It's been awhile since I updated.

Chapter 3

Lost in a daze, the fiery telepath stares blankly into the ocean failing to see the moon caress waves that slipped up to where he sat, soaking his pants. He soon fell asleep sitting there.

Within his mind, Schuldig sat, leaning against a white couch, in a white room, with a TV in front of him. Glimpses of his happiest moments blazed across the screen. All he could do was sit there, watching as tears left silent trails down his cheekbones, disappearing below his jaw line.

"You know you two deserve each other for all this crying that you're doing."

Schuldig stiffened as he heard a decidedly feminine voice behind him. Jumping up he turned around to see a figure lying on the couch with an arm propping her head up. A figure that he hated.

Bristling with malice, Schuldig growled "What are you doing here?"

"Watching you mope."

"And loving it I'm sure."

Asuka's face grew cold as she slid off the couch and stepped in front of Schuldig.

"I never asked to die. I never asked to hurt him and I most certainly didn't ask to watch your relationship fall apart. You think I want this then you're far denser than I thought. I love Yohji, but I'm dead now."

"I know that and he knows that, but he doesn't care."

"I don't think you know I'm dead. If you did then you wouldn't have let my memory take over your heart. Yohji loves you. I know it, but you're so fearful of what he would do to himself that you don't take the time to act like you should. As a real lover, not a baby sitter. He doesn't need that."

Schuldig swallowed hard, "have I worried too much."

Covering her eyes with her hand and sighing, "If you didn't fret so much about him remembering me then maybe he would let me go. He thinks it has to be you or me. If you love him, then you wouldn't make him choose. I'm his past, someone he will never have again. Why do you feel threatened every time he thinks of me?"

Schuldig sank to his knees. "I don't' want to lose him. I know what is going on in his mind, I can see it. He wants to be with you more then he wants to be with me. He'd kill himself."

Staring at the kneeling man Asuka rolled her eyes. "Many you two really do deserve each other. You rely too much on your power. Don't read his mind, people think and remember things that they don't want to. Feel his heart and see his face. Every time he looks at you he couldn't be happier. Don't lose that. Not because of me."

"But…"

"NO buts, now you're using me as an excuse. GO to him before he leaves."

Sputtering Schuldig sat up as the taste of salt water filled his senses. His entire body was soaked now as he realized the tide had come in. He got up slowly remembering his dream. Looking up at the sky he closed his eyes, but felt a hard nudge turning him around and then a sharp smack on his butt forcing him to jump.

"GO"