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Chapter 3 : In Sesshoumaru´s eyesThis Sesshoumaru still remembers the time he had met Rin. How she had not feared him, how she had offered him food and laughed sweetly. Even her child scent still lingers under this Sesshoumaru´s nose. But when he looks at her now, he doesn't smell the same scent nor see the child she had been.
She´s different.
She smells like blossoming flowers from spring, mix with hot spice and himself. This Sesshoumaru knew when it had began to do so. It was ever since she had bleeded. It was right after the termination of Naraku. This Sesshoumaru didn't see her for two months, that was when he realized how much she´ve grown. How her breast filled her yukata perfectly or how curvy her body was. She had clung onto him and had started crying right after his arrival. This Sesshoumaru had asked her what was wrong, because she had fever back then.
Then it came out, she had been losing blood. This Sesshoumaru scolded his servants to no end. Then it came out, that the blood was only a sign of being adult, according to the wench, his half brother had taken as a mate.
This aprodiasic, he had the urge to lick her blood, and bite her neck everytime she was near. It was a sickening feeling of fighting oneself. Even now, he still wonders about the possesiveness that had grown through the years, this Sesshoumaru had commanded Rin to wear thicker clothes when she goes out of her room. Her face is not allowed to be exposed to the men. Noone is allowed to look at her. Only this Sesshoumaru is allowed to drown himself into her brown pools.
Another long trail of thoughts came……..
She was still a child when he first brought her to his Castle, everyone started questioning their Lord. A servant died because of it, after that, noone dared to ask further questions. Of course there were this whisperings, but soon, they died out. Living only the joy and toothless smiles of little human Rin. Every demon was pleased with her. Male or female. Years passed and when she turned eleven, she had to learn how to act like a real lady. Jaken must see to it. Although Sesshoumaru has a lot to do, he still found some time to spend with her. Walking in the garden, a stroll in the moonlight, dinner time…. It was as if his Lord has already found a mate to spend time with.
Sesshoumaru didn't want t say it, but he feared this new coming emotions, he started ignoring her, having more business to do, more concubines to use. But all this didn't satisfy him.
Rin even started receiving gifts when she comes home from a village visit with Ah-Un, and although his Lords asks her where she has it from, she would only smile and change the subject.
Sesshoumaru already knew it was from several admirers. "At a very young age of 13, many are already starting to take her away from me." That was the first thought that struck his mind, he ignored it….. at first. But soon after that, he commanded Rin to not go out so much, because it´s to dangerous for her, all alone.
Maybe I would soon throw her away, this child that already had grown so much, I have gone tired of her. Yes, this Sesshoumaru will do that, he would throw her away….
But then again, he wont, he knew what power she has over him. She would only stare with her big brown eyes, and there would be this feeling of fullfilment with her by his side.
No, Rin must stay by this Sesshoumaru´s side.
Because she is this Sesshoumarus possesion, till the payment of her credits, she has to stay here. Noone will take her away, or blemish her, no one is allowed to hurt her… or even throw insult over this Sesshoumaru´s possession, because that would mean death for anyone.
Anyone, who would hurt my Rin.
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