Kira brushed her hair, trying to get it back in order after sleeping with Jesse. More like on top of him. Hope he doesn't care. He's so warm and I just feel safe around him, like nothing could happen as long as he's with me. Kira was brought out of her thoughts when her cell went off. Thankfully cell phone service had come back. Kira had felt almost naked without hers. Picking it up Kira flipped it open to find she had a voice mail from her friend Susan. But as she was about to press one to listen to it she heard a knock at her door. She didn't have time to respond before Jesse opened the door and came in. Kira closed her phone Susan can wait. Jesse stood shyly by the door as if waiting for Kira to make the first move. So cute. She laughed in her head.
"Hi" Kira said
"Hi" Jesse responded but made no more move to talk. Kira could tell he was still a little nervous around her after what had happened.
"You in my room for a reason or just hoping to catch me changing?" she joked hoping to bring him out of his shell.
"Well I was coming up here to tell you that we have to watch Rose while my mom goes to work, but now I really want to go with option number two." He smirked at her and waggled his eyebrows. Kira grabbed a pillow from her bed and threw it at him. Laughing Jesse caught it before it hit him in the face.
"So we will be alone?" Kira asked smiling.
"Well if you don't count Rose, then yea we will be alone." Jesse replied as he sat down on the edge of her bed. Crap I forgot about her. I love Rose but honestly I haven't spent more than twenty minutes alone with Jesse since we started this relationship, will except for this morning but I was asleep and couldn't enjoy it properly. Urgh! I hate kids. Jesse started to laugh, bringing Kira out of her thoughts.
"What's so funny?" she demanded a little put off that her boyfriend was laughing at her.
"You look like you want to kill Rose; just a little funny is all."
"I don't want to kill her it's just that we don't get to spend anytime together alone." And I really want to be alone with you.
"Don't worry I will just put a movie in for her and tell her we have other stuff we need to do. That way we get a solid hour and half alone, without being bad siblings." Jesse replied as he grabbed Kira's waist and brought her closer to him. Kira stood in-between his legs and consider her options. But Rose will be here as in here in the house as in could catch us, but he's so cute. Damn it I hate him.
"Okay, but I'm still not all that okay with Rose being here and us fooling around." She finally said.
"Who said anything about fooling around?" Jesse replied looking trying to look scandalized. Kira blushed.
"Yea cause you so weren't undressing me with your eyes when you came in earlier." Kira knew that Jesse knew he was caught. His face reddened and a small bashful smile graced his features. Kira laughed, leaned down to give him a small chaste kiss. She moved away from him when she stood back up allowing him to get off oh her bed.
"I'll go downstairs and hang out with Rose for a while then put on the tape. Just be my room I like an hour or so." Jesse said as he opened her door.
"Kay" Kira wouldn't admit this to anybody but she was nervous to be alone with Jesse. Yea she wanted to be alone with him. It's just that they haven't done anything like what they did two weeks ago since then. And even though she had joked about it not even three minutes ago, she was nervous. Relax it's not like you have to do anything. It's Jesse he won't pressure you to do stuff. But I basically just promised him he would get something. Why can't I just keep my mouth shut? Now there is all this pressure to do something. Maybe he doesn't want to. I mean we did just have a huge fight. Oh my god he might not want to. He might not want me. Okay I just have to breathe. How long till I should go to his room.
Looking at her clock about four minutes had passed. Fuck! Kira knew she needed to get her mind off of Jesse and fast if she didn't want to have a nervous break down. She decided to check her cell phone to figure out what Susan wanted. Pressing one the message started to play.
"Hey Kira, it's me umm just called to tell you about another bonfire tonight. And since you had such a good time at the last one. By the way what the hell was that about I didn't even know you liked him let alone like him enough to sleep with him? Anyways hope to see ya there. Later bitch."
Kira laughed at the ending Susan had always been a little on the crazy side. She was always the girl to go to if you wanted a good time. She threw the best parties and had the best alcohol. But what nagged Kira was the part about Derek.
People really think I slept with him. Why would I sleep him? Yea he's hot but I'm not a whore I only started hanging out with him like two months ago. Good to see how others see me.
Plugging her phone into the charger Kira grabbed the book off her dresser. No body really knew this about Kira but she liked to read, it's just she never had time for it anymore not with hanging out with friends on the weekends and school stuff on the weekdays. Kira just hoped that it could get her mind off Jesse for the next forty five minutes.
Forty one minutes later Kira stopped pretending to read her book. Not even that could get her mind off of this. Oh dear lord it's not like were gonna have sex or anything. At least he better not be thinking he's having sex. Kira threw her book to the end of the bed and jumped off it. She knew she should head to his room. Walking out the door and down the hall she could hear him telling Rose to pick out a movie so he could go upstairs to fold the laundry his mom wanted him to do. See with Rose being so smart he had to lie about having something to do or Jesse would find himself watching Ice Princess with her. Kira walked into his room and felt almost a sense of feeling at home rush over her. She knew why. His room smelled like him; soap, grass, axe body spray, and his own scent that couldn't be described as anything other than Jesse. Kira loved that smell. She, as stupid as she knew this was, wished she could bottle it. Feeling more at ease now she sat down on the bed when she noticed his laptop on his desk.
Okay that is invasion of privacy. I can't look. It's wrong. Even as she said this in her head she was reaching for the computer and bringing it back to the bed. Sitting back she opened it and found his email staring back at her. Knowing she should stop but having no self control on this she started to go through his mail. Funny thing was she found no incrementing evidence in the mail. Kira became bored so she started to just play around on the computer. She started looking at his itunes. Found out he was a punky rock sort of guy. With a few hidden funny music tastes. Kira almost forgot that she was using his computer without his permission until Jesse actually walked into his room to find her going through it.
"Find anything good." He asked. Kira was scared he might be pissed that she was on his computer but he seemed to be trying to hide his smile.
"Yea the fact that you like Kenny Chesney. Do you think his tractor's sexy?" she was laughing now.
"Hey he makes good music Ms. I'm only gonna listen to a band if the lead singer is hot." He grabbed his laptop back and put it down on the bedside table.
"I do not only listen to bands with hot lead singers." Kira responded slightly miffed he thought her music taste sucked.
"Sure you don't" Jesse poked her side hoping to get her to smile. When it didn't he started tickling her. Kira couldn't contain her laughter even if she really had wanted to. Finally after begging him to stop he did.
"I hate you" she said smiling. Kira was on her back and Jesse was on his side propped up on one elbow to be able to look down at her.
"Good because I hate you too, I just didn't want to tell you incase you were too attached to me." Kira laughed at that. Her laughter died down though when she noticed he was staring at her. His eyes her darker than usual. Kira felt herself shiver involuntary at that thought. But her mind was never given a chance to process any of this because Jesse placed his lips on hers and almost immediately deepened the kiss.
Kira sighed into his mouth when she felt his tongue against hers. Kira wished she would tell everyone how good he was at this. He wasn't like most boys it wasn't sloppy and to wet. It was perfect. Kira's hands started to move on their own because soon she found them on his back moving him to lay on her in-between her legs. God his weight caused the pressure in her belly to increase she could feel the ache growing again. She needed more contact more skin. She pulled away from his mouth almost violently. Jesse seemed rather confused as to why his mouth was not on her anymore. But it didn't last for long as Kira gabbed the hem of his shirt and pulled it over his head. She threw it across the room not really caring where it went. He won't be needing it.
Kira found his mouth again. And soon their tongues were battling again. But now Kira could feel his skin under her hands. His skin was so fair, but soft, and Kira had never noticed before how well shaped his shoulder were. He's absolutely per…oh god. Kira moaned, Jesse was grinding himself into her. Suddenly she wished she hadn't chosen to wear shorts she really should have just come to the room naked. The ache in her center started to intensify. Kira could feel Jesse's own arousal against her. Hid hands were now pushing her shirt over her head, and practically ripping her bra off of her. Kira knew she should say that maybe they should slow down but she couldn't. Her voice only seemed to be able to produced moans. Jesse mouth latched on to her right nipple.
"Jesse" Kira hissed. Not expecting his warm mouth there. Kira couldn't stop whimpering. Jesse was now playing with the left as he nursed the right. His rougher fingers working her nipple into a peak, she had never felt anything as good as his hands on her skin. Kira's own need was growing her hips ground themselves against his hard. She was bucking against him trying to tell him she need more anything just more. Jesse must have read her mind because she felt his hand leave her breast and trail down her stomach. Her muscles clenched under his touch. His hand still at the top of her shorts. As if silently asking her if it was okay.
"God yes." Kira answered though he really never asked the question. He unbuttoned the shorts and had to leave her breast in order to help get them down her legs. She felt slightly exposed in her purple panties and nothing else but there was no one she would rather be exposed to.
"You're beautiful" Jesse said before he kissed her again. Kira moaned into his mouth. God I hope Rose can't hear me. That was her last rational thought as his hands traveled down her body once again. This time not stopping when they reach her underwear. He slipped his under them finding her already wet. This time Jesse moaned. Kira could barely take it she had never felt this turned on before. She tried to get his fingers to touch her more but he seemed bent on torturing her. Fucking Bast..Shit! Jesse had found her clit and was now circling it gently. Kira could no longer think just breath. Even that was coming out in short pants. His mouth was now sucking on her neck. She should have been concerned about hickies but right now all she wanted was for Jesse to stop the aching inside of her.
"Jesse" Kira pleaded hoping he would understand her. Jesse seemed to understand because Kira felt a finger slowly entering her. Stretching her.
"God" Kira was able to moan out. Jesse just slowly moved his finger in her until he felt her hips moving with his hand, he knew she could handle more then. Sliding another finger in Kira felt she inner walls clench down on him. God she wished he was really in her. To really feel him. At that thought Kira could feel the pressure intensify to an alarming rate and she knew she was close. His fingers were moving faster and his mouth left her neck and found home again at her breast. Kira felt a burning coil in her tighten before her whole body arched off the bed. Her toes curled Kira though she could hear her self almost yelling Jesse's name but she really didn't care, then her body went limp and she could breathe again. Jesse slowly removed his hand and his mouth from her and started kissing her cheek, then her ear, then her chin, then her temple, he seemed to want to kiss her all over and Kira could do nothing but lay there.
Eventually Kira was able to control her breathing enough to speak. She rolled over to face Jesse. But she felt so exposed to him now and while he was doing that to her she didn't care but now she wondered what he thought.
"Jesse could you hand me a shirt." She looked down and blushed as she spoke to him. Jesse though seemed to clue in on this and kissed her nose, causing a small giggle to escape Kira. He grabbed his shirt that was hanging off the end of the bed. She pulled it on realizing that it smelled like him. Kira's eyes wandered over his body, from his eyes, down to his shoulders down his chest and then followed the trail of hair that lead downward and there she saw it. He was still hard. And by the looks of it quite uncomfortable. Aw poor thing. Maybe I should help. Her hand shook as she unbuttoned his jeans and slide down the zipper.
"Kira its okay" Jesse began but Kira just shushed him with her mouth and pushed him over so he was lying on his back and she was now straddling him. She slid down his legs and pulled his jeans off. She could see in his eyes he was unsure of this. She had never really seen him before, she had touched him, but only under a blanket never where she could see. Kira crawled back up his body and kissed him hard hoping to get calmed down enough to just let go like she did. She could feel him against her thigh. She moved her mouth from his and down his neck to his chest. She started the same torture that he applied to her. It almost made her laugh when she saw how frustrated he was becoming. Serves him right.
"Kira please" Jesse moaned out. Kira never thought someone moaning could be so sexy and adorable at the same time. Reaching down she felt him. He twitched when her hand rubbed against him through his boxers. His hips started to move now. Reaching inside of the boxers Kira brought his cock out. She wanted to badly to look but she mouth was kissing his chest and she couldn't see from this angle. So she did the logical thing she moved down his body until she was sitting on his knees. She could clearly see now. She had never in her life seen anything more erotic than her own hand around him. Dear lord, okay just breath remember this is about him.
Looking up into his face Kira could see Jesse eyes closed, his mouth was hanging open, his breathing was uneven and every time she moved her hand he would moan slightly. She tightened her grip.
"God Kira" Jesse groaned out. She started moving her hand watching it as it slid up and down him. Suddenly she had the urge to do what all her friends had talked about. She had never ever thought about this before though her friends talked about it enough. Moving down and bending at the waist Kira was now face to face with his cock. Looking up Jesse's eyes were closed so she took a chance. Slowly she brought her mouth towards it. She licked the tip. Jesse's eyes shot open and his hips jumped.
"Kira you don't…" but he was unable to finish because Kira had closed her mouth around the tip. Jesse moaned a little loud. Kira should have been worried but the only thing on her mind was him. She moved her head down to take in as much as she could and then moved her head back up. All the while she kept listing all the advice her friends have given her over the years. It didn't take long for Jesse to get worked up and Kira couldn't help but moan at the sight of him. That moan caused her mouth to vibrate.
"Kira I'm gonna…" but the words were lost as his orgasm shot through him. Kira could feel him empty himself in her mouth. It tasted weird, not bad or good, just weird. Kira swallowed it not because it was the hotter thing to do only because there was no where for her to spit. Jesse was breathing so hard when Kira looked up at him his face was almost purple it was so red. He opened his eyes and saw her looking at him he offered a small smile before wrapping his arms around her and pulling her close to him. Kira's head moved up and down on his chest. She could feel his heart beating so fast in his chest. Jesse kissed the top of her head and said thanks she was pretty sure. They just laid there for a while just listening to the other breathe Kira could feel his heart rate start to come down.
"Jesse" Kira said.
"Yea?' he replied
"I think I love you." Kira could not believe she had said it but she did. All she could do was wait for him to respond. It seems like years before he answered
"I think I Love you too" Jesse turned her head towards his and placed a small kiss on her lips. And then the heard it. The unmistakable creak in the floor boards outside Jesse's door. His door handle turned so slowly it was like watching in slow motion. Neither could move both frozen. The door opened just enough for a small person to walk in. Rose walked into the room and starred at the two in bed.
"Kira why are in Jesse's bed?"