"what dah hell's goin on heah?" his voice was cold and his words sharp. I took in a deep breath and let it out.
"uhm…Knight can I talk ta yous privately?" I asked him, trying to sound as sweet and innocent as I could.
"no." he said, shaking his head. Blaze elbowed him hard in the side, and gave him, a look. He let out a sigh, and stood up, knocking over a few things over on the table, which made me jump a little. Blaze just rolled her eyes at his 'tough guy' act, and gave me a reassuring smile.
"where do ya wanna go?" knight asked crossing his arms over his chest and glared at race.
"back ta dah lodging house?" it was more of a question then I wanted it to be.
"fine lets go." Knight grabbed my arm and started pulling me toward the door. I turned to look at race who was following right behind, i shook my head telling him to stay here. His face was unsure about the idea but he gave a slow nod and watched knight pull me out of Tibby's.
After a minutes he still had my arm in his grasp, and it was starting to hurt. "Let. Go. Of. Me. Alex." I said trying to pull my arm away after each word. He finally did, and I rubbed it trying to get the numbness out. When we reached the lodging house he opened the door and waited for me to go in first, I thanked him, but he ignored it. We walked up stairs to the bunkroom and he shut the door behind us and locked it. I sat down on my bunk and looked at him. His arms were crossed and he stared coldly at me. We stayed like that for a few minutes, until I decided that for once in my life I wasn't gonna take any shit from him. "whats wrong wid you?" I asked him. He gave a short sarcastic laugh.
"whats wrong wit me? Whats wrong wit youse? Why cant ya just do what Is say?" he sat down across from me with his hands on his knees. I looked at him with disgust, and got to my feet.
"I'm not doing what ya tell me ta do anymore! I can take care of myself!" he gave me another laugh. "I wont listen to ya anymore Alex. I should have never listened to ya. You knew I liked Race, and ya never said we couldn't be togethah-"
"ya because I never actually thought it would happen!" now he was on his feet screaming into my face. I didn't think I could feel so hurt when he said those words. I sat back down on the bed.
"why?" my voice was a whisper. He shrugged looking around the room, I could tell he regretted what he said.
"youse just not dah kinda girl race likes ok?"
"well…why don't ya want me ta be wit him?"
"because, ya don't know how he is wit girls Mute. He aint nevah had a girl friend foah more den four days. And I forbid you from seein' 'em damnit!" he pointed his finger at me, and I pushed it away.
"I already told ya knight! I aint listenin ta ya no more! No matter what ya say!"
"yes ya are!" he yelled childishly.
"ya cant make me do anything." His eyes grew fierce and he got in my face.
"wanna bet?" his voice was cold, and it scared me.
"get outa my face" I tried pushing him away. But when I put my hands up to do so, he grabbed my wrists.
"dont talk ta me like that!" he pushed me back onto the bed, and I felt tears fall down my face. (A/N ok this really happened to me I actually told my brother to get out of my face and he grabbed me wrists and told me never to talk to him like that again I was so0o scared I started crying ) I was so scared he had never acted like this before , sure he had yelled at me, but never hurt me. "I want whats best for ya! Ya don't know how race is wit girls or what he does wit dem now ya aint stayin wit him and that's it!" and with that he stormed out of the room. And I laid there crying I didn't know what do. What was wrong with him? He had never acted like this. Never. It was kind of absurd. I just wanted to run away. To prove to him that I could take care of my self, I wasn't even thinking of Race, I just wanted to prove to my brother I didn't need him, and to get away from him. But the only place that would take me in was Brooklyn. I laid there and thought about it for a few minutes before making up my mind, and getting up. I started to pack the few belongings I had. I heard the door open and I look up to see who it was, when I saw it was Jazz I rolled my eyes, and continued on. I felt her eyes burning into me, before I heard her speak.
"whadaya doin" I knew she didn't care she was just nosey. I ignored her and continued packing, which made her pissed. "I asked you a question!" I threw my bag over my shoulder and walked to the door, but before leaving I turned around to face her.
"yeah I heard ya. Go ta hell jazz." I turned and walked down the steps, wishing I could see her face, she probably would have never thought I would ever talk to her like that. Hell, I was surprised I said that. As I started my long walk towards Brooklyn, I decided that I wanted to change my personality. I wanted to be outgoing and loudmouthed, just completely deferent from what I am now.
A/N : yeeeaah its kinda goin in a different direction then I thought It would but I was just getting bored with it. Any suggestion that u might want or might think should happen will be greatly appreciated :D