Disclaimer: I obviously don't own any of the High School Musical Characters.

A/N: Thanks to my reviewers, more reviews equal more updates! So please review! Oh, and just so you guys know, I've been updating like crazy now because on Wednesday I'm going to be on vacation, so no updates for 5 days. Anyways, on with the story…

1:35 p.m. Why is he here? Troy is here at my rehearsal. He came to see me. I ran into the bathroom as hastily as I could when I saw him. Now I have to go face him ahh, it would have been so much easier if I had just seen him at dinner. But spending another day with him? Ugh, how can I break things off with him. Him, with those boyish smiles and kind words. STOP IT! SHARPAY GET A GRIP! You're a big girl now! But oh how I feel like I'm 13 when he's around. Maybe I can try acting distant, yea that's it, distant.

3:00 p.m. Way to go Sharpay, you're in the bathroom now, getting ready to leave with Troy for lunch break. Waaayyy to act distant. You suck at this. When I came out of the bathroom he gave me a huge hug and a kiss on my cheek.

"Hey Miss! I came to see you rehearse. I haven't seen you perform, gee, since the senior musical!" he stated very eagerly.

"Well I don't know Troy, I really need to practice and I don't know if you being here is the greatest idea. I might get distracted, "I said, trying to hint that he should leave. He of course didn't get the hint.

"Oh, I promise to behave myself," he stated, and how could I deny a plea like that?

"Fine," I mumbled.

And so it went. He stayed and watched me practice for an hour and a half or so, clapping and cheering me on, praising me whenever he had a chance. God, he'd be a really supportive boyfriend. AHH GET THOSE THOUGHTS OUT OF YOUR BRAIN!

6:00 p.m. Ugh, I don't think I can do this, I can't get rid of Troy. He's amazing, I can't get rid of him. BUT YOU MUST SHARPAY! Ugh, ok. Phone's ringing.

6:10 p.m. Ok, now I know that Landon must be suspecting something. I canceled a dinner date with him again. I've never done that. But I did have a good excuse. I claimed it was Ryan and Shane's anniversary. So, maybe I'm ok. Well I better go get dressed; I have about an hour before Troy comes.

7:00 p.m. Be strong Sharpay, you can do this!

June 7, 2012

Go to gym… oh screw it.

2:00 a.m. I have no self-control. Beautiful Troy? Yea, well he's in bed next to me. Ugh. I told myself I was gunna give him up, and he winds up in my bed. What is wrong with me? Oh, that's right, the love-bug has bitten me.

9:00 a.m. Ok, I have 10 minutes before Landon comes to check on me, and uhhh Troy knows about Landon, and I don't know if I'm ever going to see Troy again.

I woke Troy up at about 8:00. "Troy, get up! You have to go!"

Troy rolled over, "Come here," he said, pulling me into a deep kiss.

"No seriously," I took a deep breath, "my boyfriend is coming in about an hour."

"You're who?"

"Yea, I've kinda been lying to you. I have a boyfriend."

I could see the anger in his face, "You have a boyfriend who you've been cheating on with me? You really haven't changed at all have you, Sharpay. You just hit a new low. Using me to cheat on your boyfriend with?"

"I.. I'm sorry," I sputtered.

"Please don't say anything, I'm leaving." With that he stood up (oh what a body he has) grabbed his stuff, put his clothes on, and walked out the door.

I then sat in my bed for a half an hour and cried my eyes out, Ben and Jerry coming to the rescue. Now Landon is coming soon, and I really don't feel like seeing him. I want Troy. He really made me feel like magic last night. I need to find someway to see him, but I'm pretty sure that's impossible being how angry he is with me. And, rightfully so. I'm just a big bitchy screw-up.