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Yes, chapter 10. Sadly, I am not getting a lot of reviews for it. Lol. For some reason it makes me laugh. Well, anyway, this chapter has slushiness. Yes, its 2D/Murdoc again, no wait…, (Let me check god damn it.) YES, IT IS. I had to check. I didn't want to mess up and then be all like, oops. Well, anyway, here we go, WARNING: slushiness ';…;'. (The only best)

Chapter 10: Suffering

I walked over to my door. I felt like shit. My dream was of Murdoc and Diesel. I was hungry though. Plus, it would give me a chance to see if Diesel slept with Murdoc.

I looked at the Winne'. There was no sign of life. I kept going. I went up the lift. I got out and walked to the kitchen. No one was in there, but there was some food on the stove. I ate little. For some reason, I wasn't as hungry as I thought I would be.

I put my dish away, and I took some pills. I used water to help them go down. I looked out the window and saw the landfill. I watched it till, Murdoc came in. I didn't look at him. I didn't really want to.

He felt different. He said, "Ya nevea' came ou'of ya'r room las' night." He looked at me. I could feel his stare. I knew he was waiting for me to answer.

I had a quick thought, 'e never came up the life.' I was kind of mad. If he had been down in the Winne', I would have heard him come up here. He came from a different room. Diesel's room?

When he realized I wasn't going to answer, he said, "Talk ta me."

I gave him a glare, "Ya never wanna talk." I began to walk away.

He grabbed my wrist and forced me to look at him, "I mean it 2-D. Ya better tell me."

I had no clue what he was talking about. But, I was mad now. I should be the one pressing for him to talk to me. And demand to know what hes doing with Diesel! I ripped my hand away, "Let go!"

He clenched his teeth. Then he grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me. He was about to say something, but I did first, "Wot! Did Diesel not fuck ya the way ya wan'ed?" I gave him a pressing glare. I took my chance. He had stopped shaking me, and was now standing there with his mouth open.

I squirmed out of his grasp. I was proud till I saw his mouth close, his teeth grind, and, his fists clench. Oh, the word "Pissed" would have been an understatement right now to describe Murdoc.

I backed up slowly to the lift's doors. I pressed a button.

Murdoc followed, he kept his angry look. His dark black hair was almost covering his eyes. With the look he was giving me, I was surprised that the hair in front of his eyes didn't melt. The doors opened, I got in. That's when Murdoc pounced. He jumped on me. I couldn't even scream. He pushed me into the elevator. He got in and then, he closed the doors.

The doors shut, I was alone, with him. I had pressed my body against the wall, now, he turned to me.

He looked me up and down, "When ya scared like this, it makes me want ya mo'."

I was scared. There was no sense in hiding it anymore. I knew I was in for something. I prayed I was wrong, "Wot, wot ya gonna do ta me?" I stammered.

Murdoc gave a very forced smile, "We gonna play a game." He shrugged, "Tats all."

I cringed but relaxed. I felt a bit more at ease, till the doors opened up.

Murdoc gave me a smile, "You first."

I stepped out. He followed. I paused. I was a bout to ask where, when he said, "Your room."

I walked to, 'My room,' and opened the door. Damn it, I was so stupid. I say that because the second I took a step forward, Murdoc changed.

He pushed me in, slammed my door shut and then gave me a pissed look.

I backed up so I was near my bed. I held on to one of its ends. I asked so worried, "Wot, yeh ne-need, Muds?"

He didn't really say anything, he looked around. It was as if he was looking for someone hidden in the room.

I only stared. Murdoc caught my worried expression, "I need ya."

I didn't understand till he began to come forward and shove me. I kept my balance, but now, my front was unguarded Murdoc was pissed, and , needy. I was going to be rapped and I wasn't even drunk or drugged!

Murdoc was in a rush. He grabbed my shoulders and threw my front over the bed. I was in a straddle form. Murdoc pulled my pants off of my hips. It was easy, I was thing tough. I tried to stop him by backing up, "Stop!" I said.

Murdoc grunted. He did a butt-bump with his front. Murdoc's pants were still on. My pants weren't even all of the way off, they were on my knees. I gave a small cry.

Murdoc only unzipped his pants. He didn't really take off his clothes. I gave a small wiggle.

Murdoc grabbed my hands, each in one of his own. His clothed chest was on my back. His breath was on my neck, then in my ear. He said, "I need ya so bad. I can't be waiting any longer!"

He backed up, I wasn't ready. He didn't care. He thrusted into me. "Ya went too far this time 2D." He let me scream.

I came forward. His hands clasped onto mine, his arms ran up along mine. I had closed my eyes. It hurt too much, "Please!"

I heard Murdoc grunt. He then thrusted into me again. My body went forward. His stupid metal buckle was cold on my skin. So cold. But, the pain that shot up through me was worse. I gave moans. I half hoped it would make him ease up, and half was out of pleasure.

Murdoc's breath was hard. I was too. Soon, one of his hands left my hand to grasp my unit. The hand of mine that no longer had weight on it shot up. I was grabbing, I grabbed one of Murdoc's tricepts. I squeezed. I knew it hurt him, but he ignored it. He must have realized that he was being too rough with me.

As my grip loosened, I realized why, My head and back pain were coming back. Murdoc burst into me. I screamed as he violently pulled out. I gave another scream as my back and head exploded.

My darkness was there in seconds. I don't know if I had to close my eyes to see the darkness or not. All I know is that, I was in pain, and then, nothing.

The end of chapter 10. I hope you enjoyed it. I am working on another fanfic as well as this one. For all of those people who are reading and reviewing this, I would like to say thank you. I am glade that you are reading this. Also, I would also like to thank those of you who read this, but don't review because you don't want anyone to know that you read this cough Dib cough . Hehe, sorry everyone, I have a bad cold. HEHE. Well anyway, I do hope you enjoyed it, I am also happy that you have read this for so long. Noodle is going to be staring in my next fanfic! Flamers fuck off. Well, bye bye.

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