I am a wallflower,
The quiet, shy, sullen teen
People walk by me without a glance
I feel small and unseen.
I'm a mistake,
In my perfect family,
I feel like the experiment,
Do my parents even want me?
I'm a misery target,
Death finds those near to me,
I realize now that there's no escape,
That you can only embrace tragedy.
I've found a way to express myself,
Something to straighten out my thoughts,
I've found my purpose in filming
It has opened my eyes a lot
I've made mistakes,
Defining my real friends,
I've misjudged others,
But all was clear in the end.
My friends glow with personality,
They're beautiful, bubbly, and kind,
I can't see why they've chosen me,
They release me from my confines.
Carmen, Lena, Bridget,
Brian and Bailey,
I wish I could show them,
What they mean to me.
They teach me about myself,
They break me out of my shell,
They've made me who I am,
They've caught me when I fell.