A/N: Sup peeps, it's me Jess.
I hope you like this songfic, it's my first time writing a songfic so please be kind. I am the least experienced writer of us two so yeah…
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Going away
What the hell is going on?
Something's wrong with this picture
And I'm thinking it might be you
When we started off it was all ok
But slowly I started to notice
What you say isn't always true
Draco walked slowly to the Astronomy Tower; his back hunched, his eyes red, traces of tears still on his face. He didn't care if people found him like this and made fun of him; nothing else could ruin his day.
He had just broken up with Pansy Parkinson because he found out that she was cheating on him with god knows how many other guys.
He had actually caught Pansy at it with Marcus Flint in an empty classroom two weeks ago. He ran out of the room and ignored it because he thought that he was hallucinating from all the homework he had just done.
Now he knew that he wasn't hallucinating…it was real.
He knew that a lot of girls liked him. But just thinking that a girl would use him, cheat on him and make him weak and sad,scared him.
Why did I go and waste my time
With a girl that was not all mine
Guess I hoped that we'd come through
'Cos I liked the idea of you
He couldn't believe that he actually liked Pansy…heck; he even thought that she was the one.
He should've known, should've realised that she was only in it for the money, especially when she would always demand for expensive gifts monthly. But he was too in love, too naïve to realise that she didn't care about him.
Draco reached the Astronomy Tower and sat under the moonlight. He thought about the conversation he had just had with Pansy.
Flashback
Draco stormed into the room to find Pansy sitting on the couch staring into the fire. She heard him and looked up.
"Hey baby" she said in a seductive tone.
"Don't you dare 'Hey baby' me!" He snapped back. "Blaise told me that he caught you making out with Smith last week and with Finnigan and Thomas today. At first he thought that he was seeing things when he saw you and Smith, but when he saw you in the morning with Finnigan and just after dinner with Thomas he knew that you were cheating on me! HOW COULD YOU?" He roared.
Pansy's face became deathly white and she stuttered "I…I…I don't know what you're talking about baby, Blaise is making it up!" She cried.
Oh how Draco wanted so much to believe her, but he knew that Blaise would never, ever lie to him; they had been best friends since the age of one.
"Stop lying you whore!" Draco yelled. "I caught you at it with Marcus Flint two weeks ago! I was just too dumb to stop you!" He shouted.
Tears were flowing freely down Pansy's face now, "I-I'm so sorry baby" she choked.
I'm going away
Didn't you see this coming
Now you want me to stay
But I know you've been running 'round
What else can I say?
Shouldn't have stayed in the first place
Now I'm going away
We never had much fun anyway
Draco was fought back the tears that were threatening to flow down his face and whispered harshly "I can't believe I actually loved you. I never, ever, want to look at you anymore, you-you dirty whore…even mudblood Granger is better than you!" And with that, he turned around and walked to the portrait hole.
While he was walking out, he could here Pansy sob out "Draco please don't leave me! I'm so sorry!"
End Flashback
He yelled in frustration and started crying again.
When there were no more tears to cry, he made a resolution; he would move on. 'There was no point on crying over something when it had already happened' he liked to say.
What's a nice guy supposed to do?
Don't bother trying to deny it
I think you've lied quite enough already
So this chump is up and moving on
I've wised up and now your time's up
'Coz the last thing I need is you
So watcha gonna do
There is one thing I'd like to know
What's it like being such a hoe!
What are they gonna think of you
When there's no one you haven't screwed
He smirked as a thought came to his head. He would find someone that was worthy of his love, someone that loved him and that he loved back. Someone that would see him as him, and not as a good looking, rich guy.
I'm going away
Didn't you see this coming
Now you want me to stay
But I know you've been running 'round
What else can I say?
Shouldn't have stayed in the first place
Now I'm going away
We never had much fun anyway
Just then the door opened and in stepped Hermione.
"Malfoy? I saw you walking in here and it's past curfew so- Malfoy, have you been…crying?" She asked.
"Yes, yes, laugh all you want mudblood, I was crying. Go tell Pothead and Weasel and make fun of me. My day won't get any worse anyway." Draco said.
"Draco, I'm not going to make fun of you! If something made you cry, then it has to be serious!" She protested.
Draco was momentarily stunned when she used his first name and thought that she was probably pulling his leg, but when he looked into her eyes, he saw concern.
"Well, if you call 'being cheated on' serious then…yes." He mumbled.
Hermione kneeled in front of him and said, "It was Pansy wasn't it? She just seems like the type!"
Draco nodded.
"Well you know what you should do?" She asked. "You should get up and move on; it's the perfect thing to do!" She beamed.
Draco smiled slightly and said "Funny thing Hermione, I was thinking the exact same thing before you came in."
He didn't hear an answer.
"Hermione?"
He looked up and saw that she was staring at him in utter shock.
"What's wrong Hermione?" He asked.
"You-you…" She stuttered.
Draco was puzzled, "I what?"
"You called me by my first name." She whispered.
Draco laughed, "Of course I did! You're helping me through a tough time like a friend, so you at least deserve to be treated like one!"
Hermione smiled warmly. "Thank you" she said.
He smirked and said, "No problem."
He stood up and helped Hermione off the ground. When they were both up, they stared into each other's eyes. The next thing he knew, he was being kissed by Hernione! Not a full-on, passionate kiss, just a small innocent peck on the lips.
He saw her blush crimson and heard her whisper "I have to go now…bye" and she ran out of the room.
I guess this is goodbye
(I guess this is goodbye)
Don't say I didn't try
He stared at the closing door and thought 'Hernione Granger just kissed me! And, she was actually concerned about me!'
He dwelled on that moment while he was walking to the Slytherin dorms when it hit him—he, Draco Malfoy, liked Hermione Granger! Of all people! 'But she looked so beautiful when she was concerned about me. Maybe Hermione is the one for me…' he thought.
He chuckled and thought 'See ya Pansy Parkinson; I'll always remember you as my first love that broke my heart.'
I'm going away
Didn't you see this coming
Now you want me to stay
But I know you've been running 'round
What else can I say?
Shouldn't have stayed in the first place
Now I'm going away
We never had much fun anyway
We never had much fun anyway
We never had much fun anyway
Well, that's my first songfic...I hope you liked it, please review! So far only 3 people have read the first chapterwhich is just sad!
Well, i hope everyone has a good day
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