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Chapter 12 : Forgetting Lord Sesshoumaru

A calm face appeared, and no matter how Rin ran after it, it just flew away. Shattering into small pieces like a paper being torn apart, and then being scattered in the wind. One by one, a green faced toad, a two-headed dragon…. Her memories disappeared. What was happening? She doesn't understand. Why must she forget something so dear to her?

Who are you?

No answer came.

´Let him go.´ The voice said again, ignoring the question completely. ´Let him go.´ It repeated calmly.

´Why!´ She shouted back angrily.

´Your fight is useless, this battle has long been decided. Your love is the only thing that holds on to this memory.´

´He will come for me. He always saves me. He is always there for me.´

´He wont come. He is surely with this demoness, he has abandoned you.´ The voice laughed. ´He told you, you will never be…..´ She reminded.

´He didn't mean it.´ Rin asssured herself.

´Sesshoumaru, always mean what he says. Now hush, and when you wake up, he will be gone.´

For the first time she fell quiet. Still thinking about the words, he had said. And the happy face of the demoness Ritsuko with her Lord Sesshoumaru. The only hope, that she has, is that he didn't mean what he had said. But as she fell to a deep slumber, nothing of that remained.

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"Hmm….?" She squinted, big rays of sunlight was drifting from the window, throwing a kite-like curtain on a sleeping hanyou cat and her master Mugen. It seemed as if she has been sleeping for long. She snuggled closer to the warmth on her side.

"Your awake." Came a manly voice.

She sat up immediately, finding two green eyes staring back at her. "Come here." He said opening his arms. Without hesistation she leaned inside the circle of his arms. Mugen pulled her immediately, sealing her lips with his. "Now, your attitude is much more my style. Though, I must say, the feisty character did turn me on." He thought aloud. They were silent. "So, I think we should begin from the beginning."He stared down at her. She was still snuggling on his bare chest. "Your name is Rin." He said.

"And you are my Lord?" She asked timidly.

He nodded. "Yeah, that´s right."

"From now on, you are my pet." He said.

He never thought such stuff really works, he usually only depended on his own strength. He made a mental note to reward the demon witch Ritsuko who helped him.

Everything seems to be in place. Just like he wanted to. He hasn't taken her virginity. Not yet at least. A sleeping woman is different from lively opened eyed one. He sat up, pulling her on his lap. Putting a hand inside her kimono and caressing her thighs.

"How do you like this Rin?" He asked huskily.

"It feels…. Nice...Mugen-sama." She answered, smiling innocently at him. Her cat ears were twitching in anticipation.

"Do you want to feel more?" He murmurred.

She nodded closing her eyes to enjoy the feeling of his hands between her thighs. That special place, that was waiting for something, for so long……

Then, as fast as a heartbeat, a picture of another youkai flashed before her eyes. ´Sess….-sama?´ She thought to herself.

´Little girl! forget… forget…´ The voice inside followed. Her eyes remained closed, concentrating on something else than the beautiful faced youkai, that seems so familiar.

"What´s wrong, Rin?" Mugen asked curiously watching Rin´s pained expression.

"I…was forgetting……….something." She whispered.

Mugens eyes widen. "What do you mean?" He questioned, his eyes twisting into annoyance.

"I believe…. Ses-shou-ma-ru." She smiled innocently. "–sama."

"Oy! That bastard!" He fumed shaking his head angrily. "Rin hate him." He commanded.

"Hate him?" She repeated. A long pause followed before. "Why?"

"Because I say so." He answered back. "Now come. All this has ruined my mood."

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"I don't need anything, the man told the little girl, after she had retrieve something for him to eat." Rin told Mugens young brother Yuudai, as they both sat in the living room, that cold evening.

"Such a stubborn man!" Yuudai said pouting.

Rin smiled. "Yes, but he saved her when she got killed by wolves."

"Rin-san, you told me, she got killed… how could he have saved her?" Yuudai asked, furrowing his brows.

Rin thought long about the familiar story that was inside her head. Somewhere inside, she will find the answer. "Because of a sword which can give life!" She explained after a long thinking.

"Wow! Much like brother Mugens sword? Rin-san?" Yuudai cheered.

"Hai." Rin agreed.

"Yuudai, go to sleep." Mugen ordered, entering the room, fully. He had been hearing the whole story. He enjoyed the fact that Rin can really get along with his complicated brother.

Yuudai protested but he did obeyed his brothers orders. After their parents had died from a colonial battle, he had started following his brothers orders.

"Oyasuminasai, Rin-san." Yuudai said disappearing.

"Mugen-sama?"

Mugen went to sit beside her. He reached for one of the white pearls that dangled on her left ear.

"They suit you." He complimented.

"Thank you for the presents." She answered.

He took the flowers that he had hidden inside his haori. He then handed it to her.

"Flowers?" She smiled. "But it´s winter! Where did my Lord get this?"

"That´s my secret." Mugen said, happy to see her smile. A month had passed, without a wind from Sesshoumaru. He must not even know that she is here, with him. He enjoys the thought. He wanted to stay with her for long, without Sesshoumaru´s interference. But, oh the joy, that would cross his face when he sees Sesshoumaru´s face etched with anger. It truly makes him… what do you call that again? Excited seeing his outburst. The Lord of the Western Lands did rarely show much emotion. In this very short time, he truly began to get fond of his new found pet. He spoiled her with clothes and juwelries. He knew he didn't have to. But it was worth, to be able to see her smiles, or much better, laughs.

Rin stared at the flowers in her hands. Everything seemed new to her, her life in the Northern palace, it´s like her life has this big hole, there were many memories that are missing. She wanted so much to remember, but a voice inside her wouldn't allow it.

"How, can I ever thank my Lord?" She asked, genuinely.

Mugen scooped her in his arms, cuddling her close to him. She sitted herself on his lap in a more comfortable position. He reached down for a kiss, which she gradually took.

The innocent kiss, deepened, when Mugen slipped his tongue inside her mouth, devouring her, in a very slow rhythmus. Rin enjoyed this. She always loved kissing her Lord. Pleasing him, is why she lives. She felt the growing hotness beneath her. She broke away, her eyes searching for answers. "Mugen-sama?" She asked.

He guided her hands inside his hakama(men pants). Rin just watched as he moved her hands up and down, she felt something hard between her fingers. It was hard and also soft.

"Continue Rin." Mugen ordered abandoning her hand and supporting himself with both his palms on the floor. He watched her intently as she moved her hands. "Tighten your grip a little." He ordered, Rin did as told. It earned a pant from Mugen, it was hard for him to concentrate on her innocent expression, while she worked her fingers on his length. "Rin." He whispered breathily.

"Mugen-sama?" She asked, her eyes wide with fear. She let his length go, scared of hurting him.

"Rin continue. You were not hurting me." He explained. He relaxed once again, when he felt her retrieve his length.

Rin was surprised when she felt hot liquid drip into her hands. She observed it, watching Mugen who had leaned down, catching his breath.

Part 2 : A familiar face

"I see that you have visited as fast as you could." Mugen took a sip from his sake.

"Anything my lord wishes." Ritsuko bowed down.

"No formalities please, Ritsuko. Not that we need it. Right?" He gave her a knowing smile. It was not long before, when Ritsuko was one of his sex mate.

Ritsuko returned one of her pursueting looks. "Is it only because of the Kudoko that you called me… or was it something?" She asked playfully.

"Only because of the Kudoko of course." Mugen answered seriously. He glance over his personal servant Katsuo. "Bring her in." He then glance back at Ritsuko. "I never thought such things really works." He admitted.

"On whom did you use it?" Ritsuko asked curiously.

"That you will see." He answered. "Rin come sit with us." He ordered.

Ritsuko´s eyes turned almost like Jaken´s. "Rin." She called. "You survived." Her eyes narrowed.

"You know each other?" Mugen asked.

"Of course, I know that brat." Ritusko admitted.

Rin looked innocently her way. Scanning her features, like she did the first time they saw each other.

Mugen had wrapped his arm automatically around her waist, securing her.

"Sesshoumaru´s pet." Ritsuko announced. "Im surprise, he still hasn't retrieved what is his. After what I have done, I was surprised he didn't find out."

"Find out what?" Mugen´s eyes turned somehow angry by the name.

"That I told her a fake story over some Priestess, who can turn humans to demons." She explained. "Really annoying that brat. Thinking that she can be an equal of Sesshoumaru´s."

"So youre the cause of this all?" Mugen asked.

Ritsuko just nodded.

"She almost died." Mugen told her, strokings Rin´s cheeks gently.

"Still, I wonder, what is so special about this human girl…" She paused. "I meant… hanyou of course." She corrected, glancing at the two cat like ears on her head.

"Don't worry. It is something you would never have. Ritsuko." Mugen explained, taking a strand of Rin´s hair between his fingers.

"What?" She asked.

"Don't bother in knowing things you are unfamiliar of." Mugen answered wisely. "Have you brought what I have asked?"

Ritsuko nodded. "I gave them to servants after my arrival. No need to worry, you´ll have enough of kudoku. What I am wondering about is… why you need much? The power of the drink is strong. There´s nothing that can heal what it can cause."

"Rin, is starting to remember things." Mugen pointed out.

Ritsuko stared her.

"Why is that?" Mugen questioned.

"I cant answer such things. I have been making the potions for thousands of years, never did it fail it´s use. By the way, what are you planning to do, when Sesshoumaru finds out?" She asked curiously

"He doesn't need to find out. I will come to him." Mugen smirked confidently. A confident smirk that can make every young girls knees turn into pudding.

"And?" Ritsuko pursued.

"Let him be…surprised... by Rin, if you know what I mean." Mugen answered, placing a kiss on Rin´s ears. She had remained quiet, she didn't even know what the two were talking about. Though, she did know the name Sesshoumaru, somehow….


A/N: Wow, that was a long chapter, so you figure what´s going to happen on the next chapter:D Hope you like this one…. although.. I have my doubts. TNX for the reviews. Corrections and critics are welcome, and of course requests….

Kudoku: Okay, it´s a drink I found in Fushigi Yuugi. … I don't own it…