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Dance of Depression
"Lacus! You look amazing!" Miriallia exclaimed, still trying to keep full composure in her heels.
Cagalli crossed her arms. "Yeah...you look good."
"Aaw, thanks. It's really all your doing. Couldn't have done it without you guys."
Miriallia smiled as she looked down at her watch. "Oh man...School is fifteen minutes away right?"
"Uuh...yeah," Lacus replied.
"It's ten to eight, if we're lucky...we'll be ten minutes late. We still have to get our things together,"
Cagalli quirked a brow. "What things? All we need is our coats and stuff," She shrugged.
"But what about Kira?" Miriallia questioned. She looked at Lacus. "You two are going together right? Then shouldn't we go with him?"
Lacus smiled. "No. I think it's alright. I told him that he could go with Athrun and we could go together so we'll meet up there." Lacus giggled. "Kira made Athrun go. He didn't want to be alone."
Miriallia smiled at Lacus.
Lacus straightened out her light blue dress. She wore two small blue hair pieces that tied her two pony tails. She wore small blue high heels. (Lacus looks exactly as she did in episode...oh crap, I don't remember, lmfao. It's when Athrun goes to confront her and puts a gun to her head when they're in the theatre and Lacus was singing the song ofher first performance, then ZAFT came in and Lacus escaped with Dacosta. Sorry if you don't remember, but since you're all Gundam freaks like me, you probably do, lmfao!)
Cagalli grew impatient. "Okay...that conversation took up a good 5 minutes so we will be ten minutes late after all. Can we PLEASE just go now and get this damn thing over with!"
Miriallia and Lacus laughed. "Alright, we should go then," Miriallia said, exiting Cagalli's room.
Lacus followed and nodded. "Right." Lacus looked back at Cagalli who was still sitting on the bed. "Jee Cagalli, you're going to make us so late."
Miriallia popped her head back in the door andlaughed. "Yeah, maybe we should just leeve without you." Miriallia sarcastically looked down at her watch and over-dramatically gasped. "Way to take up our time! Now we'll be another 5 minutes late."
Lacus and Miriallia started to laugh again, looked at the cluless and shocked look on Cagalli's face. They closed the door behind them.
Cagalli grunted and stood from her spot, exiting the room with the girls.
Dearka, Yzak, and Shiho entered the gymnasium to find many school students dancing to the misic and having a good time.
Dearka quirked a brow. "Wow Yzak...this is so cool. You have no idea how happy I am that you made me come," He sracastically exclaimed. "I'm so lucky to have a friend like you..."
Yzak smirked. "Don't push it, smart ass."
Dearka laughed. He looked over his shoulder to find a nervous Shiho followingclosly behind Yzak. "Hey Yzak, dance with your girlfriend." Dearka smirked.
Yzak and Shiho both blushed. Yzak looked back at Shiho and she nervously shook her head. "Not yet." Yzak smiled before kicking Dearka in the shin.
"Damn!" Dearka held his leg. "I have lots of bruises on that shin damnitt!"
Yzak laughed. "I know." He shrugged. "Why do ya think I did it?"
Dearka gave Yzak the finger as Yzak took Shiho's hand. Dearka smiled and shook his head as he watched them make their way over to the nearest free table. Dearka was about to follow when he felt a hand on his shoulder. "Hey! Piss off-" Dearka turned around to find one familiar face he didn't want to see tonight.
"Excuse me Mr. Elthman?"
Dearka tore his shoulder away from the man's grasp and grunted. "What!"
The man smirked. "I just didn't think I'd see you here. Do you...have a date?"
He narrowed his eyebrows. "Why the hell would you wanna know. 'Sides, why would I tell you!"
"In other words...no?"
"Back off!"
"Watch it young man. I controll your future at this school...remember? I just wanted to come over and tell you." The man whispered in a lower tone and grabbed the boys collar. "No funny buissness. Got it."
Dearka snatched his collar away. "Get away from me you psyco path." Dearka brushed himself off.
"I suggest you watch your toungue and do as I say."
Dearka smirked. "There's one small thing you're missing...Mr. McRae." Dearka turned his back. "After school hours...you ain't the boss of me."
Mr. McRae crossed his arms in arrogance as he watched the boy walk towards the table, seated with Yzak and Shiho.
"Hey Dearka." Yzak crossed his arms.
"Hmm? What?"
"What the hell was that all about?"
"Aah, nothin'. I hate that dick,"
"Haha, what'd he do...?"
"Nothing, he's just being his old retarded self. I don't see how they can let a guy like him be a teacher."
"Whatever."
"Hey guys," a voice said from above them.
Dearka and Yzak looked uo to find the familiar face. "Athrun, hey," Dearka said and smiled.
Yzak looked behind him to find Kira standing there trying not to make a sound. He just grunted and looked away.
Dearka saw Yzak's expression and also looked behind Athrun. He tried not to laugh. "Athrun, Kira, have a seat," Dearka said looking over at Yzak who had an all knowing ignorant look on his face. Wow...this'll pissem' off real good. He smirked.
Kira quirked a brow. "What's the catch?"
"No catch, we just wanna say sorry for smoking you with those dodgeballs the other day."
The way Dearka said it almost made Yzak burst out laughing. "Yeah, so...sorry," Yzak went along.
Dearka rolled his eyes. "Oh my god. Just sit. We're not gonna kill you," He's too nice...I don't like him.
Kira rolled his eyes. With all that I've seen you guys do, it's highly possible...
Kira sat down cautiously with Athrun. Athrun was also pretty sceptical.
"You know Kira..." Yzak said his name for the first time, it churned his stomach. "You're really quiet,"
"Oh, sorry."
"What are you saying sorry for? You didn't do anything wrong." Yzak leaned forward on the table. "But what I'd like to know is...how could someone like you, fight in a mobile suit like you did?"
Kira's eyes widened. "This isn't the time or place to talk about the war." Dearka laughed slightly and Kira looked over at him with confusion. "What?
"You are sensitive aren't you..."
"I am not. How do you think I was able to kill so many people!"
Dearka and Yzak's smirks turned to frowns. "Alright, calm down," Dearka reasured.
Yzak stared at him. "It's wierd to see you like you are,"
Everyone looked at Yzak confused.
"What? I'm being serious. Dearka, would you think that the pilot of the Strike would be him? Look at his personality. He's a woos,"
"I'm not-!"
"But he managed to defeat us time after time. He killed Miguel and Nicol. He's just as young as we are,"
Dearka looked at Kira. "He may not be what we expected..." He turned back to Yzak. "But are we what he expected?" He smiled. "He looks to young to fight...but to him, so do we. None of us should've fought, we're only teenagers. Half of these kids in this room wouldn't even dream of experiencing in their whole life time that we did in a year,"
"But it doesn't matter," Yzak continued. "Because we were both protecting the things we believed needed protecting. So...we're both entitled to fight. If you look at it that way, we're no different,"
"Wow...I was expecting interrigation," Athrun's shocked expression made everyones daze turn to normal. "Sorry, but what was all that?"
Dearka smirked. "Dude...I don't even know..." He turned to Kira. "In short...we tried to kill you before and we promise we won't do it again."
Yzak chuckled slightly. It's like a little kid apologizing for breaking a friggin' window... He thought and shook his head.
Kira was still nervous. He understood what they were talking about though. It was just a little wierd to see his former enemies act that way. Kira looked around for an escape before the two started hating him again. "Hey...the girls. I'll see you guys later then...Bye! This was a nice little chat," Kira waved.
Athrun quirked a brow at the two and they smirked at him before he went off to follow Kira.
Dearka shrugged. "Wow...I wasn't exactly sure how that would turn out,"
"I didn't think we'd make friends,"
"We didn't Yzak," Dearka smirked. "We just don't hate him anymore,"
"Oooh..." The boys both laughed
Shiho squinted her eyes. "Sorry...but who was that?"
Yzak looked her way. "Kira Yamato. Thepilot of the Strike Gundam andthen theFreedom,"
"What! You mean that's the guy who you were trying to kill for like...half the war."
The boys looked at eachother, then back at Shiho. "Yes," They said.
Shiho ran her fingers through her hair. First they try to kill him, now they're talking with him casually like nothing ever happened. What have I gotten myself into? Who the hell are these people!
Kira stopped and looked atLacus from head to toe. "L-Lacus...you look...amazing," Kira gulped.
Lacus spun around. "You like it? It's all Cagalli and Miriallia's hard work,"
"I...I love it," Kira smiled. "You look amazing," Kira took Lacus' hand and led her to the nearest free table.
"Aaw...how cute," Cagalli sarcastically stated. "Think we should bugem'?"
Athrun laughed.
"Cagalli..." Miriallia narrowed her eyebrows.
"Oh whatever," Cagalli sat at a table and Mir and Athrun joined her.
Athrun quirked a brow. "Do you guys know what's up with Dearka and Yzak?"
Cagalli shrugged.
Miriallia screamed in her head. "Dearka's here?"
"Yeah, him and Yzak. I was talking with them and Kira was there,"
"Uh oh..."
"No Cagalli really, they were actually being...well..." Athrun raised his eyebrows. "Kinda nice..."
"Them?" Cagalli questioned.
"Yeah."
"To Kira?"
"Uh huh..."
"Whoa, life is strange,"
Athrun laughed. He looked at Miriallia who was fidgiting in her place. "Oh, that's right. Mir, what happened to you?"
"Huh? Why?"
"Well, Dearka wouldn't tell me so I thought you might,"
"Tell you what?"
"About last night. You were with Dearka,"
Miriallia's eyes went wide. "I was with Dearka?"
"Well...not really. Dearka was holding you,"
"Holding me?"
Cagalli leaned forward. "You let Dearka carry you?"
Just as she was about to protest, Athrun spoke. He laughed. "No, no Cagalli. It looked to me like she was unconcious,"
"You fell unconcious after that Mir?" Cagalli asked.
Athrun was beginning to become confused. "Wait...after what? That's what I was asking, what happened that knocked you out?"
Miriallia flinched and Cagalli smirked as she told. "Miriallia came to my house today in nothing but a sheet!"
"What?"
"And Lacus was there. You heard about that guy in Main Park this morning?"
"Yeah..." Athrun thought for a moment. "That guy was beat pretty bad. I saw on t.v. this morning that the guy was injured real early this morning and was rushed to the hospital...what about it?"
Cagalli laughed. "Dearka destroyed him!"
"What!"
"Cagalli!" Miriallia yelled.
She completely ignored. "The guy tried to attack Milly last night around midnight and Dearka got so pissed of that he took him down," Cagalli shrugged. "He was lucky too. He was only a natural, Dearka could've totally ripped him apart," Cagalli laughed.
Miriallia crossed her arms. "That's not even funny! Dearka could've really hurt him!"
"Yeah well he could've really hurt you! Think about it,"
Athrun shrugged. "I think I agree with Cagalli. You should be very thankful that he showed up when he did. I don't exactly know why he decided to do what he did and what his intentions were, but you owe your life to him,"
Miriallia looked over Athrun shoulder and saw the tennage boy laughing with his friend. She combed her fingers through her hair and sighed when Cagalli continued.
"Dearka took Milly back to his place and let her spend the night. But she didn't realize it 'till she woke up and I bet she totally freaked," Cagalli smirked.
"He let you stay there?" Athrun asked directing the question toward Miriallia.
Miriallia nodded her head slowly. Cagalli payed no attention to Athrun's shocked face and continued. "Then I guess from there he took her back to my place," Then something hit Cagalli and she became very excited. "OH! And guess what Milly told me!"
Mir quirked a brow. What'd I do?
"What?"
Cagalli laughed. "Her and Dearka kis-"
"Cagalli! NO! You promised!"
"Oh my god," Cagalli rolled her eyes. "It's not a big deal..."
She narrowed her eyes. "I don't care! I told you not to!"
Cagalli sighed. Whatever... "So anyway, how did you find out about her last night?"
Athrun just decided to drop the previously awkward events and continued with a story of his own. "Well...funny you should mention that. I was coming home last night from the store and there was Dearka, carrying Mir down Main Street. Get this..." He quirked a suspicious brow. "He asked me if I wanted to take her..."
Miriallia held back her laugh.
"He said that she'd like me better...Do you know anything about this Cagalli?"
"Huh? Me? NO way!
Miriallia smirked. By the look on Athrun's suspicious smirk, she could tellAthrun was on to her.
"Well, funny thing...I was told that you told Dearka that Miriallia liked me. But I know she doesn't. Why would you say something like that?"
Mir grinned. "Yeah Cagalli...why ever would you say something like that?"
"I...I...I gotta go!" Cagalli ran off and Miriallia and Athrun started to laugh.
Miriallia looked at Athrun who had a big blush on his face. "So Athrun, judging from your little interrigation there...you know?"
"Yeah, but I don't know if it's true,"
Miriallia smiled at his now frowning face. "Would you be sad if it wasn't?"
Athrun cocked his head. "Wha...I don't know, why are you asking me this?"
She laughed. "Maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea..."
"What?"
"You and Cagalli of course...You had something a while ago didn't you?"
"What! What would make you think that?" He nervously questioned.
She smirked. "Oh I dunno, could possibly have to do with the fact that I saw you two kissing in the war,"
Athrun shook his head. "That was a mistake! I told you people that!"
"You sure?"
"Yes I'm sure!"
She laughed. "Okay okay. I'll stop bugging you,"
Athrun smiled at her.
"Do you want to go sit with Kira and Lacus?"
Athrun shrugged. "Don't you think we should give them a little privacy?"
She giggled. "They're so shy that I bet they wouldn't need any privacy yet. Maybe if everything goes well tonight and they date for another two years or three, they might even kiss,"
Athrun smiled and shrugged. "That's not even a joke, that is a true fact," Athrun bowed his head. "Fine..."
"Yay!" Miriallia got up out of her seat and Athrun followed.
They went over to the other tables on the other side of the room and gasped in surprise at the scene before them.
Meanwhile...
"You look really nice tonight Kira,"
"Oh, uuh, th-thank you," Kira smiled nervously at the girl infront of him. She looked so beautiful.
"Would you like to dance Kira?"
"I'm not sure, maybe later, okay?"
Lacus intertwined her fingers on the table. "Alright then,"
Lacus looked around the large gymnasium to sort of find a way out of the awkward and silent situation, or at least find a topic to talk about.
"So Kira, what do you think of Dearka and Yzak coming to this school?"
Kira smiled. "They're wierd..."
Lacus giggled. "Why?"
"I don't know. One minute they're acting like a pair of idiots and the next, they're being nice to me," He ran his fingers through his hair. "It's all very confusing. Besides, it's strange to go to school with them after almost killing them ten times," He sighed.
"Kira..."
Kira was begining to look very tired as he saw the sympathetic look on Lacus's face. It made him melt inside. "Lacus...I'm sorry,"
"For what?"
"I'm not being very entertaining am I..."
She smiled. "Don't worry Kira,"
Kira smiled back. It was her smile again. What was it about her that made him feel like jello. Almost like his bones were no longer in his body and he could just let go. Kira's muscles relaxed and he took her hands.
Lacus stared at the now intertwined fingers. "Kira...?"
He no longer felt nervous anymore. There was something about someone else'sanxiety that made him feel better. Lacus had an impatient look on her face, like she was waiting for something. Kira tried hard not to laugh at it.
Suddenly, Lacus' hands fell weak in their hold and she stared straight at Kira. She took her hands away from him and lifted them to his face.
Meanwhile...
"Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!" Miriallia jumped up and down.
Athrun stood there in shock. "Maybe they do need a bit of privacy..."
"NONONO! Don't quit on me now, Athrun! Stay here,"
"Whatever you want," he rolled his eyes.
"Oh relax, just watch!" She squeeled in delight and Athrun sighed.
I bet those two are gonna chicken out anyway, so what does it matter... Athrun thought tiredly to himself. Suddenly,Athrun darted his head up. His jaw dropped in shock as the two drew closer to eachother. Their lips touched and they were elvoloped in a deep kiss.
He swiftly turned to Miriallia who was jumping. "Okay...How the hell did that happen! I must have blinked or something..."
Miriallia had a huge grin on her face. "You see? I am the master of prediction,"
"Prediction of what?" He quirked a brow.
"Love,"
"Ugh,"
Miriallia laughed and he smiled at her playful attitude when suddenly...
"Are you two spying on them...?"
The two turned their heads and laughed nervously. "N-no Cagalli we were...yeah, spying on them," Athrun bowed his head in shame.
Cagalli laughed. "Let me guess, Mir made you?"
Athrun nodded his head innocently.
"Yeah yeah..." She replied as she shook her head.
There was slight silence between the two when Cagalli saw a visible but faint blush appear on the coordinator's face. Miriallia tried not to make a sound as she watched the two with a grin of delight spread across her face. She looked back and forth between Kira and Lacus and Athrun and Cagalli and smiled wildly, unable to sit still. Before she could say a word, she decided to leave.
"What's up with her?"
Athrun shrugged. "She's wierd," he smiled. "So...what's up?"
"Nothing, I've just been wandering around...there's not really much to do, all these people are jocks and preps dancing together...and the odd nerd trying to fit in..." She sighed.
Athrun smiled. "Why don't you stay with us?"
"Us?"
"Yeah...I-" Athrun looked around. There was no sign of Miriallia anywhere. Didn't she just go back to the table?
Miriallia sat on the counter of the bathroom and sighed tiredly. She was so happy that everyone was getting together that she'd forgoten about herself.
Oh Tolle, I miss you now more than ever. A silent tear slid down the girls cheek. She looked into the mirror behind her and saw that her make-up was beginning to fade. She sighed.
Just then, the door swung open. "Miriallia?"
Miriallia jumped off the counter and narrowed her eyes. "What the hell are you doing in the girls washroom!"
Dearka crossed his arms and a small smirk came across his features. "Uuh, Mir? This is the guys washroom..."
Instantly, a small but bright blush appeared on the girls face. But then it all seemed pretty mild. She was unhappy, everything that was going around in her head seemed so horrible...embarassment was the last thing in her life that was wrong. She slowly let go of her knees and she sat on the ground.
"Mir!" Dearkarushed into the bathroom and looked down at her. "You...alright?"
She didn't reply. It didn't even seem likeshe heard him. That's right, I remember now...What happened this morning. She looked up at him. He seemed concerned...but why? Was something wrong? Her eyes widened as he crouched down to her level.
He looked straight into her red eyes. "Miriallia? Have you been...crying?" She didn't reply."Answer me,"
She shut her eyelids tight in ignorance.
He narrowed his eyes. "Why are you ignoring-?"
"I'm not," he was taken aback by her sudden answer. Tears started to slide down her cheeks. "It's just that my life really sucks right now," she turned her head away from him.
He started to laugh. "Yeah right. You're young, smart, funny, cute...what else do you need?"
"I'm what-?"
"Well think about it, stupid. You're getting worked up over...whatever you're getting worked up over, and you've got the perfect life," he shrugged.
She narrowed her eyes at him. "You don't know anything about me. Don't even think you do," she said in a venomous tone.
"You know what, I use to think you were strong for a girl...and a natural. But maybe I was wrong,"
"Maybe you were,"
He crossed his arms. "The Miriallia I met on the Archangel wouldn't cry like this,"
She laughed between tears. "Yes she would," she stated matter-of-factly. "I cried every day. Especially after..." She took a breath. "After Tolle died,"
The name hit Dearka like a bullet. "T-Tolle?"
"Yeah, Tolle...my boyfriend,"
"Cagalli?"
"Hmm?"
"Can we go sit with Kira and Lacus?"
"But I don't want to bother them!" She whined.
"Ooh! I don't care anymore. They had their alone time...and it was gross. Now we need to go stop them before they take off their clothes,"
Cagalli burst out laughing. "You're an idiot," she sighed. "Alright, c'mon.
The two made their way over to the romantic couple and politely sat down beside them at the table.
Kira smiled. "Hey you two, what have you been up to?"
"Nothin' really...just wandering around pretty much," Athrun replied. He quirked a suspicious brow. "So...what have you been up to...?" Like I don't already know... He shivered at the thought.
"Nothing...just..." Kira looked at Lacus and smiled. "Talking..." he said.
Cagalli smiled. "Talking, huh?"
"Yes, just talking," Lacus replied.
It was silent for a good moment before Athrun smirked. "Sure you weren't...doing anything else?" He gave Kira an all knowing expression and Kira's eyes widened.
"Athrun...do you mind if I see you for a sec...alone..." his eyes were narrowed.
"No problem..." Athrun grinned.
The boys stood up and rushed away.
Cagalli and Lacus shrugged. "Men...whatcha gonna do?"
His eyes narrowed just slightly. "Boyfriend huh..." he repeated in a low tone. He clenched his fists at his side. "You're still in love with Tolle aren't you..."
She nodded slowly as a few tears slid down her cheeks. She looked at his facial expression and his clenched fists. W-What's he doing...why's he acting like this...?
Suddenly, Dearka grasped Miriallia's shoulders and brought her into a tight embrace. Her eyes widened as her arms dropped helplessly at her sides, not knowing what she should do. Dearka?
"Don't cry," he whispered into her ear. "It's alright,"
Her eyes slowly started to shut and she too brought her arms around him. So...so warm, yet so cold. What am I doing? He's such a jerk. He laughs at me and makes fun of me; makes fun of my friends. He's just an all around bad guy. I hate this man so much. But I don't understand...I'm not...lonely...Not anymore. Because I've got him. "Dearka..."
"Miriallia...I-"
"Don't say anything." She held him tighter.
"Hmm?"
"Don't ruin it."
They sat on their knees embracing eachother. It all seemed so perfect yet so wrong.
A moment later, the door was opened, and a small draft made the two shiver and hold eachother tighter for warmth. Two men stood there in complete shock and amazment.
"Dearka?" One questioned.
"Miriallia?" The other boy said.
The two released eachother as quickly as possible and were faced with Athrun and Kira.
Dearka scratched his head nervously. "Uuh, ha, definately...uuh, not what it looks like..."
Miriallia didn't say anything. She didn't even look like she wanted to defend herself. The two were still on the floor when Athrun shut the door behind them.
"What are you guys doing in here?" Athrun questioned after he saw the angered look on Kira's face.
Kira just stared at them. "Dearka..."
Dearka quirked a brow at Kira. "What?"
"Did you...did you kiss Miriallia?"
Athrun's eyes widened. Dearka looked over at Miriallia. Did she tell him?
Miriallia stood, shocking everyone. She quietly headed for the door when Kira grabbed her arm as she passed him.
"Let go of me."
"No. What's up with you Mir? You were all jumpy today and now you're in a pissed off mood."
"It's nothing, leave me alone." Miriallia passed the boys and exited the room.
Dearka sat and ran his fingers through his hair. He sighed heavily. Looking up at the other two who were now staring at him in confusion, he rolled his eyes. "What?"
Athrun smirked. "You do like her don't you..."
"No...Ya think?" He replied sarcastically. He sighed again and layed on the floor.
"Dearka get up, that floor's disgusting..."
"I'm too depressed to care."
Kira ignored them and went straight back to the subject. "I thought you didn't like Miriallia. She is a natural. Even though the races have gotten along since the war, I would have still thought that someone like you wouldn't be able to cope so easily..." He quirked a brow. He was much too protective of Miriallia.
"What do you care..."
"I care because I'm afraid that you're going to hurt her...like you've hurt so many other people."
"What the hell are you talking about." He sat up and narrowed his eyes at Kira.
"You're not a very good person. You're rude and idiotic, and you say all the wrong things at all the wrong times."
"Screw you! That's just the way I am."
"Well if it is, then there's no doubt in my mind that Miriallia will hate you." He stated coldly.
Dearka clenched his fists as he stood. He brushed past Kira and Athrun while mumbling, "She already does."
After the door was shut, Athrun turned swiftly toward Kira. "How could you do that Kira!" He narrowed his eys. "How could you say that to him?"
"Say what? I was only telling him the truth before he got shut down by Miriallia. I saved him."
"From what? Having the chance to live?"
"What?"
"Dearka's whole life was wrapped around war! He's never fallen in love even though he was the worst womanizer out of all of us! Maybe you don't understand because you don't know him." He shook his head. "Maybe he can't get Miriallia...and maybe he knew that...but why would you rub it in? A guy like him covers his feelings by being the way he is. He may be rude and idiotic, but it's the only thing he learned how to be. After all he's been through in his life, you can't even let him fall in love? I can't believe you Kira." Athrun turned the other way and left the bathroom.
Kira stood there in silence. He bowed his head in shame as he ran his fingers through his hair as swarmingthoughts roamed his mind. "What have I done..."
Omg you guys, I'm so sorry. I just read that chapter over...and that is the crappiest thing I've ever read in my entire life...I'm so sorry. And that YzakDearkaKiraAthrun moment with Shiho sittin there...I read over that and I donno what the hell I was thinking...it's so boring. I swear I was on drugs or something.
I made you wait so long and it's crap. Sorry guys, no reviewer responses today, I'm ashamed of myself...and I'm too lazy to change anything...I might stop writin this one...or stop writin for good cuz I think I've lost it, lol. oh well. I'm really sorry, okay?
If I keep writin, I'll make it up to you in the next chapter okay? I promise...
Mel