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Yes chapter 4! PARENTAL ADVISORY. I problably didn't even spell that right. Oh well. Still don't have word pross. Hehe. KINKY. you have been warned. ENJOY.

Chapter 4: In The Dark

As soon as practice was over, I began to walk away. I knew I had to get to my room before Murdoc saw me. During the recording session, I was so happy about giving him a boner, I didn't realize at the time, that that would probably make him come after me more. Now I was in trouble.

I got in the elivator, and pushed the down button. The doors closed. I was lucky because Russel wanted to speak with Muds, so that gave me time.

I stepped out into the basement and walked to my room.

I got inside my room and locked the door. Murdoc no longer had my key. So, I was safe, for the most part. I leaned on the door a few moments, then noticed something. My pills!

"My pills!" I couldn't help it, I yelled it. I ran over to my one desk that held my beloved pills. They werent there! They weren't anywhere! I panicked. Without them, I would be nothing. I would be a ball of, of pain!

I began to run around my room, throwing things. Then, I realized something, "Murdoc, you son of a bitch."

I stood still. I could hear him. He was outside my door. I went and opend it.

Sure enough, there stood Murdoc, his smile was so wide, it showed all od his teeth. He looked at me up and down. My eyes narrowed at him.

He stepped into my room and then shut the door. He looked around, "Lose somethin'," He said smiling.

I felt like jumping on him. I didn't though. I knew what he would do. "Give 'em to me. I need 'em." I said.

He got closer, "Show me ya need 'em." He folded his arms. He knew he had power, and an upper hand.

I glared even more, "What do you want?"

He moved so close to me, his head was at my ear, "What you don't wannna give ta me." He then brought both of his arms around me like a hug, only, worse.

I could only stand there. My arms pinned to my side. I struggled though.

"The more ya struggle' the more I press." He said squeezing.

I got to the point of me not breathing. I was taking gaspes. I was exuasted. My body went numb. My arms felt like they were no longer there. I stoped struggling.

Murdoc smiled. He losened his grip so I could breath a bit more. "Calm down dullard." He said, kind of soothngly. I looked down at him,"Please gimme' my pills." I said.

He shook his head. Then, he said,"You made me so hott today. I thought I was gonna explode." He kissed me.

I closed my eyes. He slipped his tongue in, no matter how hard I tried to keep it out.

His hands wre now moving down to my pants. I could have pushed him, had my arms not been numb.

He undid my zipper. He kept his kiss though. I tried moving away, wiht my legs, but, he only pushed me. He lost his kiss. He forced me onto hte bed. I lay back, on my back. He was on top of me. His mouth claimed mine once more. His one hand help my shoulder down. The other, pulled my pants down. My boxers were the only thing on my lower half.

He pulled my shirt off, only breaking the kiss for a second.

Then, off came my boxers.

He grabben me. I felt my face get red because I had an erection by now. He smiled and looked at me, "Wow, this must mean somthin'." He rubbed me. I had no choice, I moaned. My hands were now on the side of the bed, holding on. I tried so hard not to give out any signs that I was in pleasure.

Murdoc smiled, "Go on! Moan. No one can hear ya." He kissed my neck.

"I hate you!" I said lowly. My eyes shut. My teeth clenched together.

Murdoc growled. Now he was mad. I heard him unzip his pants. Now he picked me up. I gasped as his cold hands thouch me side. He rolled me over. My eyes shot open. Murdoc forced me into position. So strong... Then he pulled my hair back, my head coming up sharply, "Why though?" He only said.

I felt a small pain, he put a finger into me. Then another. I gasped. I could feel myself holding back so much now. He was going slow though. I felt pain, a little, but was Murdoc trying really hard not to hurt me?

Murdoc let his two fingers slip out. He was breathing hard, and mine was as well. He bent close to my ear, "Are ya ready?" He said lowly.

I gasped, "Fuck you!" I then felt Mud's hands grabb my hips firmly. Then, he entered. Oh, The pain. He nailed into me. One heavy thrust and I was in bliss. I let a small gasp out.

Murdoc laughed. He then gently said, "Im gonna begin." He gave a light push, then backed up.

I held on to my bed, I was clutching the sheets. I heard a pleased moan come out of Murdoc. That second, I felt something. As he pumped in and out, I found out that I was enjoying it. 'No!No!God, not even you would do this ta me.' I said in the back of my head. I let out a moan. Then, I released. One of Murdoc's hands had been holding me, nad now, I had released all over him. I felt embarressed. But then, Murdoc did something.

He didn't hite me. He didn't yell, he only said a sentence. As he said it, he released inside of me. Oh, it felt so good. But, the words he said sent a kind of pain in me. Apain that wasn't physical, but, went to my heart.

The words he said were these, "Why do ya hate me?" So sad, yet, odd.

I fell into a black bliss where the words kept coming at me.

In this bliss, I was alone.

End of chapter 4. Hah. I got it done with in like 20min. Thank god. Ok, well anyway, thank you for those of you who have sent me reviews. Send more. LOL. tell me how you liked this chapter. I am SO sorry that some of them seem out of character. But, hey, thats my job. lol. ok Well anyway, See you all soon hope you enjoyed this. Chapter 5 on its way.

-D.D.Darkwriter

I hate the way you make me what you want. Yet I can't say no to you. Maybe things would be better if I just killed myself.