Chapter Seventeen
Oh Hermoine!
I had already awoken the next morning finding myself in Malfoy's hallway I made my way back to my own comfortable bed my head throbbing and my vision blurry not to mention the pricing ache in my side.
A week later Malfoy lit a joint and passed it to Pansy Parkinson the other school slut. She kissed his cheek as he lit another joint to smoke for himself the only thing causing him to scream at Parkinson to get off of him. They were in the common room playing wizard chess and she was constantly trying to make out with him, which he to an extent let her. Parkinson picked up a glass of passion pop and gulped the foul liquid that tasted a mix between passion fruit soft drink and mentholated spirits and smiled.
"Yum." Malfoy shuddered at her taste and couldn't believe she could like the foul concoction that tasted worse than polyjuice potion.
"Pawn to E5," he sighed.
"What's the matter babe?" Parkinson asked confused in her annoying high-pitched Barbie bimbo like voice.
"Just bored is all."
"I know something to keep up occupied," she slid up next to him blowing smoke into his face.
"No Pansy, I don't want to sleep with you out of boredom."
"All right," she sooked, "You know there are heaps of guys who want this," she gestured towards her disgustingly out of proportion body over her odd shaped breasts and her cellulite infected thighs that boys only slept with because they knew she was easy, "why not?"
"I just told you why not Parkinson. Are you deaf as well as blind and stupid?"
"I think there is more to it than that." Just as she said this i walked to the portal. I had started going to see a therapist once a week to talk about my problems and slowly i was weaning myself off the Jim Beam only drinking socially and never out of pity.
"Just shut it Pansy and move a piece, you're so damn slow." I rolled my eyes and walked past them. Malfoy was now dating Parkinson and they seemed to do nothing but fight. Of course i found this rather amusing.
It's been seven hours and fifteen days, since you took your love away,
I go out every night and sleep all day, since you took your love away.
Since you've been gone I can do whatever i want, I can see whom ever i choose.
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant, but nothing can take away these blues,
Cause nothing compares, Nothing compares to you.
I could feel Malfoy's eyes following me as i made my way across the room when i finally shut the door behind me Parkinson couldn't help but open her mouth.
it's been so lonely here, like a bird without a song,
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from fallin tell me baby where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms around every boy i see, They'd only remind me of you
I went to the doctor and guess what he told me guess what he told me,
He said girl you gotta try to have fun no matter what I do, But he's a fool.
Cause nothing compares, Nothing compares to you.
"Stupid mudblood," Parkinson seethed, "try steal my Drakinibbles," she muttered under her breath not thinking that both Malfoy and I could hear her and it was everything i could do not to laugh at her pet name for Malfoy who was staring longingly at my door but quickly snapped out of it hearing Parkinson mumbling and grumbling. He put his arms around Parkinson and kissed her lips.
"I'm sorry baby," he told her, "but sex should be special."
"Ok then," she sighed. Just as i left the sanctuary of my room they kissed again.
"Don't try play god guys, I don't think a pig and a ferret would go well together," i laughed as i went to get a plain glass of coke.
All the flowers you planted for me, in the back yard all died when you went away,
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard, but i'm willing to give it another try.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
Malfoy scowled at me as i walked past him and his precious slut into the library to practice my piano and singing while drinking coke and smoking joints. I knew Draco didn't love Parkinson but it didn't help the lump of jealousy in my stomach that i hid with nasty comments and relaxed attitude. After the encounter with me Malfoy decided out of spite he would take things further with Parkinson hoping to gain my attention.
"Oh Draco," she squealed as he cupped her breast in his hand. He flicked his tongue over her nipple and she moaned in delight, which sounded more like a squealing pig and a squeal of ecstasy. She pulled him down so her whole body was pressing against hers.
"Draco...?" she said puffing and panting heavily.
"Yes Pansy?" he also breathed heavily only faking his pleasure.
"I love you."
"I love you too," he lied. he knew he would have to sleep with her now and the thought alone made him feel sick.
Coming out of my cage and i'll be doin just fine,
Gotta Gotta be down because i want it all,
It started off with a kiss how did it end up like this,
It was only a kiss, It was only a kiss.
Now she's falling asleep and I'm calling a cab,
while he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag,
now they're going to bed
and my stomach i sick but its all in my head,
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now,
letting me go.
I just can't look it's killing me, and taking control.
I heard her moaning and jealousy almost consumed me. i was no idiot i had made similar but not so disgusting noises with him myself once. It didn't surprise me but it still hurt.
Jealousy, turning facing to the sea,
Twirling love sick lullaby,
Choking on your alibi,
Pride is just the price i pay,
destiny is calling me,
open up your eager eyes,
I'm Mr. Brightside.
Malfoy brushed his hand up her thigh. This wasn't right in his mind he was picturing the long and elegant legs of Hermoine Granger and not the short stubby and already spread legs of Parkinson.
Coming out of my cage and i'll be doin just fine,
Gotta Gotta be down because i want it all,
It started off with a kiss how did it end up like this,
It was only a kiss, It was only a kiss.
Now she's falling asleep and I'm calling a cab,
while he's having a smoke and she's taking a drag,
now they're going to bed
and my stomach i sick but its all in my head,
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now,
letting me go.
I just can't look it's killing me, and taking control.
Malfoy lifted Parkinson's terribly short skirt that really didn't need lifting and pulled her underwear to the side. Parkinson was busy rubbing him to get him ready for her not knowing that while she was doing so all he could think about was me. When he was ready she pulled him out of his pants.
Jealousy, turning facing to the sea,
Twirling love sick lullaby,
Choking on your alibi,
Pride is just the price i pay,
destiny is calling me,
open up your eager eyes,
I'm Mr. Brightside.
"Oh Hermoine!" he groaned loudly as he entered her. In the library I heard this and i was on the floor rolling around in stitches. That was terribly priceless and i wished i could see the look on Parkinson's face.
Unfortunately Malfoy could see her face and even though it was not pretty to start with when she was mad she was definitely trying to put Medusa to shame.
"What did you call me?" Parkinson snapped at him, "you better not have just said that mud blood's name!" she pulled back her hand and slapped him hard. She pushed him off of her and rearranged her clothes so she was somewhat covered, though in clothes like hers decency was hard to come by. "Explain yourself Draco!"
I never! I never! I never! I never!
"Pansy I'm sorry it was an accident!"
"People don't say things in the heat of the moment that they normally don't mean! You're a bad liar Draco, why her?"
"Pansy please it only happened once and it was way before we were going out!"
"What happened... Oh no you didn't Draco!" he went bright red displaying his guilt, which was obviously hard to hide after his major slip up.
"You slept with that mudblood bitch? I mean who hasn't i heard she really gets around after Potter died." Draco took her by her shoulders and shook her violently.
"You take that back!" he yelled at her.
"So you're defending her now are you?" she slapped him again but this time harder.
"It was after the Valentines Ball and it was a mistake okay? We were both confused and lonely and it was a mistake! I swear i would never touch her filthy skin again and that's the truth." My insides turned to ice and i didn't want to over hear anymore of this argument after this statement.
"You're a bad liar Draco," Parkinson looked at him tears in her eyes as she whispered meekly to him.
"I know," he whispered back and gave her a hug.
I ran from the sanctuary of my library to my room sobbing and slamming the door behind me. I threw myself onto my bed and screamed into my pillow not even bothering to silence my room. I wanted him to hear the pain he had caused me and i hoped it cut him like a hot knife through butter as his words had done to me.
"You better go talk to her," Pansy sniffed and then she left.