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I don't even know if I am spelling disclaimer right.
Welcome back all. Hehe. Well anyway, in this chapter, 2D gets mad, and leaves to get out for a little while. This chapters not that cool, kind of, but I did throw in some parts I think the girls might like. Lol well, enjoy, and Warning: male/male, and a bit of a mature part in this. Have fun.
Chapter 7: Jealous?
I sat in front of the telly and turned through the channels. The remote stopped on an animal show. The animals were mating. I watched. I couldn't help but think of Murdoc and I. Soon, I began to picture us in the place of the animals. A small bulge in my groin made me change it. I came to MAD TV. I liked this show. I watched it a while, hoping my bulge would go away. I took breaths, deep ones.
After a while, it relaxed. I couldn't help but wish to turn it back. I was even thinking of going into my room and let my mind go, but then again, Murdoc would probably come in. I watched the telly. When someone came in and sat on the opposite side of the couch, I realized it was Murdoc. I stayed in my spot. He wouldn't try anything up here, would he? I stared at the telly.
"Ya watch this, do ya?" He asked not mad or angry, not happy either.
I moved my head up and down. He was watching me, "I do as well, once in a while." He said. I didn't answer. I didn't really want to talk to him, and yet, I did.
We were silent. The silence was a bit nerving, we only watched the telly. I wanted to look at him so bad. I found myself trying to peek at Murdoc off of the screen. It showed no reflection. I was scared too, what if he tried something?
Then, he spoke, "Ya know Dullard," He spoke in a tone of voice that was gently, yet demanding. Scary. I didn't look though, he kept going, "If I asked ya..."
He didn't finish. I looked to the door way and saw why. Diesel stood there, hair in his eyes, he looked innocent.
"Hello. Hope I'm not interrupting anything." He walked in. There was a chair. A few fucken chairs. But, he picked the couch we were on. He sat close to Murdoc, too close. I though Murdoc was going to hit him. He didn't. Why not though? He always hit me, even if I was in an arms length away and didn't do anything.
The Diesel thing was by Murdoc now. Murdoc only nodded, "No lad, I was only haven a chat with D-2 over here."
D-2? What kind of shit was that? "2-D." I mumbled. He didn't even notice he got my name wrong. Diesel only asked him a question, "Where's your Winne'? The others said you lived in a camper?" He tilted his head. He sat so he faced Murdoc's side. Blocking me?
Murdoc gave a grunt, "They told yeh that eh?" He gave a small laugh.
That was it, I got up. I began walking away. When Murdoc called my name, I kept going. I got into the lift and went down. I got out. I walked to my room. Then, I slammed my door shut!
I only lay on my bed. I lay on my side, looking at the door. I was waiting for it to open and a mad Murdoc to come through. No one came. I was alone. I lay in silence a long time.
Hours passed, and I got board. I wanted to do something. I couldn't just sit in my room anymore. I found myself opening the door to my room. Noodle stood there! I jumped.
"Christ Noodle! Ya scared me," I said holding my heart. Noodle smiled up at me, "Hi 2D." She let me pass.
She followed me as I walked to the jeep. "Can I com?" She asked.
I couldn't say no. I wanted to be alone, but she gave me a look. So, cute. I smiled at her, "Fine." Then, I got in. Murdoc, always (Mostly) left the keys in the car, today, they were there.
Noodle came in and sat in front with me. There were no seatbelts. "Noodle, perhaps ya should sit in the back?" I asked.
The little girl pressed her lips together, "I'm not 9 anymore! Now go!" She said.
I gave a smile. She put on music as the jeep roared on. I watched the Winne', waiting for Murdoc to come out. He didn't. He was probably with Diesel! I put my foot down. The jeep went forward.
We sped through the car park. I was so mad, I didn't really care if we were going through the car park faster than someone should.
Noodle held on tight, "Calm down. At least till we're out of the car park." She laughed, nervous probably.
I wasn't really listening. My thoughts were on Murdoc. Visions of him, and me flashed inside me. The car went faster. The to the car park opened as we went out. We almost grazed the top of it, but, we didn't. Noodle, from the corner of my eye, was somewhat gripping the side. I knew my eyes were glaring ahead of me, watching the dirt road.
The car bumped over pavement as we came passed the gates. We drove down the road. It seemed, the faster I went, the further away Murdoc felt from me. I gave an evil smile at the thought.
Noodle looked over at me, "2D,slow down." she said. I couldn't though. I needed to get away. Was I really jealous? I couldn't be though. He raped me! I didn't want that. I never asked him to drug me, and then have sex with me.
I was too deep in thought to hear Noodle yell. But, when she put her arm on my shoulder, I knew. I slowed the car down. I was going too fast. When I looked over into Noodle's eyes, the said, 'Your far enough. When I am around, you don't have to run.' I knew she really didn't know what was going on. But, the look. I slowed the car and gave her a smile, "Thanks Noodle." I said.
Noodle was already smiling back at me, "For what?"
"Everythin." I said. I looked forward, "Where ya wanna go?"
Noodle stuck her head out the side, "The mall!" I tugged her shirt so she would sit down. It was already dangerous enough without seat belts, but hangin' out the window, was worse. I laughed. I loved hangin' out the window.
Whenever I got drunk, Murdoc would always force me out the window. I could hear his words, "Throw up ova the fucken side! Come on, ya god-damned twaht!"
I have a small smile, and giggled. He had smacked my on the head and pushed me out over the window, while still driving.
He really didn't want me throwing up in the jeep. I drove down roads. Noodle helped me find the mall.
We found a place to park. The second we got out, I had this really bad feeling that something was going to happen.
End of chapter 7. Yes! HA!
