A/N : SOOOOO sorry! I haven't been updating lately coz I've been having lots of things in my day and I have absolutely no time to write! I will! Soon!

Secret Murderer : ah.. well.. maybe…

rainingfairys23 : mmmhmm.. u must know..me too! hahah! here it is!

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The Future Mrs Thomas Andrew Felton : no it isn't.. eheheh.. P

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She dropped her books and with her mouth opened wide. How could he? How could she? (by now you should know, it is one of Hermione's friends)

'Hermione! Its not what you think it –'

'Yes it is! I've been such and idiot to trust you, Malfoy!'

'No! This isn't right. Please!'

'Go to hell. Both of you. Especially you Ginerva Weasley'

'Mione, this isn't what it is'

'Too bad. I've seen enough.'

Hermione ran out to the Heads tower and ran straight to her room. She clicked the door shut and spelled the door with a powerful locking charm. She took off her Gryffindor robe and lay flat on the bed.

Draco and Ginny stood in the middle of the sun-lit classroom, snogging. Ginny was pinned on Draco. Looking at Draco with eager eyes. His blonde hair brushed her pink face. She smiled at him and kissed him fiercely, with hunger. She wanted more. She took Draco's hand and rested it on her waist. Draco looked upset. Ginny signeled Draco to put his arms under her shirt. But he refused. This could mean he wasn't enjoying this. But why was I so mad? Ginny always had a thing for Draco. She told me about it but I never suspected it she would do this.

Hermione suddenly woke up with a start. The vision faded away. She was beaded in sweat. The very last drop of sweat dripped and she got up from her bed and headed for the bathroom.

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She entered the bathroom and there stood Draco, a towel hanging on his waist, revealing his muscular form. Hermione immediately darted out and went out of the tower. Draco ran after her. He loved her with all his heart, but he wasn't so sure whether it was vice versa between them.

She ran up to the Gryffindor tower so that Draco couldn't follow her any longer. She used one of the girls' bathroom and wet the towel. She wiped away all her sweat. She walked down the stairs and into the common room. She brushed pass Lavendar Brown, Parvati Patil, Padma Patil and Ginerva Weasley - how she hated seeing her. After trusting her in so many things, she betrayed her, backstabbed her.

'Hi Hermione' Lavendar, Parvati and Padma chorused.

Hermione didn't reply. She just walked pass. She hated everybody. Draco, Ginerva, Ron and mostly herself. The only person she could trust was Harry.

'Harry, I need to speak to you. My common room.'

'I need to speak to you too. I'll be there in a while'

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Hermione waited patiently for Harry to come. He finally came and smiled at her.

'I caught Ginerva and – '

'Wait. You never use Ginerva. Unless you're really angry' Hermione glared at him.

'As I was saying, I caught Ginerva and Malfoy snogging'

'What? Not possible. Ginny and I are in a relationship. She'd never to that.'

'Oh yes she would. I saw it with my own eyes.'

'Saw what?' Draco said. Hermione looked at him in disgust. 'Why must you tell the world? She forced me to. I have no choice. She could've black mailed me with that baby photo.'

'Whatever.'

'I think I'll go. See ya, Mione.'

'See you' Hermione sulked.

She sinked into the chair and said nothing. She didn't look at Draco either.

He kissed with more hunger, asking for Hermione's love. She kissed him back. His hands were driving up and down her body, reaching checkpoint number one, the bumpy hills.

She let him go with it. His tongue went from her lips to her neck. Going lower to her cleavage. But he didn't dare go that far. But his hands did. It touched her bare chest. It sent a shot of blue electricity through Hermione's body. Its feeling was wonderful. Indescribable.

Hermione remembered. She knew she did. She knew she loved him. But she could never forgive him.

'You remembering something?'

Hermione just stared daggers at him. She gave up and finally nodded.

'If you don't want to be with me, its fine.'

She indicated that she didn't want to and he walked out of her sight.

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Hermione decided to take a walk by the lake. Young couples were everywhere. Laughing, smiling, snogging, cuddling and holding hands. It broke Hermione's heart.

Suddenly, a familiar blonde stood there, cuddling a girl. Hermione shook her head. She guessed she was thinking of Draco too much. But to confirm, she looked again. It really was Draco, cuddling, Jessica Frei. Hermione had been enemies with Jessica since first grade. They fought and pulled each others hairs anytime they could.

Draco caught Hermione glancing and quickly pulled away from Jessica. He walked over to Hermione to Jessica's surprise.

"How can you do this to me?" she sobbed.

"Its complicated" he cried back.

"Tell me!"

"Because…"

"Because what?"

"That's because you've been around a lot of guys lately. I feel jealous. I didn't think I was going to hurt you when I did a turnaround. Weaselette really pinned me and almost blackmailed me if I didn't, she would.'

Hermione sobbed. She sobbed hard. She sobbed her eyes out. It became puffy and red. She tried to drain all her tears. But she knew she couldn't. She was crying for nothing. Crying doesn't solve the problem.

'I'm sorry, 'Mione'

Hermione just shook her head meaning 'It doesn't matter'

'There, there.. Come'ere'

Draco pulled her close. She rested on his muscular chest. She was his once again. She loved the feeling whenever Draco puts his arms around her. It was magic. It felt just incredible.

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Obviously, everything was back in place. Except for the friendship between Hermione and Ginny. They never talked to each other. Never.

Ginny wanted revenge again. She really hated Hermione. She had everything Ginny wanted. Draco's love, looks, body, intelligence, friends and popularity. She had been popular eversince she started dating Draco. As you know, Draco was a reputation keeper. He was always in high standards. Now that Hermione is his, both of them have a high reputation.

And so, Ginny did what she did the last time. This time, she made Draco look as if he was enjoying it. They snogged in the common room. The Heads' common room.

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This time, Hermione believed what she saw. Draco was enjoying it. She dashed up to her room and never looked back. She sat on her bed like a lost child in a mansion. She couldn't do anything.

Its time. I have always wanted to do this all my life. The torture in my life will end. Goodbye world. Goodbye life. Goodbye friends. Goodbye love.

She wrote a letter and put it beside her.

She grabbed her blade an slashed a cut in her left arm. She cut it furiously. She suddenly felt dizzy and she blacked out. I'm dead. I love you Draco Malfoy.

A/N : This is kinda a long chapter. I gotta go. I've got a technology workshop to attend. Ciao!