Wow…. I never really thought that raven liked me like that. I mean, I'm a nice guy y and all, but wow. I just felt kind of bad that no one ever wanted to hang out with her. Don't get me wrong: she scares the shit out of m too. But she was always in a corner somewhere reading, by herself, with a sad look on her face. I hate seeing sad people. I hung out with her, tried to make her smile, I even gave her a stuffed chicken for god's sake. I hade no idea she was fucked up so bad. I thought that it was obvious that I was in love with terra. When she was here, I spent all the time with her. I was hurt the most when she betrayed us. I was the saddest when she was frozen, never to move again. I'm eternally grateful to Raven for bringing her back, but I cant believe she would be that jealous of her. And now it all comes down to this. This corpse that is lying on the ground in front of me.
But I guess I can wait to tell anyone, pretend I didn't notice. It would be such a waste to ruin a good party. I can forget about Raven easily. She was just another person, of no importance to me at all. Why bother feeling guilty for a depressed, insane, cutting goth's actions that led to her own demise.
I went back downstairs to join the party. The dancing had subsided, and now everyone was just talking a drinking. A few people brought out some heroin. I went over to Terra, winding my hands around her waist as she handed me a beer. She gave me a light kiss as she asked, "Hey? Whatever happened to Raven?" I replied, "Who?"