trading card of Legolas.
He glared up at Jen, who was beaming, and told her sarcastically,
"I'll cherish this one always."
Jen's eyes grew huge.
"Don't you like the CD? You were begging for it last week."
Orli
smiled and shook his head. "You know exactly what I'm talking
about."
"I couldn't resist." She couldn't ward off
a grin, either.
Laying that aside, he found underneath a generic
CD with no label or title. He looked up, puzzled.
Jen smiled
sheepishly. "I asked the studio to let me record some of my
favorite slow songs and put them on a CD for you."
Orli
pulled her into a tight hug. "What's on it?"
Jen's
response was muffled, as she was pressed up against his shirt. She
pulled back, though his arms still encircled her, and stared at the
floor as she answered, "To Love You More from Celine
Dion, It's Your Love, The Greatest Gift, A Moment
Like This, even though I can't stand Kelly Clarkson, Something
Worth Leaving Behind from Leeann Womack, although that isn't
really a love song…" Her voice trailed off. "I made a
list; it's… somewhere."
Orli laughed. "Somewhere.
That's a start." He pulled her back into his warm embrace.
"Thank you. I know I'll love it." He smiled slyly and
added, "I don't want to go out to dinner tonight. I was thinking
maybe we could find someone who'll make us something special and
bring it to us, so maybe we could listen to your songs while we
eat."
Jen gasped in visible alarm. "I don't want to
listen to myself singing!"
Orli, prepared for her response,
merely responded, "Tell you what. If I get to listen to you
singing while I eat my Valentine's dinner, I'll watch myself in Ned
Kelly with you later."
"Fair enough," Jen
half-laughed, half-grumbled, a unique tone of voice she had practiced
to perfection. "Who exactly is going to bring us dinner?"
"A
good friend of mine from a restaurant downtown. He told me we could
call and order whatever we wanted, and he'll have it to us whenever
we ask. Sound good?"
"Sounds perfect," Jen smiled.
"So… I guess we can just hang around for awhile."
Her
husband looked mildly upset. "What are we going to do with
ourselves?"
"We can do nothing…" Jen began. "But
I think there's something you wanted to see."
Orli brightened
visibly. "Can we watch the ultrasound now?" he begged. "I
want to see my little unborn baby."
Jen, having been waiting
for exactly this response, walked without comment into the living
room and popped the tape into the VCR. Dr. Neelson had recorded
herself explaining the images and meshed it with the tape, so that
Jen found herself saying little as Orli watched, mesmerized. But
there was one part Jen had requested that Dr. Neelson leave out and
allow her to explain to her husband.
When that part came, Jen
sprang up from her seat on the couch and walked proudly over to point
out the very same images Dr. Neelson had elucidated for her only the
day before. But before she could get a word out, Orli frowned. "Does
this baby of ours have two heads?"
Jennifer smiled. "I
tried to tell you last night, but you didn't have time."
Orli
waited, rather impatiently, for her to get the words out.
"See,
Orli, we're not going to have a baby."
Orli stared. It had
been a late night, and though he was happy and felt wide-awake, his
mind was not functioning properly just yet. "Then what are we
going to have, a cabbage?"
Jen almost laughed. "Not
exactly."
"Stop milking it!" Orli yelled. "I
can't think straight; would you just tell me?"
"We're
not going to have a baby," Jen repeated. "We're going to
have babies."
Orli blinked. "Twins?"
"Twins."
