Disclaimer: I do not own the Gorillaz. If I did, every one would hate me.

WARNING: This chapter contains scenes that parents might not find suitable for children. This chapter contains very graphical scenes. Enjoy. (For all of you pussies who are afraid to read.) Other people who know this is bad, go ahead, read on. Have fun. (Remember, I don't write happy stories. I am not good at it. Also, its not in my blood, nor does life normally end in a good way. You have to remember, life is fake, and these stories are only bases on it.)

Chapter 13: Breakdown

The afternoon came slow that day. I was on my bed. I just kind of lay there. Soon, I let my eyes close. I fell asleep.

';…,'

When I woke I thought I could hear him. I thought I could hear him outside my door, shooting. Yelling stupid things to zombies. When I got up to open my door, no one was there.

I walked out, I went out to the car park, No Winne'. No Winne' to keep an eye on and pray that someone menacing wouldn't come out of it. I went to the lift. I went to the kitchen. No one was there. I sat down, half expecting Murdoc to come in and hurt me. Or say something offending. He never did. I waited an hour. No one came.

I was about to get up when Noodle came into the room. She sat across from me. I didn't look at her, she stared at me. After a few minutes she said, "You're not going to do anything?"

I looked up at her, "Wot can I do?"

She sighed with anger and got up, "Get your ass up and go get him!"

I didn't even know where he was. Or if he was still there. I gave her a look of disappointment, "I can't. Not a lone."

Noodle girded her teeth, "You've been in this world alone half your life 2D! No way this will stop you." She got up. I watched her walk over to the door. She stopped. She pulled out a piece of paper. Then, she dropped it on the floor. She looked at me, "Opps." Then, we looked at each other. She have me a smile and then winked at me. Then she left.

I walked over to the paper and picked it up. I opened it and looked at it, 'Time in Motel,' it said. I gave a smile to no one. Then, I ran down to the car park.

';…;'

The jeep roared as I zoomed down and up roads. Fuck the speed limit. I hit things on purpose any way. I gave the jeep a drive for the money we paid for it.

I knew where the motel was. It was a trashy place. I drove in quietly. On the piece of paper it also had a room number.

I got out of the jeep. 'Room 023' was my destination. I walked up to the room and then tried to open the door. It was locked. I took a step back. My anger wasn't going to be stopped by the door.

I kicked the door. It gave no fight. The top hinges gave out and the lock came undone. I was in. The room was somewhat dark. For a second I thought I would check the Winne', but then, he came out.

Murdoc came out with only a towel on. His hair was wet. So was his body. I could smell a good fragrance coming off of him. He had his gun in his hand, "Wot the 'ell!" His mouth wide open. One of his hands was free, but that was the one holding his towel up.

My eyes glared. I was turned on by hid body for some reason, "Where is Diesel?" I said demonically.

Murdoc was a bit taken aback, but he had lowered his gun, "E's not 'ere. E's went ta go an get something."

I gave a wicked smile. It was my turn, "Good." My anger was boiling and ready to come out. And, with a naked Murdoc in the room, what better way then to, have fun? I walked across the room.

Murdoc was frozen. He had never known I was capable of this kind of approach. He was in for it now.

I brought our faces together. I pulled the gun out of his hands. I kissed him. His eyes widened. His gun less hand was trapped by my hand now. His other hand was on his towel. He didn't even think to use it.

I let him realize what was going on while still kissing him.

Murdoc came to and realized what was going on. He gave me a startled by backing up. I only grew mad with him. I understood how he felt when ever he tried to demand me. I grabbed one of his arms. I dragged him down the hall. He followed.

I pulled him into the bedroom. I pushed him in. I locked the door behind us. He was standing near the bed when I turned around, "Take the towel off." I said.

Murdoc gave me a look, "Ye ain't the boss of me!" He said with anger.

I gave a sigh, "Yeh, right now, I am." I walked closer to him. He stood his ground, "I'll fight ya' 2D. Don' make me."

I paused a second, "I can take ya." That made him a bit shaky. I never stood up to him like this. I was never mad enough to. I grabbed him and forced him to kiss me.

I searched for his tongue in his mouth while ripping off his towel. He had nothing to hold on to now. He pushed me with his hands where I touched him. It pissed me off.

I punched him hard in the stomach and then threw him on the bed.

He hit the bed and gave a slight gasp. I fell onto him. My legs straddled over his stomach. I took my shirt off. My arms and side revealed scars. Scars from When Murdoc crashed into me. I loved my scars. I kissed Murdoc while I unbuttoned my pants, "Moan if ya want me." I whispered to him.

He made a small attempt to get away from me. I easily pulled him into place though. Murdoc made a hissing noise. I gave a small laugh, "Predictable." I grabbed on to him. I began to stroke him. I didn't have to wait long till he soon grew hard.

I threw my pants off quickly. Murdoc's eyes were open. He was breathing hard. I leaned forward again, pressing my arm down on his chest, "I need ta stretch ya."

Murdoc hissed, "Knock it off! Ya 'ad your fun." He tried to pick up his hands but my arm on his chest kept them down. I smiled, "The more ya fight, the less gentle im a gonna be." I laughed at the end of the sentence. I eased 2 fingers into him. He gave a small moan growl thing. But I could tell he was enjoying it. I added another finger. I pulled in and out. I also sucked and bit gently on his nipple.

He gave me a small growl. But, I moved up and silenced him.

My mouth connected with his neck. I sucked till I heard him moan and I felt blood in my mouth.

I took my fingers out of his warm body. He gasped a bit. I gently turned him over. I said, "If ya don relax, this may 'urt."

Murdoc made a movement to get up, but I pushed down on the back. I pushed down between his shoulder blades. He fell back down with a gasp of surprise.

I then thrust into him. I went deep. Deeper then he was able to go sometimes. He moaned loud. I loved it. It made me want to fuck him harder. I pulled out and then in. Out, in. Out, in. I let my rhythm pick up. Murdoc even stayed in motion. My thrusts became deeper, stronger, harder, and faster.

Soon, I felt my self-burst into him. Murdoc burst everywhere else. I gave a heave and tore out of him. I knew he felt the warm pain. I felt a lot. He collapsed onto the bed. I got up.

I walked to were I threw my pants. I took out a pill. Murdoc thought it was for me. He paid no attention. I got back on the bed and sat on him. He mad a noise, "Wot?"

I poped the pill into his mouth. He swallowed it! I forced him to. He struggled, but, he swallowed it any way. Now, I only had to wait a few seconds.

Murdoc was out cold. They were a type of sleeping pill. They put you to sleep faster then it took for us to have sex. I dressed Murdoc. I dressed myself first though. I picked Murdoc up. I was surprised I could carry him.

On my way out, someone stopped me. Diesel! Diesel stood there. His eyes were showing. They were blue. A gorgeous blue that could under mind, or over power anyone.

He smirked, "Finally. You took forever."

I was a bit confused, "Wot ya mean?"

Diesel laughed, "This was all planed." I didn't understand, "Wot?" I asked.

Diesel gave me a look, "Murdoc. He planed all of this. He planed all of it just to see if you would come to get him." He looked at Murdoc, "He never liked me. He always loved you."

"Love me?" I mumbled. I looked down at Murdoc.

Diesel gave a cross look to me, "Keep 'im, safe." Before he walked away, he moved a piece of hair out of Murdoc's eyes while I watched the motion of his lips. 'Watashi koi anta.' Was what his lips formed.

';..;'

Days passed and Murdoc and I are happy. We spend hours together. We do many things besides sex. I am happy, and I think he is too.

Finally, the almost end. Lol. If you would like to read the alternate ending, please, proceed to the next chapter. Do not worrie, it is short and it talks about later on in life. I hope you all enjoyed the story. I had fun making it. I did. I also am thankful for all of the people who read this and kept me going. Lol. Well, if you proceed, I call you a brave person, if you don't I understand. You are probably a person that knows nothing of pain, or loss. I don't pitty you. I can't. I have no more left. Thanks again.

-D.D.Darkwriter

Go on say one final time,

The worDs that linger in the line.

Time doEs pass,

Aand we don't see,

All the love,

TThat will never be.

(The words that are in caps. There are only four. Don't use the words on the end unless they are doubled.)