First Time

Chapter Three: Love Me Like A Star

(Author's Note: Okay, here it is... what you've all been waiting for. My pleasure! As always, please just let me know if it was "good for you" ... hee-hee...)

Chapter Three: Love Me Like A Star

Tommy's head spun dizzily as he led Jude down the carpeted hallway. He was grateful for the short walk, which provided him with the needed chance to regain some of his wits; he knew he had been mere seconds away from spiraling hopelessly out of control on that couch. That wasn't what he wanted for her, for them, this first time.

"I've never done this before... Does it matter?" Jude asked nervously, just four nights ago.

"Yes, of course it does... It means... It's even more special... I want it to be perfect, for you... I have to make sure that happens..."

Remembering that promise, he stopped just a few feet from the bedroom door to embrace her and kiss her tenderly, putting his whole self, his whole heart into it. Ending that kiss, he stepped back to look at her. The love on her beautiful face devastated him; no one had ever looked at him that way. He had not believed himself capable of inspiring it.

Carefully taking her right hands in his left one, he placed his right one on the doorknob.

"Close your eyes..." he whispered throatily.

Only when he saw her silently obey, did he open the door, leading her inside.

"Keep them closed..." he warned, letting go of her just for an instant.

"What is he doing... hiding his dirty laundry or something?" Jude wondered.

A faint hissing sound echoed in the room.

He stepped up behind her then, wrapping his arms around her slim waist.

"Ok. Open them now." he softly commanded her.

Jude's azure blue eyes widened as she surveyed the bedroom. Another vase of red roses stood on one night stand. Pale, delicate moonlight and flickering candles illuminated the room and cast inviting shadows on the large bed, which was wrapped in silk sheets.

"You like it?" he whispered, his breath hot against her neck.

"I love it. Roses, candlelight... all for me..."

"There's no one else I want." he said honestly.

"I love you, Tommy." she replied softly, turning around in his arms.

"I love you, Jude." he answered huskily, seconds before they began kissing again with pure abandonment, slowly indulging the fantasies they both secretly had for years.

Tommy's eager fingers resumed their light tracings up and down her back, over her silk shirt. Jude's hands became bolder, slipping hungrily under his T-shirt, stroking his bare back; the feel of her hands on his bare skin further intensified the hunger they both felt.

Surprised by her own confidence, Jude then began sliding the shirt upwards, eagerly caressing his defined chest muscles as she did so. Tommy reluctantly broke their kiss briefly, just long enough for Jude to strip the shirt from his taut body and drop it carelessly on the floor.

Their lips reunited, Tommy took a few steps forward, causing Jude to automatically move backwards. She could feel the end of his bed directly behind her thighs. With his lips and tongue still exploring the depths of her mouth, he gently lifted her up, placing her on top of the rich sheets. He drew back to look again at her glowing eyes and the equal warmth of her smile.

"So beautiful" he whispered, already completely lost.

Recapturing her lips, he slowly lowered her body down on the bed and situated himself over her.

Jude closed her eyes as his mouth wandered tenderly over her face. He planted a series of small, perfect kisses on her forehead, both of her eyelids, the tip of her nose and both cheeks before resuming his intense possession of her mouth with a perfect blend of tenderness and passion. Fire ignited inside her stomach. Tommy's hands slipped lower, tracing the contours of her jawline and neck, then stroking her collarbones.

Jude shivered and arched her neck in pleasure, an invitation Tommy could not refuse. His lips traveled downwards, blazing a trail down her throat. His hands too traveled lower, now stroking her chest through her top. Mirroring what she had done to him, he slipped them under the silk shirt, onto the naked skin of her back; it warmed instantly to his touch.

Both of them desperately needing more, he slowly, carefully lifted the shirt over her head. She smiled lovingly as it was taken from her and he returned her smile, drinking her in with his admiring eyes.

"Beautiful" he repeated, now running his fingertips over the sensitive ivory skin of her breasts, as he continued to sweetly kiss her neck. Both of them were breathing faster now, as his fingers approached the velvety soft nipples; he lingered there, tracing their soft circles and listening to Jude's cries of pleasure.

Unable to resist any longer, he lowered his mouth to her chest, and began kissing one breast as his hand continued to caress the other. He trailed a line of soft, but fiery kisses down that breast, and finally ran his tongue over her nipple, then sucking gently. His mouth and hands reversed position, then continued, tirelessly heightening the excitement they both felt.

Jude squirmed beneath him, fully aroused and aching everywhere.

"Tommy" she moaned, needing even more.

He knew instantly what she wanted; he felt it too. Smiling lovingly, he lowered his hands to her flat stomach, caressing it with long, sweeping strokes. His lips and tongue followed, eagerly enjoying the taste of her; she had the softest skin he had even touched. With a ravenous hunger he never felt before, he only wanted to kiss her everywhere and know what every part of her felt like.

His tongue dipped teasingly into her navel, as he rested his hands on her hipbones. Slowly, he brought them forward, unfastening her jeans, then easing them down over her slim thighs; they soon found their way to the floor.

Clad only in small, red silk panties, Jude lay beneath Tommy, quivering with anticipation. Gingerly, he peeled them off; even his light touch was almost too much; the sensations in her body were unbearably, unspeakably good.

"Why do I feel you everywhere..."

"Why do I feel this everywhere..."

Tommy too moaned deeply, deriving equal pleasure from her obvious enjoyment. His fingers found his way down to her outer thighs, stroking lightly as he kissed her right hipbone, again working his way down her perfect body, traveling down her right outer leg, than upwards again on the inside; repeating the motions of his hands and lips on her left side.

Resting his head against her stomach, he continued stroking the tops of her creamy thighs gently, teasingly. Slowly, he moved his fingers towards her center, then slipped them inside that moist, very sensitive area, lovingly exploring every delicate crevice. Excitement overwhelmed Jude as she writhed impatiently beneath him. Carefully, he slipped one long finger slowly, but deeply inside her, feeling her warmth surround him, and hearing her cry out even louder. It was almost more than he could take. However, he continued to take things leisurely, now pressing his mouth between her legs and kissing her intimately.

Jude was panting desperately. Her body throbbed restlessly and with the most wonderful sensations.

"Tommy... please..."

His own body as tense and needy as her own, he could not deny her.

"Yes..."

He crawled back up to her, taking her fully into his arms on the large bed. They kissed as deeply and as fervishly as they could. Jude's hands now drifted over Tommy's body, stroking his buttocks, then moving to the front of his jeans. She felt his erection straining painfully through the fabric; it thrilled her more than anything. She couldn't believe that she had caused that.

Fumbling a little from inexperience, she carefully undid his pants; he was so taut, so swollen that his boxers came off simultaneously. She lowered them to his knees, when Tommy restlessly kicked them off with a single practiced movement.. He then rolled Jude onto her back, even as her fingers found his erection and tentatively touched it; her light caress enough to finally hurl him past his limits.

Positioning himself perfectly, he began lowering himself into her, keeping her protectively and possessively in his arms. He continued kissing her as he slowly slipped inside her, moving as slowly and as carefully as possible. She was tight, but so aroused, so wet, that he found himself sliding into her with more ease than he expected. Finally, she embraced him fully.

Jude lay beneath him, enjoying the feel of him buried deeply within her. It had hurt, but only briefly. She was far too enraptured to sense too much pain.

Tommy remained very still, as they both savored the moment. He broke their kiss, needing to look at her.

"Jude..." he whispered, questioning.

He gazed deeply and meaningfully into her eyes; seeing his own joy reflected there. Her look was one of pure love, intense pleasure and total trust. It shattered him.

"You are so special..." he whispered.

Uncontrollable passion seized both their bodies, now caught up in their own unique joint rhythm. Their hips shifted and locked, as Jude's legs wrapped tightly around Tommy's. His hands rested on her sides as they began to move together, with increasing speed and intensity. Their soft cries turned to ecstatic screams .

Jude felt the powerful explosion building insides of her; finally it erupted. Tommy's release arrived simultaneously and with equal force.

Satiated and exhausted, he collapsed besides her, but held Jude as close to him as he could; their bodies unwilling to separate too far; they still needed to touch. Jude placed her head on the left side of his chest, feeling his heart pound incessantly. She pressed her lips to it.

The sweetly loving gesture made Tommy melt, as she gazed into his now-smoky eyes.

"What?" she whispered, seeing the soft lights within his silvery orbs.

Tommy swallowed, and stroked his fingers softly over her.

"So perfect... So wonderful..."

"For me, too..." she agreed.

"It's never been quite like this for me before..." he confessed.

"I've never loved anyone before..." he thought.

"No?" she asked.

"Not ever..." he drifted off, awkwardly, not knowing quite what to say.

Jude just smiled softly and with total understanding.

"I know."

He gazed at her, looking deeply into her eyes.

"You always do... You understand even when I can't say it... No one's ever gotten me that way..."

"I love you, Jude." he finished.

"I love you, Tommy."

"Good... Cause I think you'll have to stay here with me tonight..."

"Like I could go anywhere... I can't move..." she replied, still breathless.

"Don't move... I don't think I'm done with you yet..."

"I never will be..." he realized.

He pulled a light blanket around them, as they cuddled happily together, talking in soft whispers until sleep finally claimed them both.