Is it too late?
What happens to your soul when you realize that you know not even one single soul on this pathetic little planet knows that you exist. You wish that there is that someone who likes you for who you are, but you know in brutal reality that you can only wish but WISHES NEVER COME TRUE. Then SINCE I'M A GUY AND GUYS ARE SO IGNORANT I think that MY wish has FINALLY come true and you start to trust some one then WHEN FOR THE FIRST TIME YOU TRUST SOMEONE THEY stab you in the heart. Then they don't even have the courtesy to take it out they just push in farther AND FARTHER so that it can't be pulled out and over the years eats away at my heart and eventually it will all vanish MY hopes , dreams and you thought of that wish ever coming true.. Then you say why I still love this person even though they hurt me as much as they could and I know that my wish will come true because your wish doesn't tear down every waking moment. Maybe because it's true love and true love can tear you down and nothing else. Maybe I'm just a fool for having the slightest thought for even having a thought that my wish will come true. Then you think what if I never let go what if I never give up on my wish and maybe my wish will become my future reality. Suddenly this very unique and very special person enters my life. They are not the wish I seek but they can still aid me in life at a similar degree. Unlike other people in my life this person does not open my eyes to new Brighter thoughts she does something more. She takes my darkest thoughts of my life and now they become not my brightest but their getting there with her trusty and very intelligent blonde midget. She brightens my eyes to that my wish will come true you just have to be patient. They will turn a hopeless geek into a hopeful shrink and maybe one day I will make my dream come true. I just hope it is not too late before I end my pitiful life by an "accidental" bungee experience skyway bridge at 8:47 February 2069.