Bright lights passed and went by Sera's closed eyes. He was in an ambulance and street lights kept him from dozing off completely. He cursed them under his breath. The ambulance was called thirty minutes after he stabbed himself (is it any wonder?), which gave time to bleed, alot. He had lost almost 4 pints of blood by the time the paramedics stopped the bleeding and Sera was very weak. He saw blurs of the paramedics, talking amoungs themselfs about his condition. The amdulance hit a bump in the road and Sera winced in pain. He looked slowly around a little to have Kathern come into veiw. She was sitting right next to his brother, almost on him (Sera wasn't surprized). She had her arms around him and had her head on his cheast. He simply sat there, a grin on his face (as usual), petting her hair like Sera did. She was smiling and purring in the way she did when Sera held her and petted her. She was so happy there, Sera simply stared. Then, he forced his arms up and re-opened his wounds. It was painful but, it was a small price to pay to interupt them. He didn't deserve to hold her and love her and have her love him. Her eyes opened and she looked at the paramedics. She said something with a slight hint of consern. The paramedic looking back answered and got to work on the wound. She nodded and put a finger in Sera's face, shaking it like to say "dont move", and went back to cuddling with Sera's brother. They fell asleep soon after they made it to the hospital, Kathern with a big smile on and her hand on Sera's brother's, right under her pants. Sera could tell this was because they were still a little in their estesy. Sera was now being rolled down a hallway, doctors doing small tests and checking on sera's condition. But Sera didn't feel them. He was numb. All his feeling was in his head. He thought the whole time about it. One word echoing over and over again in his mind: "why?". Sera's parents came by as soon as they could from work. He could tell they were worried but, his attention was always on Kathern and his brother. All he could do was lay there while he watched he girl he really thought loved him smooching with his very own brother. It was a tourture greater than anything one can imagine, and all Sera could do was sit there. Sera eventually gained full consiousness and mobility, but stayed in the hospital just in case. When asked how it happened, he simply said he was walking with the knife to his room to work on a wood sculpture and tripped. They belived him. Sera didn't see much of the lovebirds; he duced she was sharing Marajiuana with him, like she promised shed do with Sera but never did. Sera eventually felt well enough to go back to school, after his joy of getting a single get-well card at all, from his only friend at school, a nerdy Pueto-rican named Luis. He didn't expect any at all.