A/N: Ok, so our computer just got reformatted, erasing my entire list of un-uploaded story! GRRRRRRR…. Anyway, since this one, I just did this morning; I hope to be able to recollect everything that I wrote… This is a far cry from reality… sort of takes after "I Could Fall In Love With You", but this is what ARE in my fantasies… So, read well!
Disclaimer: I do not own the song and the characters… just the emotions that I used in writing this!
Dreaming of YouLate at night when all the world's sleeping
I
stay up and think of you
It's dark outside… Everyone else in the house is asleep… except for me… I stared out
my window and gazed into the moon, when all of a sudden, a certain twinkling star
caught my attention… It was blue… Just like your eyes, Mamoru… and like you, it also
had an aura of mystery about it… I stared at it for what seemed like a lifetime…
And I wish on a star that somewhere you
are
Thinking of me too
I did something I told myself is nothing but a child's imagination… I did something that
would prove to be a crazy idea for someone as grown as me… I wished upon a star,
knowing that my wish will never com true… My wish that somehow, YOU are thinking
of me too… Mamoru…
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til
tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the
world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and
me
Yes, I am dreaming of you tonight… and tomorrow, when I wake up, I just want to hold
you tight… to feel you in my arms, to feel love radiate from the both of us, no words to
be said…
Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if
you know I'm there
I always see you through the crowd do you see me too? Are you even aware of my
feelings for you, or do you simply ignore them because I am not good enough? Which
is it? Do you know that for me, YOU are the cause of my existence… that without
YOU, there would never be an Usagi in this world…
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's
inside?
Would you even care?
If you looked into my eyes, even for just a moment, a single second, would you see the
love that I feel for you? Would you feel it's intensity? Would you be happy about it, or
just ignore whatever it is that you may see? Will you even care; if what you will see in
my eyes is LOVE? MY LOVE FOR YOU?
I just wanna hold you
close
But so far all I have is dreams of you
I just wanted to be a part of your life, to be able to be the one to hold you tight when you
are scared, to be your voice when you cannot speak, to be your eyes when you cannot
see… But then again, in the present situation of "us", this will never be… because for this
to happen, I must first sleep, because it will only happen in my fantasies… and it is
impossibility in reality…
I wait for the day, the courage to say
How
much I love you
When will that day be, I wonder? When can I finally say to you, with a straight face, that
I love you with all my heart… I love you so much that it hurts… Till that day comes, I
would just have to make do with loving you from a distance… Until I pull enough
courage to say I love you… I will just have to keep it a secret… to myself…
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til
tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the
world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, dreaming about you and
me
I'm dreaming of you tonight… Are you dreaming of me too? I hope to hold you in my
arms in days to come… Would it be possible, I wonder? Will I ever get to hold you in
my arms with my eyes closed tight? For now, I would just have to make do in
dreaming of an "us"…
Late at night when all the world's sleeping
I
stay up and think of you
I still can't believe that you came up to
me
And said I love you
I love you too
I was amazed… no, astounded… When one day, I found myself in front of you… Your
arms held out reaching for me… Before I knew it, I was in your arms… You were
warm… it was everything I pictured it to be… You were so like in my dreams… but
now, I know that this is so not just a dream… it's real… and I can even smell the faint
fragrance of roses that is so uniquely you… The scent I only get to smell whenever I
bumped into you… You were here… You really were… I will never forget this day…
This day when you said Usa, I love you… It was my happiest day, ever… knowing the
guy I loved almost my whole life loved me back… I was so happy I didn't realize tears
were already flowing down my cheeks… I love you, I always will… and then, you
kissed all my tears away, and you flashed me a genuine smile…
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til
tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's no where in the world
I'd rather be
Then here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
We ended up together… you belonged to me and I belonged to you… just as how it
should have always been… Here we are now, cuddling up in your apartment… Were
dreaming together as I have pictured so many times when I was dreaming alnoe… No
words were needed to be said to each other now… Our mere presence with each other
speaks for the love we feel… Now, I never have to dream alone of being with you…
because now, I know, that when I dream of you, you dream of me too… nothing in this
world will ever replace you… I promise… and unlike the other promises that I broke like
I'll never fail a test again or I'll never be late again… I'll be sure to keep this one…
because my life will end the moment you go… I love you… Mamo-Chan…
OWARI
Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed it! See You Next Time!
