Chapter Eighteen

Sorry doesn't cut it

Draco knocked on my door softly.

"Fuck the hell off ferret boy!" i yelled back to his constant and annoying tapping. I picked up my wand and waved it at the door charming it to lock. He tried to open it to no avail and tried to unlock it again to no avail. His magic could never beat mine. He tried once more and then there was nothing but silence after that.

I put my head back onto my pillow relieved that he had left me alone when the door to the hallway leading to our separate bathrooms opened and Malfoy walked in aggravating me to know that no matter how i tried i could never have peace and that he would not leave me be.

"What do you want asshole i thought i told you to fuck off!" i cursed like a sailor.

"To say I'm sorry," was his weak reply to my weaker question.

"I tried to say I'm sorry and you didn't listen to me. I'm not going to sit here and listen to your contradicting bullshit. All right?"

"How can you do this?" he questioned me this time.

"How can I do What Malfoy?" i responded with another question quickly.

"How can you pretend like what we did never happened because I'm finding it fucking difficult? You don't want me fine; you don't want to be my friend fine. So how can you act like this after sticking your nose into my business telling another person what you've been telling yourself all along? This is what you wanted isn't it for us to be a mistake? You said it yourself it was a mistake the whole thing was a fucking mistake!" he ranted and raved at me furious at my drama queen behavior.

"That which does not kill me makes me stronger Malfoy! Listen to yourself! It was YOUR IDEA to help me! You made this mistake! If you had not come to me and stuck YOUR NOSE in my business this would never have had to happen!"

"As you keep pointing out! It's my entire fault! Well it takes two to tango Granger or are you afraid to admit your are not perfect?" his anger got the best of him as did mine and i pushed him backwards causing him to fall onto my couch.

"You're the one to speak to me what about your sister Malfoy huh? Ever think that if you told someone she existed before the did what they did to her she might have lived?"

"You leave her out of this i never once brought up potter!"

"Yeah what about Harry huh? What about what you did to Harry? Proud of that Malfoy? He paid for his mistake with his life! What is your punishment for your mistakes? For my mistakes? It went to far Malfoy! Harry is dead! I forgave him for what he did to me but you! I'll never forgive you ferret now get out!"

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know,

Please don't say your sorry,

I heard it all before and I can take care of myself.

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know,

Please don't say forgive me,

I've seen it all before and I can't take it anymore.

You're not half the man you think you are

Save your words because you've gone too far

and listen to your lies and all your stories,

You're not half the man you'd like to be.

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know,

Please don't say your sorry,

I heard it all before and I can take care of myself.

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know,

Please don't say forgive me,

I've seen it all before and I can't take it anymore.

Don't explain yourself cause talk is cheap,

There's more important things than hearing you speak.

You stay because i made it so convenient

Don't explain yourself you'll never see

I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry

I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry,I'm Sorry

Forgive me.

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know,

Please don't say your sorry,

I heard it all before and I can take care of myself.

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know,

Please don't say forgive me,

I've seen it all before and I can't take it anymore.

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know,

Please don't say your sorry,

I heard it all before and I can take care of myself.

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know,

Please don't say forgive me,

I've seen it all before and I can't take it anymore.

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know, (Don't explain yourself cause talk is cheap)

Please don't say your sorry,(There's more important things than hearing you speak)

I heard it all before and I can take care of myself.

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know,

Please don't say forgive me,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

I've heard it all before,

Malfoy just stayed there on the couch staring at me still as a stone.

"Hermoine, Don't..." He begged breaking the uncomfortable silence.

"Don't you Hermoine don't me Malfoy now get the hell out!" i bellowed.

"No I won't," he said his voice calm and collected

"Then I'll make you," i raised my wand.

"Don't you dare you try hex me and i swear I'll break it."

"Petrificus..." he snatched the wand from my hand, "Hey!"

"I won't let you!"

"You and what army?"

"Me and this army," he retorted before snapping my wand. Now there are few things that get me mad, snapping my wand would definitely be at the top of my list just before burning books.

"You'd better replace that," I tried to keep my voice from wavering as anger bubbled to the surface.

"I will if you behave like an adult for once and not some spoilt two year old child. I curled my hand into a fist and king hit him. He went down like a lead balloon and i dragged his heavy ass into his room and left him on the floor. Just for Karma, i pulled his wand from his pocket and snapped it. it wasn't like either of us couldn't afford new ones anyway.