The pain doesn't hurt... if its all I've ever felt.
Those who hurt me and those I hurt.
They have no idea...

The door opened as Sera gazed into the dark room. There, his eyes saw something he couldn't belive. His eyes ajusted to the darkness as he saw Kathern's back... her bare back... and her head, tilted back with her beautifully long brunette hair dangling over her arched back. He heard moaning and saw her move up and down. He froze, thinking to himself 'do my eyes lie to me?' as there, right in front of him, was the girl he gave his heart to, the girl he loved more than anything in the world and would die for, sitting on his brother, legs open wide, clothes off. He heard his brother moaning and saw a huge smile on his face as he held her thighs and helped her up and down, up and down, up and down.. faster and faster. Sera felt weak, he grabbed his cheast and felt his heart raging out of control. He felt his legs weak and his eyes filled with pure hatred and betrayal. In his mind, he simply said 'why?", and turned around, walking away, his brother and his lover bonding and becoming one, as he and Kathern did. In their estesy, they did not notice him. Sera walked calmly to his room on the other side of the house and sat on his small bed, thinking. Throughout his body, a war of emotions and feelings raged and dragged him deeper and deeper into the darkness. He hunched over, supporting his head with his arms as a tear gently rolled down his cheek. He looked up, seeing the kitchen knife he had put on his desk. He stood up, walking to his desk and picking up the blade. In his mind, as the blade went into his stomach, and a scarlet river flowed down, all he thought about was how he had loved her with all his heart and what she just did. His eyes closed and and his mind fell into an abyss of darkness... a deep, deep sleep, the word 'why' echoing inside his head as he fell to the ground...