Simple and Clean

Just for a moment.

Just for a moment, I'd like to believe this never happened.

Just for a moment.

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You're giving me...

Too many things...

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It's funny.

Fate is funny. I was the one that ran across the road without thinking straight. I was the one that was supposed to get hit. But you got hit instead.

It's funny, isn't it?

It's not fair.

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Lately, you're all I need,

You smiled at me, and said...

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Why did you push me away from the car?

Why didn't you let it hit me?

Why you'd have to be such a big hero--? Rescuing me from the car and getting yourself hit instead? Why?

Why do you have to go?

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'Don't get me wrong, I love you...

But does that mean I have to meet, your father?'

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I saw a pool of blood near you.

I saw a pool of blood near you when you got hit. It was your blood.

You didn't get up. You couldn't.

Your hands felt cold. Your eyes were blank.

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When you are older, you'll understand...

What I meant when I said, 'No'

'I don't think life is quite that simple'

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You promised.

You promised we would never separate.

You lied.

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The daily things...

That keeps us all, busy...

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I couldn't cry.

I couldn't cry when they told me you were gone.

I felt blank.

You couldn't keep your promise.

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Are confusing me...

That's when you came to me,

And said...

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I still couldn't cry.

I still couldn't cry on your funeral.

Everyone else is. Why can't I?

Because somehow I still believed.

I still believed you were alive.

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'Wish I could prove I love you...

But does that mean I have to walk, on water?'

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I thought I saw you at school today.

I thought I saw you smile at me.

I thought I saw you ran up to me.

But then you vanished.

You vanished when you touched my outstretched hand.

I thought I saw you mouth 'goodbye.'

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'When you are older you'll understand...

It's enough, when I say so,

And maybe, some things are that simple,'

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I miss you.

I miss you a lot.

But you couldn't come back. Not anymore.

I want to cry, scream, sob, anything.

But I can't.

I just can't.

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When you walked away...

You don't hear me say...

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I dreamed that you were alive.

I dreamed that everything was actually okay.

But it isn't, is it?

You hugged me and it felt real.

I wanted to hug you back.

But you were gone, you weren't there anymore.

I woke up.

And I felt empty.

I cried.

I cried for you.

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'Please, oh, baby, don't go...

Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight...'

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I cried because I missed you.

I cried because I cared for you...

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'It's hard to let it go.'

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Notes:

An anyone/anyone, ladies and gentlemen. I tried making it into a someone/someone pairing but it didn't work, so it stays. Anyways, I like to think of it as Sora/Kairi. : )

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