A/N : I'm running outta ideas! School starts in January 3rd, and in my place (that's Malaysia) it's 2:43pm, 1st of January. Hmmm.. So I might not have that much time to write. But I will update! Please wait for me!

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She knew this would come one day. She remembered how Ron used to look at her with his wide eyes. The way he stammered when she talked to him, the way he comforted her whenever she was depressed. Everything Ron did, was visible. He was see-through. But Hermione didn't want to notice.

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She knocked on Draco's room door. The slightly audible knock startled Draco.

'Uh, come in'

She walked slowly into Draco's room and sat beside him. He paid less attention to his comic book and straighten his attention to Hermione.

'Draco, I know this is hard for me and you, but telling you this will hurt me more than it'll hurt you'

'What?'

'I… I just can't be with you anymore.'

'What? Why?' Draco asked. The expression on his face was unreadable. The mix of confusion, defeat and heart-broken.

'Its just that, Ron purposely did the semi-killing spell on himself because'

'Because what?'

'Because I loved you and not him. We can't go on anymore. I'm sorry. We can still be friends.'

'Yeah right, friends. Whatever.' Draco muttered.

'I'm sorry! This is hurting me even more! I love you, Draco! Just that we can't be together.'

'WHATEVER! NOW GO AWAY AND GET OUT!'

'What is wrong with you? Why are you -'

'GET OUT! FILTHY MUDBLOOD!'

Hermione walked off with tears streaming down the cheek. 'Its was the right thing to do, Granger' she told herself. 'It was the right thing to do'..

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She sat in the Gryffindor common room quietly. 'Harry, I need you!' she thought.

A few minutes later, Harry came down. 'Hey, Hermione. What's wrong?'

'I broke up with Draco. Ron killed himself because of us.'

'I broke up with Ginerva. I didn't believe you about the Draco thing at first, but well yeah, I made her confess'

'Oh. Girlfriendless eh?'

'Yeah! You're boyfriendless too.' Hermione smiled.

'You think we could hook up? I mean, I could be your boyfriend.'

Hermione's smiled widen. 'Okay. Meet me in my common room in a hour.'

'It's a date' Harry said, and smiled cheekily.

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Two months had passed since they were dating, in secrecy of course. Harry had asked her to meet in her common room because he had something really important to ask her. She figured he was just exaggerating.

She ran up to her room and put on a strapless black top which had a picture of a red rose on it. She wanted to impress Harry. She rummaged through her wardrobe and found a denim mini skirt. 'Perfect' she thought.

She went down and saw Draco. He just looked at her and sneered. She figured he was off to hang with some friends. After all, winter was coming and there isn't any school things to do.

Half an hour later, while Hermione was burying her nose in a Fiction book, Harry came in.

'Hello, madam gorgeousimo' Harry said, while handing Hermione a bunch of roses.

He was wearing a black overshirt and black jacket. He looked awesome but she was more excited in what the so called "important" thing was.

They sat and had dinner and not long after, Draco came in. He never looked at them. He just dashed up to his room. 'I don't care anymore. Its mudblood. She's a mudblood. I can't believe I even dated her'

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After they finished dinner, Harry kneeled down in front of her, with adoration in his pale eyes.

'Hermione Ann Granger, the one and only, will you marry me?' Harry said holding up a silver ring with a small diamond in it.

Tears filled her hazel eyes. 'Yes I will, Harry Potter.'

'You may object anytime and withdraw our engagement, understand?'

'Yes.'

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Hermione was awaken by the shouts of Draco. 'MUDBLOOD! GEDDUP!'

She tumbled out of bed, brushed her teeth and changed. She dashed downstairs with the flashing silver ring on her ring finger.

'What is that on your finger?'

'Engagement ring.'

Draco's face turned blank. All his memories to Hermione came back.

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He screamed, "Interesting. Bree Riordan and Blaise Zabini, making out in the hallway. Creevy! New photo!"

At that moment, Colin Creevy and his camera came over. He immediately said "Smile!" and both Bree and Blaise looked up in shock. Right on time, Colin snapped a photo of them.

"Great job, Creevy!" Draco said, while handing Colin a fifty galleon coin.

Hermione felt as if revenge should be plotted too. So she gave a suggestion.

"Good job, Colin! Pass it on to the holder of the biggest gossip corner in the Daily Prophet, Lavendar, Parvati and Padma. They're down the hallway, outside the Gryffindor common room"

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Draco came down a few moments later. He was clad only in his black boxers. Hermione gaped at Draco. Finally she said, 'Your milk is there. In the warmer.'

'Alright. Thanks'

'No problem'

'Do you mind if I sit here?'

'I'd like the company'

Draco smirked slyly. Hermione took a small sip and so did Draco. As Draco put down his cup, milk was smeared on his face. Hermione tried hard to hold her breath, but Draco had laughed first, seeing his reflection in the glass cabinet.

As they finished drinking, Hermione broke the silence and said, 'I'm going to take a bath'

'Alright. I'll be in my room reading then'

'Don't you want to join me? That bathtub can fit at least ten people'

'Are you sure you want me around?'

'Its nothing. Just Heads having some quality time together.'

'Okay then. Hold on a minute. I'll go get my swimming trunk'

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That night, when Draco woke up for patrols, he found that Hermione was still asleep. 'She's probably tired' Draco thought. So he went up and entered Hermione's room.

Hermione was sleeping like a baby. 'Man she's hot' Draco thought. Hermione was curled up. The covers were pulled halfway up her body and the full moon was shining through the window, reflecting her soft skin.

Draco thought hard. He couldn't disturb Hermione's sleep. So he walked down the hallways alone. And did the patrolling alone.

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'Morning, baby'

'Morning, sexy'

Draco nuzzled Hermione's neck. That sent shivers down her spine. She sat down, but Draco pushed her back down. Both were kissing furiously. Hermione pulled away.

'What's wrong?'

Hermione didn't reply. She looked blank. Draco tried again. This time, his kiss was full of affection. He kissed with more hunger, asking for Hermione's love. She kissed him back. His hands were driving up and down her body, reaching checkpoint number one, the bumpy hills.

She let him go with it. His tongue went from her lips to her neck. Going lower to her cleavage. But he didn't dare go that far. But his hands did. It touched her bare chest. It sent a shot of blue electricity through Hermione's body. Its feeling was wonderful. Indescribable.

'Okay, Draco.' Hermione said.

'Mmmm?' Draco said, his mouth still stuck to Hermione's neck.

'Its enough. We aren't ready to go that far' Draco just looked at her.

'Okay. If you think so' Draco just said and gave her quick kiss which she caught on her lips.

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He was sitting alone in the hospital wing, next to Hermione's bed. He has been sitting there for a full eight hours. All he could do was cry. He cried when he slept. Not that he was able to sleep. Only a short nap. The most a ten minutes.

He kept thinking about Hermione and he kept blaming himself for all this. Madam Promfrey had told him that only a miracle could keep Hermione alive. She had damaged her vein and almost cut it.

He read the note silently to himself.

Dear Whoever Who is Reading this,

If you're not Draco Lucius Malfoy, please past this to him. If you are, then keep reading.

Draco,

I did this for one reason. I wouldn't have to suffer any longer. Seeing you with different people makes me go insane. And here, on my last year at Hogwarts and in my Head's room, I have at last made a decision to kill myself. It would put the pain away. It wouldn't effect anything anymore. There's nothing else you see about me. There's nothing else you can do about it.

Love,

Hermione Ann Granger

Hermione had left a silver bracelet. One with Hermione's name carved into it and Draco's on the opposite side.

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'The name you carved on the bracelet, is the person who gave you the bracelet.' Draco said with a smirk. He walked down the hall, feeling rather embarassed.

'Draco! Wait!'

Draco stopped dead in his tracks and turned around. Hermione was smiling at him.

'I love you, Draco Malfoy'

Draco walked up to Hermione once again, pecked her on the lips and replied, 'I love you, too, baby. I love you, too'

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A/N : Oh gosh! Its Hermione's memories next chapter!